Sometimes I think of how easy and blissful it would be to just end my life and live all these worries and troubles behind, an then I think of my family members and the grief I would leave them in, and I get pissed. I wish I didn't have any family so I could just overdose on sleeping pills and end it all...If not for my family, I wont be missed. I would at least be less trouble to all the people I have caused problems for. I am in so much trouble, and the harder I try to get out, the deeper I sink. I ain't getting any younger, and I have been thinking of just ending my life. How I wish I could just do it in peace.

kay29000:
Sometimes I think of how easy and blissful it would be to just end my life and live all these worries and troubles behind, an then I think of my family members and the grief I would leave them in, and I get pissed. I wish I didn't have any family so I could just overdose on sleeping pills and end it all...If not for my family, I wont be missed. I would at least be less trouble to all the people I have caused problems for. I am in so much trouble, and the harder I try to get out, the deeper I sink. I ain't getting older, and I have been thinking of just ending my life. How I wish I could just do it in peace.

What's the problem?

barrnchedo:
What's the problem?

Hmm! Everything...I am depressed.

forget my guy!


if N100,000.00 is credited to your account nw, you ll be the one to preach against suicide







NL I lie?

sim37:
forget my guy!


if N100,000.00 is credited to your account nw, you ll be the one to preach against suicide







NL I lie?

No; you no lie. Money solves a lot of problems.

You know it's a great idea to do so owing to the economic situation of our dear country, the marginal addition of CO2 and a host of other environmental consequence of having you around at least one more girlfriend on free transfer .

I'm concerned and I must advise you hold on a while, burial rites are expensively expensive now, the naira ain't fairing well in the forex market places, the police would believe you were poisoned therefore turning your uneventful decision to a family catastrophe. So hold on till the naira beats the dollar and possibly the police can fairly adjudge yours as suicide and not murder.


I would drop further comments when you state the details of the screen play

kay29000:


No; you no lie. Money solves a lot of problems.

Money solves a lot of problems but Jesus solves "every" problem. Try talking to Him about your pain. It's way better than suicide.

Not sure how serious this post is but if you are for real, pls I beg you .. don't do it. No situation is permanent ok. E go better

Jackeeh:


Money solves a lot of problems but Jesus solves "every" problem. Try talking to Him about your pain. It's way better than suicide.

Thanks, but no thanks.

yorubadelta:
Not sure how serious this post is but if you are for real, pls I beg you .. don't do it. No situation is permanent ok. E go better

I wouldn't joke around with something as serious as me wanting to kill myself.

Sometimes I think of writing one last novel before I go...and publishing it on Amazon the day I kill myself. It might get some publicity because of my suicide, and sell, and my dream would come true, even though i would be dead. And the proceeds would probably help handle my burial, and also take care of my loved ones.

kay29000:


I wouldn't joke around with something as serious as me wanting to kill myself.

Well, in that case, if you are a Christian don't you know suicide is automatic hell fire? Which is far worse than whatever you maybe going through. Please take it easy o.. remember there's always someone else out there suffering a much worse situation than you. Focus on the positive things in your life.

kay29000:
Sometimes I think of how easy and blissful it would be to just end my life and live all these worries and troubles behind, an then I think of my family members and the grief I would leave them in, and I get pissed. I wish I didn't have any family so I could just overdose on sleeping pills and end it all...If not for my family, I wont be missed. I would at least be less trouble to all the people I have caused problems for. I am in so much trouble, and the harder I try to get out, the deeper I sink. I ain't getting older, and I have been thinking of just ending my life. How I wish I could just do it in peace.

You wish!

Death is only the beginning of another journey...that's my belief anyways. Don't know where you stand on that.

I am yet to see any problem that last forever. Whatever you are going through, I am sure it's just a phase. Don't give up, just keep moving and you'll be out of it before you know it

Tough times don't last but tough people do...

yorubadelta:


Well, in that case, if you are a Christian don't you know suicide is automatic hell fire? Which is far worse than whatever you maybe going through. Please take it easy o.. remember there's always someone else out there suffering a much worse situation than you. Focus on the positive things in your life.

I am an atheist...I don't believe in heaven or hell. Thanks fr your comment anyway.

for the past 3 years I've been having suicidal thoughts. its like you read my mind and poured out everything in there. my case may be worse than yours. mine is a problem money hasn't been able to solve. right now no amount of money credited into my account can ease my pain because I've had it all. not even 2mil or 5mil can ease this pain.
sometimes life isn't about money. its more about happiness and that's what money an never buy.

I even went to the extent of buying rat killer, and its still in my possession. whenever I get suicidal I just think of my beautiful mom and my loving family who would go through pain. if not for them I would have history.

kay29000:
Sometimes I think of how easy and blissful it would be to just end my life and live all these worries and troubles behind, an then I think of my family members and the grief I would leave them in, and I get pissed. I wish I didn't have any family so I could just overdose on sleeping pills and end it all...If not for my family, I wont be missed. I would at least be less trouble to all the people I have caused problems for. I am in so much trouble, and the harder I try to get out, the deeper I sink. I ain't getting older, and I have been thinking of just ending my life. How I wish I could just do it in peace.

Kimoni:


You wish!

Death is only the beginning of another journey...that's my belief anyways. Don't know where you stand on that.

I am yet to see any problem that last forever. Whatever you are going through, I am sure it's just a phase. Don't give up, just keep moving and you'll be out of it before you know it

Tough times don't last but tough people do...

Yea...easier said than done. Thanks anyway

kay29000:


Yea...easier said than done. Thanks anyway

Like so many things in this world...but people still do them anyways

Are u a writer?

ABEngine:
You know it's a great idea to do so owing to the economic situation of our dear country, the marginal addition of CO2 and a host of other environmental consequence of having you around at least one more girlfriend on free transfer .

I'm concerned and I must advise you hold on a while, burial rites are expensively expensive now, the naira ain't fairing well in the forex market places, the police would believe you were poisoned therefore turning your uneventful decision to a family catastrophe. So hold on till the naira beats the dollar and possibly the police can fairly adjudge yours as suicide and not murder.


I would drop further comments when you state the details of the screen play

trapQ:
for the past 3 years I've been having suicidal thoughts. its like you read my mind and poured out everything in there. my case may be worse than yours. mine is a problem money hasn't been able to solve. right now no amount of money credited into my account can ease my pain because I've had it all. not even 2mil or 5mil can ease this pain.
sometimes life isn't about money. its more about happiness and that's what money an never buy.

I even went to the extent of buying rat killer, and its still in my possession. whenever I get suicidal I just think of my beautiful mom and my loving family who would go through pain. if not for them I would have history.

Well, I don't also believe money can buy happiness...But I am not gunning for 'happy' right now. I just need to put some things in order in my life, and i think some substantial amount of money can do that. Eternal happiness is an illusion; life is dual, we have to feel pleasure and pain, joy and sadness at some point, so I am not trying to be happy forever cos it is not possible, i just want to solve some of my problems.

pickabeau1:
Are u a writer?

As in....

edwife:




As in....

He will do well with satire
How far

pickabeau1:


He will do well with satire
How far

I am fine dear,you?

edwife:


I am fine dear,you?

Thanks.. I am fine also

being an atheist doesn't automatically exclude you from facing God's judgment. trust me I feel what you feel, I get suicidal thoughts every other day... and this been going on for 3yrs now. heaven and hell exist dear. pray for God to open your spiritual eyes. do me a favor, before going to bed tonight read Jeremiah 33:3 " call unto me and I will answer you and show you great and mighty things which you knowest not". meditate on that scripture and God will show you everything you need to see to believe that he exists.

bye!

kay29000:


I am an atheist...I don't believe in heaven or hell. Thanks fr your comment anyway.

trapQ:
being an atheist doesn't automatically exclude you from facing God's judgment. trust me I feel what you feel, I get suicidal thoughts every other day... and this been going on for 3yrs now. heaven and hell exist dear. pray for God to open your spiritual eyes. do me a favor, before going to bed tonight read Jeremiah 33:3 " call unto me and I will answer you and show you great and mighty things which you knowest not". meditate on that scripture and God will show you everything you need to see to believe that he exists.

bye!

Yes. To you, not me.

Wow.... Don't do it. It isn't worth it. You will end up creating a void in the lives of your loved ones.. It really isn't worth causing your family pain.
Always see the bright side of things. You don't have cash right now, dream of the future filled with fulfilment.
You don't have a great relationship, imagine the girl so lucky to have you.

I don't think you want to create that vacuum... It isn't worth it.


You can tell us what's going on.. A problem shared they say..........

PenAndPaper:
Wow.... Don't do it. It isn't worth it. You will end up creating a void in the lives of your loved ones.. It really isn't worth causing your family pain.
Always see the bright side of things. You don't have cash right now, dream of the future filled with fulfilment.
You don't have a great relationship, imagine the girl so lucky to have you.

I don't think you want to create that vacuum... It isn't worth it.


You can tell us what's going on.. A problem shared they say..........

Long story short, I am in multiple debts over my head. I am having sleepless nights as creditors keep calling...I have lost all my friends as I tried to drag them into my problems. No girlfriend...no sex...my businesses are just not working as planned...it is like everything is at a standstill. I know I am meant to keep a positive mental attitude, but it is pretty hard to do when people keep calling you shouting, "Mr. Odusanya, when are you paying me my money?"

How did you run into these debt?

kay29000:


Long story short, I am in multiple debts over my head. I am having sleepless nights as creditors keep calling...I have lost all my friends as I tried to drag them into my problems. No girlfriend...no sex...my businesses are just not working as planned...it is like everything is at a standstill. I know I am meant to keep a positive mental attitude, but it is pretty hard to do when people keep calling you shouting, "Mr. Odusanya, when are you paying me my money?"

nwarosa:
How did you run into these debt?

Answering this question wont do me any good right now.

You don't know that for sure and you have nothing to loose.

kay29000:


Answering this question wont do me any good right now.

@ kay29000

A lot of people have this thought at one point in time in their lives, but just hang in there; it will get better. 2 years ago I was in avery dark place, but I came out of it better. I'm happy you realise a lot of people would miss not having you arond, myself inclusive. Pls take heart and talk to God. There's nothing He can't handle.

nwarosa:
You don't know that for sure and you have nothing to loose.

Well, I borrowed money to do a certain business...I didn't do my calculations well, and I couldn't pay up on deadline. Then I borrowed some more money to try something else I thought would bring money faster than the first business, so I could pay back the first guy I was owing...and the cycle went on like that. I know, it sounds very stupid, right? Anyway, the first investment gives me income of about N12,000 monthly, and I have another source of income, but it is not regular.