This might seem disturbing to some people and i am sincerely sorry but i just i have to let this out and perhaps get help.

So I graduated from the University at a very young age and I got a job in a very big company in Lagos(Name Withheld.. I'm Sorry). Initially i was employed as an IT Specialist/Engineer and I was later promoted to being the direct assistant to the CEO of the company. Most times, I feel unnecessarily happy when he comes around. Even when he asks me to bring certain files/reports to him, i can move the whole thing at once to him but i would break it down at which i would take it to him 3 - 5 times so i can see his face.

I don't know if this is right or wrong with the fact that he is a married man. The day he was invited to Abuja for a meeting at the company's branch, i received the mail on his behalf, instead, i bugged his computer so he won't travel without me! Sometimes i feel that i can never have him as that is what my female colleagues say but another part of me wants to take him by force but i fear that i would ruin his family because now, he is starting to like me. He ensures i accompany him on any of his business trips(Local and International) the last time, he secured an hotel room for both of us. I was surprised as i did not expect to be with him in the same room.(Though nothing obscene happened).

At this point, i feel that if i continue to push the radar, i will get him! But I'm considering his family.. his wife! I dont know if he has a kid but i know he has a wife. He calls her often before during lunch time but now he doesn't! he spends more time with me. He got me a lot of gifts on my birthday in April(Gifts that got people talking.. but no one can say a word! He is the CEO).

I am in love with him though i haven;t told him but i think he knows and he is starting to like me too because he is mean with the male workers that come around me when he is around.

Please NL, Should i Quit and save his family? Or Still follow my desires? Your opinions are appreciated