Some days I think of ending my life but I'm a coward.

I hate my life, I hate my family and I hate my husband.

He has caused me so much pain, too much pain...

I have nothing no interest in this life anymore...

I regret so many things..

I'm really scared of what next.

I'm really scared... Life hurts so bad

I'm Confused and lost.

I want to move on but how do I do it.

Where do I start from?

I'm broken, I feel like a failure, I doubt myself always,

Nope, I'm not heartbroken I'm just filled with regrets..
I wish I can go in time..

I wish so many things...

I wish I don't exist.

If it's possible, go stay with your parents or siblings for a while to clear your head, before you hurt yourself.

You will be fine

You need to be decisive, and bring back that inner strength of yours, then take a decision, And stand by it.

Only you can choose for yourself if u wish to be happy again.
Only u can decide for yourself if this marriage of yours is worth, killing yourself for. Cause if u commit suicide and die, your man will be so relieved and keep living his life . He would even give thanksgiving in his heart.
So decide if u want to keep pitying yourself and fall into deep depression and eventually lost yourself or you want to move on and say to yourself, No husband will reduce me to nothing. Cause as you are right now. Your state of mind is in deep shit. The earlier u save yourself the better. So cut out this self pity and make a decision!

Madam, don't hurt yourself...I know there are lots of things you can't say here.

pls and please be calm. everything will be fine...

no problem without solution.

send me a mail.

badwife:
Nope, I'm not heartbroken I'm just filled with regrets..
I wish I can go in time..

I wish so many things...

I wish I don't exist.

This is what it feels like to be human. The human condition. You need knowledge, right tools and resources to transcend your victim mentality.

Everyone of us have got stories to tell and scars to show for the various battles of being human.

Forgive the past, Accept and embrace the consequences of what your conscious and unconscious choices have landed you into and start making new choices that might perhaps land you into more favorable future outcomes.

Keep trying till you get things right. This is the law of nature.

Can you just take a WALK out of this messed up marriage that has sucked your wholesomeness? Forget the society, nobody cares about you, forget what people will say, nobody get your time. Life is too short to wear an annoying, depressed, ugly tag called MRS!

breathe some fresh air girl! You deserve the best

Jisos!

Take a break biko... Go to far away land where no one knows you. All will be well...you aren't a coward for being afraid to kill yourself, you are just considerate. All will be well I swearit. Cheers.

badwife:
Some days I think of ending my life but I'm a coward.

I hate my life, I hate my family and I hate my husband.

He has caused me so much pain, too much pain...

I have nothing no interest in this life anymore...

I regret so many things..

I'm really scared of what next.

I'm really scared... Life hurts so bad

I'm Confused and lost.

I want to move on but how do I do it.

Where do I start from?

Your moniker says it all--------BADWIFE

badwife:
Some days I think of ending my life but I'm a coward.

I hate my life, I hate my family and I hate my husband.

He has caused me so much pain, too much pain...

I have nothing no interest in this life anymore...

I regret so many things..

I'm really scared of what next.

I'm really scared... Life hurts so bad

I'm Confused and lost.

I want to move on but how do I do it.

Where do I start from?

Life is too short and may I remind u that these is ur own time u are using and it will be over one day, so why bother and die cos ur husband isn't what u expected, life is full of unexpected circumstances and instead of feeling sorry and depressed and all other emotions rolled into one which can also cause hbp,get urself together and enjoy life.

These is always hard cos we feel there are some basic things we need in life but once u know that u have no power of ur own over them then u hope and take actions.
if anything happens to you all this pole will move on, I am a sucker for happiness , I chase it more than I chase money and where I don't get it I abandon. We all have issues but keep something in mind, it will be over one day.

Take a break...a long vacation. Clear your head for a while before moving back in. Marriage is like a bondage to many. A physical and metal bondage.
It can bring out a form of mental illness in you if care is not taken with the way you are going.

You hate your husband? how would you have felt if you heard your husband saying he hates you?
The irony is you might even be the bane of the marriage,but you come here claiming victim.
Well,you came here for pity,a faceless forum,if you are such a good person yourself won't you have a friend or relative you will talk to?
When they tell you people be careful, wedding is a day, marriage is for life,you didn't listen ,wanted to be married by fire by force,you ignored all red flags your husband exhibited before marriage,now you come here seeking pity,but I'm not sorry,none is given.

sisisioge:
Jisos!

Take a break biko... Go to far away land where no one knows you. All will be well...you aren't a coward for being afraid to kill yourself, you are just considerate. All will be well I swearit. Cheers.

els0nm0rali:

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Howdy? Them never release your original Elsonmorali

sisisioge:
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Howdy? Them never release your original Elsonmorali

Till next 2 years o.

Why won't you be unhappy? Why won't you hate your life And family when you are a bad wife.

els0nm0rali:




Till next 2 years o.

Chai! Your sin that heavy! Double chai

sisisioge:


Chai! Your sin that heavy! Double chai

You fit epp me beg Seun?

Please I want to speak to someone
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Please van you drop your number

badwife:
Please I want to speak to someone
.
Please van you drop your number

Drop your number here, I'll call you right away. mman7502@gmail.com

@badwife

You don't need to end your life because of an unhappy marriage. Focus on yourself and what makes you happy. Your happiness does not depend on anyone but yourself. Take good care of yourself, spend more time with your loved ones, eat well, work out, read and watch nice movies. Take a walk in nature when the weather is nice, watch some comedy and go shopping if you can afford it. Call a sister or a good friend and go the movies or have a nice dinner. Life is short, don't waste your time complaining. The glass is half full or half empty, you choose. Be strong.

Hi badwife

I sent u a PM...
Let's talk pls

badwife:
I'm broken, I feel like a failure, I doubt myself always,

What is the problem with you

badwife:
I feel like a failure,

THAT'S BECAUSE YOU'RE A FAILURE.

What happened to walking out?

you HATE

you HATE

you HATE

you HATE

you HATE

you HATE

Living with so much HATE in one single body will get you depressed and more depressed.

Try to remove HATE from your heart first. I think you are choking yourself with too much HATE in your heart.

When things get worse for you, always remind yourself that someone in your very own street is going through harder stuff but na smile everybody use cover him/her own. https://www.nairaland.com/4631939/woman-loses-husband-3-kids
check it out.
Even God's favorite children went through hard times... Ask Moses, Elijah and even Jesus.

Stop hurting yourself with so much hate.