let it go bro, it was never meant to be. just know that what left you was never yours and what's yours will never leave you.
lesson learnt. now dust yourself up and move on, the best is yet to come. someday soon, you will look back to this day and let out a good laugh.

I still wonder how those women in this boat sleep with their eyes closed. how they could smile at their husbands having committed such a grievous offence. how would they look their children in the face when the truth finally unveils?
the fact remains that these women committed and still committing adultery with men that are aware of their marital status. how do you make advances at somebody's wife? how do you have sex with a married woman and not nurse any guilt? why do you think their husbands deserve to raise your children? why are men doing such to themselves?