Hmm... Where do i start from? My heart is heavy with burden, pains and troubles. The past has marred/is marring my future. I'm about loosing my mind. Do hear me out........

Better do the needful by ending it all in time. At least, nairaland will rest from your pathetic stories. Nonsense.

The two greatest treasure of life is good health and peace of mind. I have none. I got struck by an unknown throat infection in 2015. This was 3 months to my passing out of school [uniben]. I couldn't finish my final year project on time. Because of that, I spilled over [and i'm still spilling over] as i couldn't upset my fees due to my disability. I used to work part-time to support my schooling. I couldn't again as the throat brought about different complications.

To think i was among the top 3 best brains in my class but now i'm wasting away. My mates have all climbed the ladder of success while i'm still struggling to survive. Hmm.. Some were employed into the N-Power scheme and given a tablet. I heard their contracts have been renewed! Some of my friends just updated their pics on facebook celebrating about their completion of the NYSC programme.

It breaks my heart to know i'm not a victor

Bro you will continue to spill if you don't end your life , be a man bro and end it . Rip in advance as you do greet da grin , 2 PAC and biggie for me

Oh... What i have to preserve everyday in order to stay alive. I naively ignored my throat problem at its nascent stage. Now, it's consuming me. It's as if i'm choking myself. My windpipe is narrowed and giving me discomfort. I couldn't sleep well yesterday. i had to get up intermittenly to ease the pain. I get different effect like high temperature, loss of balance, throbbing headache, blurred vision amongst other things. I wish i could trade this problem with any other deficiency. I don't mind HIV/AIDS. At least i will know what i'm treating. I'm yet to detect what is wrong. I can't afford a proper check up/health care now. I've been to an ENT specialist at Warri General Hospital, Lily Hospital and Westend Hospital. No positive response.

Traditional medicine is failing me too. Hmm.. Currently lying on our torn upholstery unable to think straight and writhing in pain.

Oyelamioyebanjo:
Bro you will continue to spill if you don't end your life , be a man bro and end it . Rip in advance as you do greet da grin , 2 PAC and biggie for me

You clearly don't know what depression is.. You think everything is a joke?

LivingDead:
Oh... What i have to preserve everyday in order to stay alive. I naively ignored my throat problem at its nascent stage. Now, it's consuming me. It's as if i'm choking myself. My windpipe is narrowed and giving me discomfort. I couldn't sleep well yesterday. i had to get up intermittenly to ease the pain. I get different effect like high temperature, loss of balance, throbbing headache, blurred vision amongst other things. I wish i could trade this problem with any other deficiency. I don't mind HIV/AIDS. At least i will know what i'm treating. I'm yet to detect what is wrong. I can't afford a proper check up/health care now. I've been to an ENT specialist at Warri General Hospital, Lily Hospital and Westend Hospital. No positive response.

Traditional medicine is failing me too. Hmm.. Currently lying on our torn upholstery unable to think straight and writhing in pain.

Who you Don offend? It's well. Go to a specialist hospital and abeg do fasting and pray for forgive ess for whatever or whomever you may have wronged even by thought. May the lord heal you.

I hate my life right now. I'm a liability and leech to my family at 26. Do you know i'm unable to wash my own clothes on time or take care of my hygiene properly. I'm always weary, gloomy and disoriented due to my condition. My mum still feeds me at my age while others are making their parents proud. Rent is overdue. My clothes worn out. Food in short supply as the tough times hits hard.

It breaks me to see that my sickness is weighing her down too. When she looks at my dismal state, her mood changes. She keeps motivating me! I'm currently lost in thought. Thinking of the ebullient times of the past. I wish i can turn the hands of times, come alive and stop living dead........

bro no Mather what u do... if you kill yourself you re a coward nd God won't accept u...so you gotta stay strong..dia re pple in worst condition dan dis.

LivingDead:
I hate my life right now. I'm a liability and leech to my family at 26. Do you know i'm unable to wash my own clothes on time or take care of my hygiene properly. I'm always weary, gloomy and disoriented due to my condition. My mum still feeds me at my age while others are making their parents proud. Rent is overdue. My clothes worn out. Food in short supply as the tough times hits hard.

It breaks me to see that my sickness is weighing her down too. When she looks at my dismal state, her mood changes. She keeps motivating me! I'm currently lost in thought. Thinking of the ebullient times of the past. I wish i can turn the hands of times, come alive and stop living dead........

Don't lose hope !
You can overcome the sickness if only you have the will to live .

delishpot:


Who you Don offend? It's well. Go to a specialist hospital and abeg do fasting and pray for forgive ess for whatever or whomever you may have wronged even by thought. May the lord heal you.

hmm... I wonder who i offended

You are just giving depression,
an accommodation into your life

frozen70:
You are just giving depression,
an accommodation into your life

how? imagine if u are the exact person going through everything he said he is going through if u won't be depressed at a point in ur life ?

Bro, start a gofundme page with proofs of hospital report. People will donate for your treatment. God will heal you.

chido20:
bro no Mather what u do... if you kill yourself you re a coward nd God won't accept u...so you gotta stay strong..dia re pple in worst condition dan dis.

k. I've seen some when i went to the hospital. I'll keep the faith bro

michaelandre:
how? imagine if u are the exact person going through everything he said he is going through if u won't be depressed at a point in ur life ?

From my understanding of his story

He wasn't coherent in his story

Besides he is still young so I don't know why he is acting funny

Have you gone for a kidney and liver checkup

Oyelamioyebanjo:
Bro you will continue to spill if you don't end your life , be a man bro and end it . Rip in advance as you do greet da grin , 2 PAC and biggie for me

ah.. Malevolent comment

God will heal you in JESUS NAME! ! AMEN.

Only God can heal you in Jesus name

If your story is true,pm me,I will invite you over and let an ENT expert diagnose you. I will equally take care of the bill. I'm based in Enugu.

First of all make peace with God, ask for His forgiveness, confess your sins and forsake them with sincerity. Thereafter, table your problem before God,just have faith,pray without ceasing,you will be healed and please stop comparing your self with others.
Lastly, in everything give thanks to the Lord for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus concerning you.God knows y He allowed such calamity to happen to you,maybe He want to draw you closer to himself by inflicting you with such sickness...don't worry,don't be depress ,you will be healed in Jesus name Amen.keep having hope in God,you are still young.,you will be healed,i will pray for you.

JONNYSPUTE:
If your story is true,pm me,I will invite you over and let an ENT expert diagnose you. I will equally take care of the bill. I'm based in Enugu.

k sir

send Mr your account number

DaddyNimo:
send Mr your account number

wow...

Young man, first of all, Change your moniker. You are what you SAY. There is power in your words! If you did not know, now you know. Start thinking HEALTH and SPEAK it to your situation. Nobody will do that for you.

Are you a Christian? Search the Bible for scriptures on Health and Healing. The words you SPEAK are powerful. God's Word is Powerfuler!
You've killed yourself already with this moniker of yours! Stop seeking sympathy or whatever where there's none and Start DECLARING what you wanna see over your life!
God has a PERFECT future for you, but your WORDS are the building blocks. So start speaking LIFE to your every ramification of your life.

God BLESS you!

LivingDead:
Oh... What i have to preserve everyday in order to stay alive. I naively ignored my throat problem at its nascent stage. Now, it's consuming me. It's as if i'm choking myself. My windpipe is narrowed and giving me discomfort. I couldn't sleep well yesterday. i had to get up intermittenly to ease the pain. I get different effect like high temperature, loss of balance, throbbing headache, blurred vision amongst other things. I wish i could trade this problem with any other deficiency. I don't mind HIV/AIDS. At least i will know what i'm treating. I'm yet to detect what is wrong. I can't afford a proper check up/health care now. I've been to an ENT specialist at Warri General Hospital, Lily Hospital and Westend Hospital. No positive response.

Traditional medicine is failing me too. Hmm.. Currently lying on our torn upholstery unable to think straight and writhing in pain.

i think you have what we call GERD or silent reflux or esophagitis...you need to go for an endoscopy and that should tell the doctors whats wrong with your throat. and chew ginger or take ginger tea or gargle with salt water every morning and night and use torch light to check the inner part of ur mouth f you have tonsil stones..google tonsil stones

Esophagitis is an inflammation of the lining of the esophagus, the tube that carries food from the throat to the stomach. If left untreated, this condition can become very uncomfortable, causing problems with swallowing, ulcers, and scarring of the esophagus. In some instances, a condition known as Barrett's esophagus may develop, which is a risk factor for esophageal cancer.

https://www.webmd.com/digestive-disorders/esophagitis#1

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