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I feel you bro. but the truth is you are more important now. more important than the next girl coming into your life or the new friends coming next. you need to love yourself more now. love you despite those flaws you feel you have. encourage yourself to your goals both in relationship and achievements. only you can love you the way you deserve.
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Its simple, just do you.
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