Thank you guys but I don't think I need a lover right now in my life because I don't think it's the best for me now.. I am just caught up with this evil addiction..

Good evening house.. please I really need your advice and I would really appreciate it if this gets to front page.. I am seriously breaking down silently. I created this account today just to keep my face off ..I started masturbating in 2018 and it has been a hell for me since then, even when I thought that I have stopped by praying so hard to God to forgive me for the evil I have been doing to my self and before I knew it I have found my self doing it again.. sometimes I pick up my Bible and pray and swear to God that if I try it again let him punish me and curse me but even after praying I can't still tell how I find my self watching pornography again.. I swear with my life that I have been fighting so hard to stop this.. I have taken many advices online on how to stop this but none worked.. I have sworn with Bible never to masturbate again for like 3 times and I still find my self in it again.. even when I try to stay away from body revealing pictures or videos online but once I set my eyes on one mistakenly I get tempted to try it.. I am so addicted and it is killing me.. as I am writing this now I just finished masturbating and I just hate my self for it.. it kills me emotionally, spiritually, everything.. please house help me !!! I need your advice truly on this.. Abeg make una take am easy on the insults.. I am ashamed of my self , please I really need your heavy advice on this .. please help me push this to front page admin.. thank you guys as I pray this time I am free after you advices