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@tiniyata, yea, he is... The very same guy


@kuphid... Yea, sometimes ¹ really feel ¹ do deserve better... Its just hard. Really don't know how ¹ got hooked on this one guy... Anyways, its all a matter of time.... Time solves everything...


@ibrosaunks. Seriously?? Uhm... http://www.sassydiaries..com and thanx, ¹ think ¹'ll do just that... Think imma focus more on my academics and layoff guys for now...

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¹ talked to him... He knows how much ¹ like him. He said he didn't say anything when ¹ told him ¹ loved him is cuz those words were too big for his ears... Is that even possible? Is there such a thing like "¹ love you" being too big for the ears?? And is that a good sign or a bad one?

He said he still likes мє a lot, buh that this my friend dat he had a thing with is hurting so bad and she still likes him really well... And many of our friends aint in support of us being together and we have a lot of friends in common.
¹ told him if its what he wants, now, ¹'ll let him go, he says its not what he wants...

All dats left now is to try to move on...
As slimyem said, ¹ shuld just shake it off and get over it.
Life's too short to let anyone be the reason for your unhappiness!

@sauer. ‎​ℓoℓ, nah, I'm not a serial lover, ¹ just don't fall easy and ¹ dnt fall often for guys

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Some things arent just meant to be, theres just nothing you can do about them. There's this boy i've liked since my 100 level, (now im almost in 200 level). i think he's cute and i really like him, but i never tell him that. he liked me back in 100 level (first semester) of that, im sure.
In the 2nd semester of my 100 level, that's last semester, things didnt go so well. People are always saying he's no good for me, they ask me y i like him and what i see in him. actually, i dont know, he's funny, he makes me laugh, he's cute and ...i dont really know, all i know is that i really like this one boy. Last semester, just when i began to let myself really like him, just when i wanted to close my ears to what people would say, just when i started to consider the possibility of dating him, he started to like another girl, one that became my friend. Yes, hard as it is too admit, he left me for another gir. it hurt me a lot. it was really hard seeing them both together at first, but as time went by, it became easier, more bearable. Yes, i had to deal with the occasional envy and pain, but i became owkay with it (or at least thats what i told myself). When i went home for xmas, after the painful bus ride, having to watch them both play love all the way from ghana to nigeria, (worst part is he was actually supposed to be my seat mate, but they sat together and right infront of me for that matter). When i returned this semester, i told myself i was done with his chapter, little did i know it was anything but over.
This semester, they broke up, and he started coming back to me, i used to think i wasnt the type to date your friends ex, guess theres a lot of thing s i dont know anout myself, guess we do a lot of things we never thought we would wen we really like someone. Yes he ca,e back to me. His friend told me i was the reason he broke up with her. I felt guilty and really bad for a long time, i told myself i was going to end things with him, cuz it wasnt fair to this my friend, i know she was hurting, ther was even a time when her attitude towards me started changing, she started giving me space. \Even now, we're not the way we used to be.
But then, i decided, you know what? screw it, i deserve to be happy too, i shouldnt have to please everyone all the time at the expense of my happiness. We've been spending an awful lot of time this semester, things were going so well, Up until the night i told him i loved him. he read my blog too. Now he knows how much i like him, now he knows how much i feel for him. he said nothing when i told him, dont know what i was expecting anyways. I read his blog.... these 2 lines i wont forget in a hurry "so now you love me? bullshit!" "im so over ya babe". he said i took him for granted, fine, maybe i did. he said i pushed him away, said i let him go, that i didnt fight for him. How the hell was i to know he wanted me to hold on, to fight for him? i didnt even know he liked me that much. He never said anything, he's not the type to tell you how he really feels. how was i to know. Yes, i act tough most times, but im still a girl, im shy, timid and insecure; i fear rejection. All i really ever wanted was for him to say something, anything to let me know i could let myself fall knowing he'd be there to catch me. He offered none, and now he says its too late to say i love you. im glad i told him tho, he's the 2nd person i've said those words to and actually meant them. at least, one of us had the courege to say it out loud.
And now i fear its over for real this time, i fear i've lost him completely. i fear, now its really time to let go, i fear its really time to close my eyes, put the past behind and move on. i dont know what to do, this is a guy i live with, we're in the same school, same class. how do you let someone go when at the moment, they're everything u want? how do i pretend i dont care anymore, when i still do, more than i even want to.... I dont know what to do, i dont want to hurt myself anymore than im already hurting.

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SA Lady:

@OP, Rokiatu has said it all

nicely said, very nicely said,

PhysicsMHD:

If you like him, go for it.

, sound so easy, y does it feel so hard to do? doesnt seem so hard in the movies, lol, and BTW, i meant everyone knows he likes me, Lmao!

Pweety4me:

Welll get to know the dude properly i say, but i guess u pondering on imperfections cause he younger than you.

yea, i think i should try 2get to know him and stop tryna find reasons not to,

kay-money:

@ OP dont expect a guy to be 100% of all what you desire
so far he has some of the attributes you desire in a guy just pull the rigger and let him inn

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you really think i should??

I always imagined that i'd date a fine guy, tall and well built (physically). and i never imagined dating anyone younger than me. the deal is, there's this guy in my school, hez tall, cute and lanky, and hez younger than me, hez not really the kinda person u'll call "the happening guy" (if u knw wat i mean). Hez extremely shy and i find that to be sooo cute and attractive and endearing. He has these things he says, these slangs and words,.,, and they're just so funny, he likes me, i know he does, everyone does infact,

i think i like him, i dont know the extent, but i think i do,
i dont know the signs, or how u know u like someone, but i know: i think of him quite a lot these days,
i know anytime i remember the things he says, those slangs, i laugh,
he finds it hard to express himself and i know i enjoy watching him try and fumble (soooooo cute),
and i know these days when im around him i cant help thinking i want to kiss him,

i always try to find reasons y i shouldnt like every guy i tend to like. This guy isnt evrything i dreamed of in a guy, no doubt, hez kinda geeky, not physically built, shy, and im older than him but isnt the important thing supposed to be being with someone who makes you happy? isnt it supposed to be about liking someone who likes u 2 for real i keep having these debates within myself, i really need advice,

congrats all y'all who made it,   ,  me, im chilling for the second list,   , peace  

hey guys, Can anyone help me with the course outline for performing arts, 100L? Pretty pleeeeaase!          , And seriously, Y'all should chill out, I can feel the tension and heat just by reading the thread, Lol,  d list will come out wen it'll come out, and all our names will be on it, #GoodLuckY'all#

[i][/i] it seems impossible and frustrating to launch an acting career in nollywood without 'knowing' someone in the industry, There are so many young talented nigerians with a flare for acting, YET, we see so many amateurs and poor acting in our movies, Isnt it funny??
Most movie scripts are practically written with certain actors in mind, so its like everywhere you turn, its the same set of faces in every movie, Whatever happened to discovering fresh talent What about our youth? In hollywood we have teen sensations like Zac Efron, Ashley Tisdale, Amanda Bynes, miley cyrus and so many others, In nollywood you can barely name any, Its sad, really sad, Dont get me wrong, we love our stars i.e genevieve, omotola, desmond, ini and the rest but do we really want to see ini acting as a high school girl?? Come on people!!! Variety!!
From time to time, auditions are held and if u've ever been to one you'll understand me when i say, sometimes it seems d producers audition for something else other than acting talent(in gurls mostly) , Its so annoying really and frustrating,

So the question is, '' as a nigerian youth, how does one successfully launch an acting career in nollywood?''

hey peeps, i've been following this thread for sometime now, tho tjis is my first post, Its actually kinda comforting to knw im not d only one dats really fed up wit this wait, cuz believe me im going outta ma mind wit impatience here, Anywaiz, wish y'all d best, Lets hope d list comes out t'day or t'mao,