I was in same spot as you right now.
I couldn't sleep, I couldn't even breath cause my heart ponds and hots like fire. Food had no tast in my mouth. Life became so meaningless to me. I came to nairaland and made a post about it. you can check my profile to see the tread a wrote that period.
the last point was when I locked myself up in my shop, was about ending it.

I lost hope in humanity, i just cried to God with all of my heart. i deared him that He has never failed anyone before, that i my case proves it wrong. But my dear God found me at that spot.

I didn't know what really happened, I didn't end it that very moment. But from that Day God has been faithful.

First bro, u need to understand that you are the only one that owes you your happiness.
You are the only one that can help yourself.
Thirdly you need to understand one very important thing. Every adversity comes with a seed of success in it.

This simply means, this time for you to look deep inside of you and bring out another you, a stronger you, a better u.

I wish I can talk to you more, but bro, just get that thought off your head.

You are better than this, you are stronger than this. Don't you give up, don't you dea give up on you. You hear me?
Am telling you right now to get up from that pitty party you are right now and go take a cool shawer.

Wait for that landlord to come throw you out but I tell you bro, that's gonna be the best thing that's gonna happen to you cause that's gonna be the beginning of your testimony.

I love you bro, I really do. From the dept of my heart . I love you and God loves you even more


Bro I survived, you too can

Honestly, this story sounds like the last girl I dated. she told me this same story of rape, told me about her last two boyfriends, I was the third. she and I broke up sometime last year...

Please drop your digit let me call you, you can never tell, it's a small world. she might just be the one

I have experienced this same thing with my mom and same toothpaste too.

My mom wanted to brush but couldn't find. She called me, we both search and search and search for it, no where to find this past.

Everybody in the house said same thing,that its in the basket where it's usually left...

Till date , that past is not found

Am just surprise to hear U say u had same experience ...

Ibadanboyy:
If you are in Ibadan I know where you can sell your kidney if you are not a smoker.

here is my number 08173219989

Earthstorms:
Can you negotiate with your creditors and ask for more time?

You said you are in a pit already, you need to stop digging.

Worst case defer your admission and do some work for a year to pay part of your debt.

I have been pleading, begging her, gone to her house, still she refuse my plea.. i begged for at least a week to run round , she still no gree.

others are also on my neck..

i just done know how i got myself into this mess.

I am finished. i am not seeing any future again.

i just have used my hand to distroy myself

Juliusmomoh:
Do u have any skill ?
Let me help u

i can design websites

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Blakjewelry:

First question is your age range

30 plus

God is great