Ranchhoddas:
Accept Jesus into your life. Na the best solution be that.

Amberon11:
O.P if you claim to love your mom then show her. How can you go 2 years without calling her? And you claim to love her....geez!!!

lilmax:
you have yourself to blame, you make your own consequences

Amberon11:
And you ain't even a christian.

Ranchhoddas:
Monitoring Spirits. Una don follow me reach family section!

elwire:
there is this feeling i get whenever i tried talking to her. I have not been living with her since when i was 6years! I dont know anything about mommy love.

elwire:
blame myself? You are lucky You're not from a broken home.

Amberon11:
Are you the only one in Family section?

Ranchhoddas:
Accept Jesus into your life. Na the best solution be that.

lilmax:
you have yourself to blame, you make your own consequences

LadyMercedes:


Yes, because an imaginary friend is what he needs right now.

tearoses:
Have you got uncles and auntys that you are close too?
are you close to your dad?
You see the smoking and drinking is not the answer as you can already see
Your line of defence is to be good and successful in everything you do
Your continued behaviour is what is causing you to be seen as an outcast

Are you in Uni?
You cant let your parents mistakes ruin your life
You deserve better
Your parents have chosen their path
Time to choose yours
You can have a better life
but you have to work for it

dahmie2013:
Op, it's rada unfortunate, but we cannot choose our parents. So just man up, see all dese as a challenge & prove ur step siblings wrong by being a better person.
U're 2 young 2 start life like dis, u have a whole life ahead of u, so start working now.

nma24:
In a more saner society, people will advice you to see a shrink in order to talk and let your emotions out which is very therapeutic and even go for meetings to help with the addictions. Anyway, when life hands you a soured lemons you have to make what comes close to lemonades from them. Dust yourself up and try to be positive and also contact your mum frequently if possible.

Ranchhoddas:
Accept Jesus into your life. Na the best solution be that.

TSOM:


[b] Ignorant Christians like you are one of the reasons why distraught atheists take repeated shots at Christianity and religion in general.

What on God's green earth is "Accept Jesus into your life"? Even the Bible makes it clear that " faith without work is fruitless". Don't go sweeping all of his pain beneath a rug of vague, useless solution just so you can register your presence on this thread. It's as insensitive as it gets.


OP, you've mentioned your mum still craves your company so how about re-establishing the communication link? She's dying to bond with her son and there you are waiting for some half-siblings who've probably been injected with hate serum to love you? Screw them. What love is greater than a mother's love? Go find mummy and embrace her. Feed on the positivity of her love and attention until you've become reassured enough to be confident in yourself.


Your half-siblings can make you feel bad if only you allow them. Confidence attracts attention. Sooner or later, they'd either seek you out or they take the highway to 'IGNOREDville'.


Then again, have you considered the fact that you might be difficult to approach? Have you ever wondered about the fact that you shut everyone out means they can't reach out to you? That they might misconstrue your withdrawn state of despair as pride? Only you know the truth.


Forget religion now. I'm a Christian myself but forget it. Start interacting. One smiling face at a time. Heck! Interact with football fans. Argue and you'd naturally bond with one or two. From "Hey, bro. What's up? Did you watch Barça's match last night? Messi was awesome!" it would become "Bro, what's up? We'd be hanging out at the park. Let's make the most of this Sunday evening." Something along those lines. Gradually, your social life would be something of note.

If you're somewhat religious, you could start interacting with folks in your church. Don't wear your troubles on your face. Sooner that expected, you'd be found out by people seeking your company.

And, dude, easy on the drinking and smoking. At least for the sake of your well-being. It's a Saturday and a football weekend. Start today. Don't forget to call mummy as many times as possible too. [/b]

nnamdibig:
Yes you are a product of broken home but being a drunkard or a drug addict is not the way to the with it.
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You are the only person that will get yourself out of the mess you claim to be.