in life we are faced with countless challenges and giving up is not an option, life is extremely but trust in time you will think of your past and smile to yourself in pride saying..."WOW I Made It".
no one can truly understand what you are going through, the best you can do is to pour it all to God in prayer, he loves you and will give you the grace/strength you need to carry on, trust me.....after the storm[troubles] always comes the sunshine[ peace/smile].
You have been so strong so far..........you and your son needs YOU. stay blessed.