Hello Guy
I feel your pain because I was a former addict myself
I was a former Cocaine Addict,Sex Addict,Porn Addict,Mastubation Addict,Prostitute Addict and lots of other addictions.Have been free for over 2 decades now but it took years to get totally free from it

If I can give you one quick guidance is to get someone that will not judge you but willing to hold you accountable as you journey to recovery

You need a community of support that will accept you for you and help you go through the process and this challenge of negative lifestyle flow

I have a book on this addiction from a spiritual aspect but not medical advice

The book is called FROM DRUG ADDICT TO GOD ADDICT

You can get it on OkadaBooks or Bambooks
Also it will be an privilege to be part of Your accountability team to watch your progress to freedom and full control of yourself

It will be a tough process and such an interesting experience but you will first decide that you need a New lifestyle

From your write up it’s obvious you have gotten to that phase

The next thing is a community of support to help you with:

Control of your circle of influence

Re ordering you old mindset for new

Building reasons why you must stop this habit

Designing new daily focus and monitoring your progress

Celebrating your little victory

Reach out to me and we could chat on WhatsApp

All the best as you find a Better Lifestyle freedom
May God help you find the power in you to walk out on addiction