Wait o.. Why is everyone angry na? Is it your disvirgin? So someone cannot disvirgin in peace again

Am so confused, i can't sleep.. My girlfriend whom I've been dating for over a year recently broke up with me when i discovered she was double dating, 2 weeks later she told me she has broken up with the guys and wants me back, i forgave her and accepted her but somehow she still likes the guy and just confessed to me that she had abortion for the guy while double dating.. What hell do i do? I could use a piece of advice right now