Hey Drlevi

Is this still a safe space to chat?

PrincessMila:
Hey Drlevi

Is this still a safe space to chat?

Of course, its our little hideout

DrLevi:

Of course, its our little hideout

Yeah it's nice

Still not feeling the birthday spirit?

PrincessMila:


Yeah it's nice

Still not feeling the birthday spirit?

There's a birthday spirit?

DrLevi:

There's a birthday spirit?

Don't tell me you've never felt it

PrincessMila:


Don't tell me you've never felt it

Nahhh.... Can only remember having one birthday party in my entire lifetime and I was uncomfortable the whole time

What does the spirit feel like?

DrLevi:

Nahhh.... Can only remember having one birthday party in my entire lifetime and I was uncomfortable the whole time

What does the spirit feel like?

Feels like a lot of persons loves you

PrincessMila:


Feels like a lot of persons loves you

Like a day was created specially for you to feel loved by so many.

PrincessMila:


Feels like a lot of persons loves you

Yeah I can't relate, most of the time nobody knows it's my birthday

DrLevi:

Yeah I can't relate, most of the time nobody knows it's my birthday

Cos you don't tell.

So what's your typical birthday like?

PrincessMila:


Cos you don't tell.

True.

Nobody was supposed to know today, I was supposed to just mention it sometime next week that my birthday passed.

I don't even know why I don't tell people

DrLevi:

True.

Nobody was supposed to know today, I was supposed to just mention it sometime next week that my birthday passed.

I don't even know why I don't tell people

And you like it that way? You mean there's no tinny tiny little part of you that wants a special day?

PrincessMila:
So what's your typical birthday like?

Let's see, I'm assuming I'm at home.
I wake up, wish myself a happy birthday, turn on my phone and do the usual social media routine. Just stay on the bed till my family remembers, sometimes they forget till later in the evening, sometimes I wake up to wishes in the morning.
Eat, watch movies and accept calls from relatives.
Additionally read the Facebook wishes cus I mistakenly entered the correct date there.

That's pretty much it

PrincessMila:


And you like it that way? You mean there's no tinny tiny little part of you that wants a special day?

Oh! It's special. I don't need the wishes for it to be special

I'm starting to sound very weird right?

DrLevi:

Let's see, I'm assuming I'm at home.
I wake up, wish myself a happy birthday, turn on my phone and do the usual social media routine. Just stay on the bed till my family remembers, sometimes they forget till later in the evening, sometimes I wake up to wishes in the morning.
Eat, watch movies and accept calls from relatives.
Additionally read the Facebook wishes cus I mistakenly entered the correct date there.

That's pretty much it

Okay

DrLevi:
Oh! It's special. I don't need the wishes for it to be special

I'm starting to sound very weird right?

No it's fine, not weird at all.

PrincessMila:


No it's fine, not weird at all.

I think until you get something like a different birthday experience from the usual, then you'd know that a kind of special is different from your kind of special

PrincessMila:


I think until you get something like a different birthday experience from the usual, then you'd know that a kind of special is different from your kind of special

I think I'm the one sounding weird now

PrincessMila:


I think until you get something like a different birthday experience from the usual, then you'd know that a kind of special is different from your kind of special

I've attended extroverted parties and still didn't feel the vibe, just a lot of noise.

Is that the kind of special. Maybe it only works for extroverts

DrLevi:

I've attended extroverted parties and still didn't feel the vibe, just a lot of noise.

Is that the kind of special. Maybe it only works for extroverts

Oh no those parties don't work for me either. I think I only started loosening up when I got admission. I was trying to prove a point.

DrLevi:

I've attended extroverted parties and still didn't feel the vibe, just a lot of noise.

Is that the kind of special. Maybe it only works for extroverts

I don't mean that kind of special though. I know those won't work for you.

PrincessMila:


I don't mean that kind of special though. I know those won't work for you.

What kind are you talking about

DrLevi:

What kind are you talking about

I'm not sure yet. I first have to get to know you then figure out what works for you.

PrincessMila:


Oh no those parties don't work for me either. I think I only started loosening up when I got admission. I was trying to prove a point.

So you're an introvert too?

DrLevi:

So you're an introvert too?

If I say I'm an extroverted introvert would that make any sense to you?

PrincessMila:


I'm not sure yet. I first have to get to know you then figure out what works for you.

Isn't my diary source material enough

DrLevi:

Isn't my diary source material enough

That's basically you telling what you want to tell not telling what I want to know.

How about you tell me something about you that I don't know and I'll do the same. Sound fair?

PrincessMila:


If I say I'm an extroverted introvert would that make any sense to you?

no... you'll need to expatiate on that

PrincessMila:


That's basically you telling what you want to tell not telling what I want to know.

How about you tell me something about you that I don't know and I'll do the same. Sound fair?

fair point.... okay you go first

DrLevi:

no... you'll need to expatiate on that

I can hang out and keep up with conversations and probably not get lost in a crowd but I still prefer my room and silence to any of those.

DrLevi:

fair point.... okay you go first

This is a tough one cos I've been very open in my diary. Give me time to think.