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Good morning, fellow NLanders,

I am presently learning web-design in a computer firm. I was posted there for internship. As a maths student, some of the things i come across are completely new to me. But i know if i should take this seriously, it is something good to be involved in. However the motivation to practice on my own at home is not there. I just stop at the point where the teacher stops.

Please has anyone faced the same thing and what are possible solutions?

I am open to candid advice. Thanks

i love you MERCY JOHNSON!!!

Hey bro, i feel your pain. like seriously. Been there myself. Sometimes i wondered why all the extreme precautions, sometimes it was so annoying, i just had to laugh. Lots of times i cried my eyes out. Being the kind of person i was and the secondary school i attended, i would've been a bad person if i wanted. Yet they never understood they were blessed with a good child.

However, things are a lot better today. I'm still in the church (Deeper life). Things changed after i entered the university. The campus fellowship (DLCF) is sooooo wonderful. They don't have the mentality of church at home and still the Presence of God is still mightily present there. If u haven't attended one pls try to check them out.

Finally bro, PRAY. You can never tell what your prayers can do. As hard as it is, hating or judging your parents will do very little for yourself of them. So talk to God about it. He's closer than you think, just right beside you and he sees that hurt in your heart. He can do only as much as you can ask. He is my best friend and i tell him lots of stuff, including those things people may find stupid. It has and it is still working for me.

Thanks for reading my loong epistle. I hope this would help. Hope to hearing a good feedback in the nearest future.