TWENTY-EIGHT
❀Saturday❀
"Trish,are you really sure you want to do this?"Chels stared with concern as she rubbed her hands on me.

"I've always been ready"I voiced courageously pushing the car door out.

"Do you want me to come with you?"she asked peering out from the driver's seat.

"No.It's best I should go alone.I'll see you when I get back all right?"I said heading straight for the building having Macville's property inscribed in front.

"Hey!No trespassing"the security in white uniform shot back hoarsely.

"Oh!I'm sorry sir but please have you any idea if..."

"Trish!"a voice called from behind startling me.I could feel my legs tremble from beneath now.

"Ph-Phil!"I turned around as our eyes met with the atmosphere changing vigorously.I could feel the air around me get still for a moment and I bet if some passers-by were watching from a distance,they'd think we were shooting a movie or something.The fluttery feelings in my tum hovered repeatedly as I stood gazing at him without uttering any word."Am I dreaming?"I swallowed hard standing motionless as I fixed my eyes on the expensive tux that perfectly fitted his now changed masculine figure.He looked entirely different as he had such blazing hot stature with his hair shimmering brightly in the sun as it curled upwards in a magnificent way and my,his smile,that smile I always longed to see braced his dimpled cheek exquisitely as I watched him rush towards me to my amazement,embracing my curved figure passionately as we got lost in the moment."How,I missed this"I muttered inside as I felt the warmth of having his arms around me crawl out just like old times.

"Phil"I called softly entangling from him as I wiped my tears off immediately so he wouldn't see."Phil what happened to you?Why didn't you search for me all these years?"I finally asked the long throbbing question that I've been yearning to be set free from my poor yonder wandering heart.

"Come inside Trish.I'm really pleased seeing you again"he said ushering me inside as he ordered his driver to take his car with him.

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"Argh!Curse you Mac-Kenny!"Derek cursed from a distance as he banged his knuckles on the steering wheel."You think you can take Trish away from me?Heh!How stupid of you to come back alive"he ranted as he watched the duo leave."And as for you Tricia,you'll pay dearly for going about cheating on me with that filthy oaf.That I promise bitch"he snared zooming off in a heart bit.


"Ding dong!"the door bell rang in a so classy way.
"Oh,I'm coming"I heard a lady utter from inside as the door swung ajar revealing her fully.

"Jane?"I stared with shock as I ran my eyes on her.

"Mrs Matthews?Wow!What a pleasant surprise"she said enthusiastically letting us in."Hi Mackey.I see you got someone with ya.Ooo,sweet-ish"she said stylishly,jamming the door.

"Janine...Be good!"Phil cautioned teasingly.

"Ha!You know it bro"she smiled as Phil handed her his briefcase.

"Bro?How's that..."

"Oh,darling,he's my brother.Anyway,I'll leave you two now.Have fun,you two"she giggled hurrying outside.

"You do have such a lovely home I must say"I complimented admiring the picture frames that hung on all corners."Hang on,those kids..."I winced as I sighted a portrait of two girls that looked just like Ryn's little friends.

"You mean my kids?Oh,that's Stacie and Stephanie back when they were four...Such amazing swans God blessed me with"he laughed standing right next to me.

"Your kids?What?!"I exclaimed as I felt my heart shatter inside."You're married?"

"Um,have a seat Trish.Well,what do you want to eat?I bet you still got a thing for turkey laps,am I right?"he teased trying to change the subject.

"Answer my question Phillip.Are you married?I mean seriously,how could you move on so fast?"I asked with disbelief,glaring at him."I thought you were dead.Why didn't you come back?Why didn't you come back for me?"I sobbed uncontrollably whacking him with my hands not minding if it ached.

"Trish...Trish listen to me"he said holding me back.

"I spent day and night crying and hoping that one day you'll come back but you never did.Not even on our kids funeral.I was hoping and waiting.I was hoping that you'd come take me with you but you never showed up.Do you know how horrible and miserable I felt those past few years?I was miserable Phillip.I didn't just lose my babies.I also lost you...I lost you..."I wept bitterly as he pulled me into his arms.

"Trish listen to me.I never intended for things to turn out this way but I just couldn't stay back after what I saw you go through.I just couldn't"

"All I went through?You never caused me anything Phil.I loved you and I was ready to go through anything with you but then,you threw it all away and abandoned everything we ever shared.Do you know how hard I was convincing myself that things were going to be okay?But they weren't.I knew they were never going to be.I was hurt....I was heartbroken all because you turned your back on me without caring if that was gonna hurt me real bad"I continued with the bickering as I watched with tearful eyes.

"Tri..."

"And do you know what hurts most Phil?You never even bothered saying goodbye.And that hurt me so much.It hurt me"I groaned with pains till my heart ached.

"Trish,please just listen to me.It's not what you thought it as"he cut in hurt coming closer

"Then what is it?What is it Phillip?What made you run off like that?You even had to ditch school completely and went out of town.You made me believe that you loved me and I really thought you meant every word you ever said.Why did you..."

"I'm sorry,was I supposed to stay back when your dad threatened to kill me many times that I can't even count?"he asked rhetorically.

"What?Dad did that?"I muttered with disbelief.

"Yes!Yes Trish.Heh!I guess he never really told you,huh?"he chuckled rolling his sleeves up.

"Even so"I shot with defiance."You should have fought for us Phil.I was ready to be by your side no matter what.You should have just stayed back.Do you know how many times I made myself believe that you were gonna come look for me someday but you didn't"I said hurting inside."And even when you found Chels,you didn't bother asking about my whereabout.What did I ever do to you Phillip?Is that how much you really loath-...."

"I said stop!!!"he pondered hard drawing towards me as he plunged his lips on mine before I could utter anything else.

"I love you Tricia.I still do but you're making this really hard for me.You're making it really hard"he sobbed emotionally.

"What?"I muttered with surprise."You..you still do?B-but you're..you're married now"I muttered in a cracked tone.

"No he's not...Parker"a voice cut in from behind startling us."Hi my sweet!Long time no see"she chuckled as Jane got behind her.

"Miss Clara?!"I yelled with delight.

"Actually darling,it's Mrs Anderson now"

"Mom!"Phil called taking me by surprise.

"Mom?"I gasped looking up at Phil."Ph-Phil?Y-your mum's Janine's...Oh my God"I exclaimed with disbelief realising Jane's true form."How..how...?"I stared with shock as no words came out.

"Mom what are you doing here?"he asked making towards her as he pecked her.

"Oh,you know,I just came to see you.You know I do miss you everyday"she smiled rubbing his arms.

"Hey there fatty.Remember me now?"Janine teased making to hug me.

"Of course I remember you.Gosh Janine,I've missed you so much friend.Where have you been all these time?"I said embracing her happily.
"And ma'am Clara,oh,how nice to see you again.I missed you guys so much.Ohhh!"I said embracing her too as I acknowledged the fine reunion.

"Aww,us too darling"she smiled warmly embracing me again."Phil,have you given Trish something?""Has he given you something darling or he's being arrogant again?"she teased raising her brows at him.

"Ugh!Not nice ma"Phil cut in playfully."I'll be back you guys"he said scurrying off as Janine followed.

"So...Um,Aunt Clara,I'm sorry if this might sound pretty offending to you but there's something I really want to know"I paused looking at her.

"Oh,why go on dear.Is something wrong?"

"Not quite but how long have you and Phil known each together cause if I could remember,Phil told me he lost his parents way back but now,I don't seem to understand.Are you two really related?"I asked nervously.

"Well,ahem..."she coughed getting her legs crossed in a stylishly."By blood..No!But I do take him as my own son cause I've grown to love him so much"she continued motherly."He's diligent,hardworking,caring,kind and when it comes to love,he doesn't give up that easily"she smiled looking up at me.
"And that makes me love him even more and I can tell you do love him too dear.I can see it in your eyes"she said to me,caressing my hands as I felt my heart beat faster.

"But aunt,you do know I'm married and there's no way we can be together again.I know Phil must have told you that cause he knows all about it.I really don't know what to do"I said feeling remorseful as I thought about Derek and how furious he'll be if he ever got to know about this.

"Just follow your heart dear one.You're the only one that knows what's right for you"she smiled reassuringly.

"Here we go"Phil walked in with two bottles of St Welles in his hands and Janine beside him as she clutched on to the pineapples design tray.

"Oh there you are son....Do eat well Trish.This house is as well as yours now"she said softly as she threw a relieving glance at me.

"That's right mama"Janine chipped in popping the wine open merrily with sounds of wooing and clapping filling the air.

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"Dad!That bastard is alive!"Derek fumed pacing around the room.

"Oh,is that so?"Mr Parker muttered lackadaisically as he sat on the sofa that graced his chambers.

"Dad I don't think you heard me well.The fool is back again and now, our lives are at stake.What are we gonna do dad?"he snared as his heart pumped rapidly making his chest move up and down in full rhythm.

"Well,then,we'll kill him again"

"What?You know that's not possible since he's got a whole lot of securities by his side and the authorities too at his beck and call.Ugh!Curse that Phillip!"he snorted gnashing his teeth with rage.

"Well,what do you want me to say?But hang on,you do know we can use him to our advantage right?"he grinned raising his head up.

"To our advantage?He's gonna take Trish with him and you know she isn't aware of what went on years back.What if he's got them kids with him?He's definitely gonna rat us out.God!We should have really finished off that motherfucker when we had the chance"he paced unsteady.

"Calm down my boy.He's too small for us,you know?"he chuckled hard."And besides,I can have my guys run him down whenever I want.I'm just waiting for the right time to act.Trust me son"

"Haha!And when that time comes,he'll regret ever seeing the break of day"

"Exactly!!!"

TWENTY-NINE
"Welcome aunt"Cherry said as she opened the door for me.

"Thanks dear"

"Mommy!"Ryn called rushing to me as she hopped on me with delight."Welcome mommy.I miss you"she giggled,shinning her two front teeth.

"Oh,thanks honey.How did your play date go?Did you have fun?"

"Mmm-hmm!Ralphy and I played with building blocks"she said baby-ishly.

"Ohhh!How sweet!Is daddy back from work?"

"Yes mommy.He's upstairs"she smiled pointing towards the stairs.

"Oh,I see.Have you eaten?"

"Mmm-hmm!Aunt Cherry baked cupcakes and I ate some turkey sandwiches too.She even cut them for me into little squares and hearties"she continued as we made for the stairs.

"Aww,how sweet of her"

"And I also gave her some pancakes ma'am.She was persuasive"Cher chipped in.

"Aww,baby,you really ate a whole lot today.No wonder why your belly is so big"I laughed poking her tum as we reached the peak.

"Oh,mommy.I was stress eating"she giggled covering her eyes.

"Haha!Look who's talking"I chuckled as we went on with our little chitchat."And...we are here"I said as we reached the kids playroom which had numerous fancy toys placed all around.

"Mommy,come play with us"

Oh,no.I'm sorry my love.Mommy's worn out for now"

"Awe,mommy are you unwell?Do you want me to rub your feet?"

"Of course not darling.I don't want to tire you out.Just go now.I bet Princess Tiki is ready for her tea party"I teased bringing her down.

"Princess Tiki!"she gasped,putting her tiny hands on her cheeks."Aunt Cherry how could we forget"she scoffed squeezing her face.

"Me?"Cherry laughed.

"Heh!Go on now you two.I'll join you guys later"I urged.

"Sure aunt.Let's go Ryn"she smiled taking Ryn from me.

"Bye mama"

"Bye baby.Have fun you two"I waved back moving towards our bedroom which wasn't far off as I pushed the door open catching glimpse of Derek who had his eyes glued on his tablet.

"Oh,hey honey.You're back"he said getting up to kiss me.

"Yeah...Seems so"I smiled trying not to get nervous."Um,what' you doing?"I asked taking my heels off.

"Oh,you know,just watching some really intense movie.Care to join honey?"

"Oh,that'll be later baby.I need to go shower first"

"Ugh!I see"he said getting up to unzip my gown.

"Oh,thanks"I smiled faintly moving towards the bathroom.

"You're a bit one-worded today.Is there something you're not telling me?"

"Oh.That?I'm just a little tired from the day's outing"

"The day's outing?Oh!Right!You and Chelseas's fancy get-together.But I thought you guys just had picnic and all that?"

"Of course we did.Please let's not make any..."

"Chilax baby.I wasn't planning on doing anything.You're so serious"he laughed poking my sides.

"Ah,Derek.That tickles"I laughed pretentiously.

"Uh-huh!C'mere baby,I missed you"he said getting behind me as he quickly got me all wrapped up in his arms.

"Yeah...Me either"I cut in slightly."Ohh!How torturing"I muttered inside."Baby,you do know I'm all sweaty right?"I said trying to change his mind.

"Mmm,it doesn't matter.I just want to have my lovely wife all to myself right now"he grinned behind my ears.

"All to yourself?Am I going anywhere?"I countered looking back at him.

"Didn't say you were"he smiled kissing my shoulders lustily as I concord so he wouldn't suspect anything.

"Mmm"I purred pretentiously turning around."You're doing it...again"

"Ha!You do know I can't resist such beauty"he chuckled lifting me up as he rubbed my back against the brick wall.

"Derek...Oh st..."

"Mommy?"Ryn called as her head pop in.

"Whoa!Thank goodness"I heaved a sigh as Derek got his hands off me."Baby is something wrong?"

"Uhhhh...na-ah!"she shook her head giggling as she scurried off again.

"So um,let me go take that shower now.I'll see you when I get back"I said hurrying off to the bathroom as I shut the door immediately."Ohhh!"I breathed as I turned the shower on letting the cold water splash all over my naked body.I pondered on what Janine's mum had told me earlier as I recounted what went on between Derek and I few minutes ago."Argh!!Imagine if Ryn hadn't come in?"I muttered inside letting the water wet my back."Trish you got to keep up with this else Derek will find out"I sighed as my tummy came rumbling."God!Why is this so hard?"I sighed again taking the shower head out as I focused it on my face directly so my head won't go bump from too much thinking."But what does dad has to do with this?Could he...."I thought as I felt my heart thump."No...No it can't...It can't"I said out loud,shaking the thoughts off me as I moved the shower cover to one side."Derek?"I shook as I captioned the expression on his face.

"My,you were taking really long in there"he smirked.

"Ohh!Man,you startled me"I breathed placing my hands on my chest as I got out.

"Oh,did I?"

"Have you been here all this time?"I asked trying to act normal again.

"Well,for about 20minutes now.Here"he said tossing the towel at me.

"Oh"

"So,um,what was that all about?"

"What?"I cut in nervously.

"Yeah...You know,the mumbling and all that?I was starting to think something was wrong"he stared with concern.

"Um,nothing.Absolutely nothing"I muttered,stepping out of the bathroom as water dripped from my body,wetting the floor.

"Nothing?Really?You were like,oh no,it can't..it can't"he mimicked laughing.

"I'm serious.It's nothing"I scoffed making towards the closet.

"Oh,c'mon baby,I know there's something bugging you in there.Tell me or are you starting to keep things from me now?"

"I said I'm fine.Believe me.I'm just really stressed out and I need to rest.So please don't look at me like that.It's really creepy"I said not taking my eyes off the tons of dresses that hanged elegantly on each rows

"Well,all right.If you insist"he shrugged hesitantly."I'll see you later baby"he said pecking me as he went out the door.

"Oh!How pathetic!"I mumbled to myself as I watched the door get shut.

.....
"Whew!Some nerves she has"

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"Sir,someone by the name,Mr Boyles is asking to see you.Should I let him in?"the receptionist at Gravantees Ville spoke from the other line.

"Hmm,Mr Boyles?"he said thinking."Well,let him in"he agreed,slamming the telephone back in place.

"Hey man"

"Jax?"Derek called getting up from his seat as he stared at the slender man at the door.

"How are yo..."

"I'm a free man now dude...Hey!You do look good on that coat and tie"he teased giving him a handshake.

"Oh,man,I'm so happy seeing you right now.But how did it happen?"

"I got the cash.Money speaks"he chuckled placing his legs on the office desk."So how's your baby mama?You treating her good?"

"You know it man,I so missed you.Remember back when we were kids,we would go around pranking Mrs Helen and that grungy husband of hers just so we would sneak into that freaky yard of theirs and pluck as many delicious strawberries as we want"he reminisced,biting his lips.

"Ha-oh!You still remember?"he laughed enthusiastically."Mehn!I miss those days"

"Ha!Me too.Man,you don't look like someone who's just got back from that fish rumped cage"

"Well,that's because my girl's being pumping me with food ever since I got back"

"Ahh,Vee...Haven't seen her for quite long though.How is she?Is she good?"

"Of course dude.Why won't she be when I left her in charge of the business.You know what I mean right?"he said smirking at him.

"Ugh!You're a bad man dude but you know,you gotta be careful most especially now that fool is out in the open"

"You mean your lover's ex?Heh!Heard about it.Word do spread,you know?"he chuckled feeling relaxed.

"And you ain't bothered?"

"Nah!Besides,he was totally unconscious back then.I bet he doesn't remember anything.Not like anyone will believe him if the truth ever came out"

"Well,you do know someone will.His precious little lovebird"he scoffed taking a bottle of bourbon out of his drawer.

"You mean Tricia?She still loves him until now?"

"Yeah dude!Caught them one day...Seems the bitch is out cheating on me"

"What?And you just stood there and did nothing?Man,wish I was there"he snared.

"Well,wasn't hurt by it though.It's not like I love her or anything.Just doing it for my kiddo"

"Hmm,well true.Well,what do you know?We've got much work cut out for us than I expected"Jax cut in.

"You got something you're not telling me?What's it?"

"You do know we both have the same target and you know what that is?"

"Well,say it"

"Getting rid of that bastard who sees himself as a martyr now"he grinned mischievously.

"I'm listening but you know he just keeps coming back.I don't know why he can't just die.Darn it!"he muttered with hatred and disdain.

"That's right but this time,he will but we gotta make it fast and clean.You copy?"

"No no!That's literally a bad idea"

"But why not?You do wanna have Trish all to yourself right?Or do you want to lose this time?"

"No!Not especially to that Mac-Kenny.I'm far better than him and besides,this guy always win no matter what"

"That's right.So what do you say bro?You in?"

"Yes!The game is on!!!"

THIRTY
❀Some weeks later❀
"Oh!Good Lord!What's that noise?"I winced getting up from the swing chair that laid on the front porch.

"Peek a boo"a voice chuckled behind me inducing more terror in me as I quickly recognized it.

"J-Ja...!"I tried to call but he gripped me,covering my mouth immediately so I wouldn't make a noise.

"Oh,don't be so stubborn now.Daddy's got ya"he grinned pulling me with him.

"James stop!James s-stop it!"I cried biting his palms so hard making him groan.

"Bitch!Now you're gonna get it from me!"he snared grabbing me again.

"James...P-please..."I begged sweating profusely as his grip got tighter."James!!!"I panted heavily getting up as I strolled my eyes across the room,catching glimpse of some figure in the dark."De-Derek!"I muttered shakily as I fixed my eyes on the glass door."Derek!"I called again getting up this time as I tiptoed towards the balcony."Babe where are you?Are you..."

"Oh!Baby,you're up"Derek said softly getting me calm.

"Of course I am.Wh...what are you doing out here by 3 am?"I asked with suspicion as I looked at him.

"Oh,that.It was starting to get hot in there,so I needed to feel some cool breeze on me.Hope I didn't startle you baby?"he asked holding me.

"No.No you didn't.Come inside please.It's getting really lonely in here"I smiled faintly.

"Awe!Just get some sleep.I'll join you soon okay?"he said pecking me.

"Well,all right.Don't be long now"I yawned moving inside again as I got back in bed,rolling the duvet over me.

........
"I'm so sorry Trish but you really don't have to learn about what went on eight years ago and that's why I have to do this..For your sake.For our sake"he breathed as tears dropped from his eyes."God!"he sighed moving towards her as he sat by her side caressing her cheeks."I really don't want to lose you.I really don't want to.I love you even though I may not show it but I really do.Why do you always have to choose Phil over me?Why do you always have?"he bickered inside gazing at her unendingly."I'm truly sorry for everything but I have to do this.I can't bear to lose you not now we've gone so far"he sniffed getting up as he bent towards her planting a kiss on her curved angelic lips.


"Baby are you okay?Why are you crying?"I asked as I felt Derek's lips on mine.

"Y-yeah...I'm fine.Something just flew into my eyes"he winced turning his face away.

"Your eyes?Oh gosh!Let me see"I said making towards him.

"I said I'm fine"he shot back impulsively not minding if I was being caring."How annoying!"I fumed inside,taking my hands off him.

"I'm fine.Don't worry about me"he said turning the door knob.

"Uh,where are you going?Aren't you going back to sleep?"

"Ugh!You ask too many questions Trish.Just let me be please.I'm not in the mood for your perky chitchat now"he said rudely,walking out on me as he slammed the door in place.

"Ohh!So Derek...Always being naughty all the time"I sighed lying back down as I forced myself to sleep again.

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"Boss,someone's here to see you"Luke,Mac's assistant at Mackersons Import informed.

"Oh,is that so?Well,who is it?"

"She didn't say but she was being persuasive sir.She said she was a friend of yours or so...can't remember exactly but she said it was quite urgent though"

"Hmm,urgent?Well,do let her in.Let me see for myself"

"Oh!All right sir"he said moving out again as he ushered the mystery lady in.

"Leave us please"he commanded staring at the lady on a tight mini skirt and a flair scissors top that gracefully revealed her upper shades."Um,sorry,who are you?"he asked inquisitively studying her closely.

"I'm Miss Miller.Charlene Miller to be exact"she lied."Does that ring a bell honey?"she grinned cat-walking towards him in a sexy kind of way.

"No?What do you want and how the hell did you find your way in here?"he asked hoarsely glaring at her with disgust as she walked towards him.

"I...Want...You"she smiled mischievously licking her lips as she quickly wrapped her fingers around his collar.

"What the!Get your hands off me,you demon"he fumed pushing her roughly as she stumbled backwards.

"Ha!So you don't remember me baby?Humph!I guess not"she scoffed curving her lips."Well,I certainly don't blame you.Besides we only saw each other once.Back when we were at Swiss"she laughed getting her legs on the sofa as she moved her skirt up seductively like a pro sex worker.

"You're bluffing"he laughed throwing an angry look at her."I never met up with anyone.Most especially not a cheap trash like you"

"Aww,c'mon baby,I know you remember me quite well.Or have you forgotten the sweet enticing time we had together?Man,you were damnnnn hot"she grinned flaring a kiss in the air.

"You animal!"he snared raging towards her as he gripped her hair fiercely making her groan."How dare you march into my domain and spit out lies from that filthy garbage of yours?Huh?Who the Bleep are you?And what are you doing here?"he thundered loud tightening his hands more.

"Ba...baby..."

"Speak up I say!!!"

"I..I...Okay,okay,I will..."she coughed trying to wiggle free.

"Speak!!!"

"It was Smith...Jackson Smith...He-he sent me to you"she said rolling her eyes around.

"Jackson?What?!"he gasped with disbelief.

"Y-yes!"She breathed."He..he paid me off...I-I never wanted to sir but he threatened to kill me if I didn't do it"she uttered again,pleading for her dear life.

"What?!Get out"he ordered furiously."Get out I say before I call the cops on you"he bellowed louder as the poor girl scurried off not looking back.

"Argh!Those fools!Ugh!Why can't they just give up?"he fumed clenching his teeth tightly as he slumped to his chair."They want war right?"he smiled picking up some walnuts that laid by the corner."War they shall have!!!"he chuckled,crushing them into halves.

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"Ooo,my baby's showing already"I teased poking Chels on her curved tummy.

"Oh,stop teasing.I'm just in my trimester..How much more"she laughed slapping my hands away playfully.

"Ha-oh!So you've heard from D?"

"Well,yeah.You guys haven't talked lately?She's coming back soon,you know?"she chipped in with enthusiasm.

"From LA?Aww,that's so sweet.I haven't talked to her though.Been quite busy myself"I sighed feeling sorry.

"Ah,I see.So how has Derek been treating you lately?Is he starting to change?"she asked with concern as she rubbed my fingers.

"Ooo,damn.That feels so good"I hummed laughing.

"Uh-huh!You're doing it again"

"What?I just don't wanna talk about him.I feel he's hiding things from me"I muttered frowning.

"And what makes you think that?"

"You know,two days ago,I caught him staring at nothing and do you know what was odd about that?"

"Hmm,odd?"

"Yes,really odd.It was 3 am.God!I don't know why I feel something's not right"

"Awe,c'mon babe.Nothing's going on"she smiled,reassuring me.

"I know but I do feel guilty somehow"

"Guilty?How do you mean?"

"Am I a horrible person Chels?Am I horrible because I can't tell my husband that I still feel something for my ex?God!I don't know why I feel this way?"I muttered with frustration placing my head on my palms.

"Oh sweedy,don't be like that.You're not horrible in anyway and besides,you and Phil ain't do anything on the contrary,so you're certainly not cheating on him"

"You think?Ugh!Yeah I know but...but I feel drawn to Phillip,most especially to Stephanie and Stacie"I said feeling sentimental as I thought about them."Like we have some kind of connection that I can't really fathom out.Whenever I'm with them,I feel so drawn to them and I don't know why.They remind me of...."I swallowed hard keeping mute again.

"Your kids?"she cut in getting up as she wrapped her arms around me.

"Ahh!I think I'm going crazy Chels.Am I really going crazy?"I sighed rubbing my hands on her.

"No you're not Trish.You're in love with their father and...and that's why you feel that way towards them.I bet it's no big deal.So don't work yourself out okay?"she said calmly."God!Phil we really can't keep this up anymore.Trish has got to know the truth.Else things will drastically take a different turn(she thought)

"Hmm,if you say so then.."

"Cher my sweet,check who's at the door"she called as a tapping sound came from outside.

"Char...."Phil made to call stopping halfway as he sighted Trish and Chelsea.

"Uh,we-welcome s-sir"Cherry greeted shakily as she closed the front door for him.

"Hi-hi-hi everyone!!!"he laughed moving towards them.

"Uncle Phillip!"Ryn came running with Ralph following behind as they jumped on him with delight.

"Oh,hey munchkins!Got something for you two"he chuckled bringing them down as he handed the surprise package to them.

"A barbie dolly!"Ryn gasped not taking her eyes off the flashy big doll that had a magic wand in her hand.

"Yay!Corinne look,mine's captain America"Ralph said happily showing his off.

"And that's not all my lovelies.There's a lot from where that came from"

"Really Uncle Phillip?"Ryn cut in.

"That's right princess.So what do you say,you two?"

"Thank you Uncle Phillip"they said in unison hugging him as they hurried back to their moms.

"Mommy...Mommy look what Uncle Phillip bought for us"they said with enthusiasm

"Oh,Phil!You shouldn't have"

"Ha-oh!It's nothing"

"Thanks really...Baby,have you thanked uncle really well?"

"Yup!She sure did"he chuckled making towards me as my heart skipped a bit."My,you look gorgeous my lady"he complimented throwing a glance at me as he handed the snacks-filled bag to Ryn and Ralph.

"Here you go,you two.Have fun now"he waved as we watched them run off excitedly.

"No running kids.Cher please keep an eye on them.I don't want anyone getting hurt"Chels said cautiously.

"Oo,so now we're kids-free,have this Chels"he smiled handing off a bag to her as she squealed excitedly."Don't open it.It's baby themed"he said warmly.

"Aww,thanks so much.I'll be right back you two"she said hurrying out the living room.

"Uh,I need to check up on the kids.And you know,see if they're not breaking anything yet"I said nervously making to leave.

"Ah-ah-ah!Where'd you think you're going?"he smiled gripping me.

"Oh Phi..."

"I'm not yet done you"

"Well,you didn't give me anything.So there's no need staying back"I scoffed folding my arms.

"Ooo,meaw"he mewed playfully scratching his hands in the air like a little kitty.

"Argh!You're so annoying"I laughed.

"And this annoying hottie's gonna steal you for a while.Come on now"he said dragging me with him.

"Huh?Where are you guys going?Aren't you staying for lunch?"

"Nah.See you later Chels!"he said taking me with him.

"Wait!What?!Wh-what about my daughter?Who's gonna take after her?"

"Oh,she'll be fine.Hurry!It's lunch time"he smirked as we got inside his car.

"But Phil,what if Derek sees..."

"Derek?Don't tell me you're scared of him?And besides,it's not like we're doing anything unholy behind his back.It's just a friendly date.That's all.So don't be scared.This guy's got you"he smiled pecking me on my forehead.

"Oh,fine"I shrugged glaring at him in a playful way.

"Ha!Love that face kitty"he chuckled driving his car out the drive way as we zoomed off.

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"Here we go!"he laughed pulling the chair out for me in a poised manner as he got to sit down afterwards.

"My,what a fine couple you both are"the waitress,a woman in her prime said admirably as she stood beside us."Can I take your orders sir?"she asked inquisitively as she got to writing.

"Oh we're n..."

"What would you love to have darling?"Phil grinned from his chair as the waitress watched with admiration.

"Um,some lobster jamz and an espresso to go with and for my love,the finest wine you've got"I chuckled smirking back at him as he laughed.

"Oooh!Sweetcheous!You're an Australian?You do sound like one I must say"

"Oh,no"I laughed.

"Actually yes.We both are"Phil chipped in,throwing a glance at me as I made to talk.

"Oooh,charmed!I'll go get you that food"she smiled hurrying off.

"Ah,man!We really got that lady there"I chuckled softly.

"I know right?You should have seen her face...."

"Boy,that was hilarious"I laughed looking back at him as I noticed he's being staring at me the whole time.

"Uh,what?"

"That smile.I missed it"he said softly,making my heart go bump.

"Um..."

"Here you go"the waitress came towards us again as she placed the food right before us as she took her leave."Enjoy!"

"Oh,I...I guess you didn't notice that before"I said fixing my eyes on the food.

"It's amazing I must say.Anyway,I couldn't help but notice something"

"Notice what?"I swallowed hard looking back at him."Is something wrong?"

"Not really but that girl I saw at Chelsea's house looks really familiar"

"Oh,you mean Cherry?"

"Cherry?Or Charlene?"he muttered with disbelief as he raised his brows at me.

"Oh,no Phil.Her name's Cherry.She's being staying with us for the past four years now.Is something wrong?"I asked disturbed.

"Trish I know this will sound a bit awkward to you but that girl's not to be trusted in anyway"

"Hmm,Cherry seems really nice.You sound like you've been with her?Is there something you're not telling me?"I asked putting my knife down.

"That's because I have Trish.She's not as good as she made you believe.I don't know if you're seeing it too but I have to tell you,you can't trust her.Most especially not with Ryn"

"What?You're getting me scared Phil.Is she...."

"She's not who you think she is.She stopped by my office some days ago pretending to be some Charlene Miller or whatever she calls herself.And..and she said something Trish.Something that really....Uh,well don't bother but you need to watch her closely.I definitely don't want you or Ryn getting hurt or anything.I won't be able to bear that,you know?"

"Wow!That's so not like her"I sat thinking as the day I caught her smiling at the sight of Derek getting really furious at me came flashing through my mind."Jeez!What if...Oh no!"I muttered inside."That girl has really got to go"I fumed inside as I gulped my espresso down.

"Whoo.Easy there puffy.Don't take it out on the drink.It's done nothing"he teased making me laugh.

"Puffy?You still remember?"

"Why,of course.I told you I was never going to give up on you"

"Well,how am I sure you weren't only sweet talking me into your perky charms back then"

"Ha!You're so funny.I meant every word I said back then and if I am to say it to you again,believe me I will"he smiled softly,caressing my hands."Ahem!Anyway,we should get going.I see you're done eating now"he continued,changing the subject.

"Ye-yeah!We really should"I said getting up as I trailed my eyes outside,catching glimpse of someone that looked exactly like James.

"Ja-James?"I shuddered as I felt my body get hot inside.

"What did you say?"

"Phil,James' standing over there.I saw him just now"I stared with confusion as I caught sight of no one.

"But no one's there Trish.It's just the trees swaying on it's own"he said trying to calm me down.

"I'm serious Phil.I....Oh!never mind.Let's go.I bet Ryn's looking for me"

"Yeah,come on now"he said,clasping my hand as we walked out.

......
"Oh yeah!That's right baby.I'm finally back and I'm certainly not going to give up till I have you all to myself...Haha!That son-of-a-bitch thinks he can take you away from me.Heh!Some shallow mind he has""You better drink to your heart's content Phillip cause I bet those fancy cocktails wouldn't be there for you when you go rotting in hell..."
... James....

THIRTY-ONE
❀Broken❀
"Anybody home?Anybody?"I said playfully as I took my pumps off"Cherry?Baby?"

"Shush teddy.Let's not make a peek"Ryn whispered from behind the sofa where her little feet stuck out.

"Oooh...."I chuckled as I tiptoed towards her."Hi baby"I smiled tickling her feet.

"Oh mommy.Stop!That so tickles"she giggled flaring her feet in the air.

"Oh!I missed you.Is Cherry home?"I asked carrying her to the sofa.

"No mommy.We haven't seen her since morn"

"Hmm,is that so?I guess she went to see her mum"

"Huh?Mommy,aunt Cherry has a mommy?"she gasped popping her mouth open.

"Of course baby.Just like you got one"I smiled patting her head.

"Hmm,but mommy aunt Cherry told me she hasn't got any.How come she has one now?"she asked smartly.

"She hasn't?"I muttered with disbelief"She hasn't!Humph!Why,that lying slowpoke"I cursed inside.

"Mommy are you okay?"she asked again lowering her head to my bosom as I cuddled her.

"Of course baby.Mommy's just a little tired from the day's job"I smiled faintly brushing off the strands of her that covered her face."How was school today,baby?Did you have fun?"

"Yes mommy.Mommy,Stacie and Stephanie were asking of you.They felt sad when I told them that you weren't going to come pick me up"she sighed looking up at me."Jeez mommy,your heart's beating like a drum"she laughed placing her right ear on my chest.

"Oh baby,you're so funny"I teased as she giggled alongside.
"By the way,are they okay baby?"

"They sure are mommy but why didn't you come pick me up?Even daddy didn't"she said sadly as she wrapped her arms up.

"What?Daddy didn't?"I stared shocked.

"Yes mommy.Uncle Phillip had to take me to Aunt Chelsea's house.Well,at least I got to see Ralphy again"she smiled happily shoving the angry feelings off her.

"Are you serious?Daddy didn't pick you up from school?"I feigned with anger."And who brought you back?I mean gosh,baby how long did you stay at Aunt Chelsea's?"I boiled with rage."Derek is so unbelievable!!!"my mind came rumbling out furiously.

"Well,daddy did come later mommy cause aunt Chelsea had to call him"she continued."But please mommy,don't get angry at daddy.He got to apologize"she said looking scared.

"Oh come here baby.I won't all right?I won't"I said taking her in my arms again as I planted kisses all over her head."Have you eaten my love?"

"Not really mommy.I didn't feel like it"she mumbled bowing her head.

"But why baby?Why didn't you eat at aunt Chelsea's?You didn't like the food they gave you?"

"I did like it but..."

"But what?Did someone beat you at school?"

"Not really"she said squeezing her face."I just missed you,that's all"she said looking up at me.

"Aww,I missed you more baby"

"But mommy,is daddy really my father?"she asked shocking me more.

"What?!Oh,of course baby.Why would you ask such a thing?Did someone utter something like that in your face?"I fumed harder.

"No mommy,I was just asking.He barely has time for me now and that makes me even sad"she said wanting to cry."I prefer Stacie and Stephanie's daddy.He's always buying things for me.

"Oh,don't be like that baby.You know daddy's always busy at work and besides,you don't need to work your little mind out.You got mommy and.... daddy too"I breathed handling her."You just have to give him sometime okay? bet he'll come around someday"I said comfortingly.

"You sure mommy?He's always up in his room.He doesn't even come downstairs like before"

"Oh,just take your mind off that.Daddy's really busy for now"I uttered trying to convince her nothing was wrong but I bet she could still see from her little eye that things weren't right with Derek.I don't blame the poor girl though.Derek's being acting really awkward these past few days and it's freaking the hell out of me."Baby,guess what!"I said happily rubbing my palms together.

"Whaaaaat?"she said sluggishly.

"Oh,aren't you cheery"I laughed pinching her.

"Ouch mommy.That hurts"

"Oh you!We're going to Beverly park tomorrow baby.You do know what tomorrow is right?"

"Ye....ah...My birthday"she sighed bringing her legs up as she placed her elbows on 'em.

"Uh-huh!That's right my love You're gonna be five"I sang happily embracing her."Ugh!C'mon.You don't wanna go to your favourite park?"

"Not really.Why,unless daddy's coming with us"

"Well,um baby...About that,I...Ugh!"I sighed curving my lips."You know what baby,we're gonna have the best time together...You and I.I promise"I said enthusiastically caressing her cheeks.

"Pinky swear?"she smiled lifting her tiny pinky finger up.

"Sure baby.Here you go"I said."Now let's go have lunch.What do you wanna eat?"

"Cap n crunchy"she yelled delightedly getting up from her seat as she raced towards the kitchen.

"Oh,no running baby.Take it easy"I cautioned moving towards her as my eyes collided with the plain card on the freezer top.

"What's this?"I muttered shakily as I rolled my eyes on the card which had some writings inscribed on it.

Aunt Trish,I'm really sorry but...but I can't do this anymore.I know I failed you..and Ryn too but I have to say,meeting you two was the best thing that ever happened to me in my entire life.I. know you're confused on seeing this right now but I just want you to know that I won't be coming back anymore.Please take care of yourself and my baby,Corinne...for me.I know that when the right time comes,things will be better.It pains to leave like this and I can't say I won't miss you guys but I can assure you,it's simply for the best.I'm really sorry for everything.Goodbye!
❀Cherry❀

"Whew!Wow"I breathed reading the words over and over again."Phil was right afterall..God!How did I not see through her"I muttered unconsciously as my head swirled around.

"Mo-mommy...Are you alright?Is something wrong?"she asked peering at me as she lowered the cereal pack down.

"Yeah!Yes baby.I am"I sighed taking the crunch from her as I poured it out into her favourite baby bowl.

"Mommy,come eat with me"she urged stretching her spoon out to me.

"Oh.."I laughed gulping it down."Mmm,it's really nice"I said softly handing the plastic spoon back to her."Well,eat up baby.I'll go check up on your dad now"

"All right mommy.Love you"

"I love you too hon"

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"Hey!So you're here?"I said to Derek as I caught him staring outside the window not uttering anything."Uh,aren't you going to welcome me baby?"I asked tiredly making towards the bed.

"Oh,yeah.Sorry about that...I wasn't listening"he sighed looking back at me."Welcome.How was work honey?"

"Well,you know,the same regular stuff.Um,baby,did something happen while I was gone?I mean,have you seen this?"I asked anxiously handing the card over to him.

"No?I thought she just went out"he said staring at the card with a surprise expression.

"Me either.Anyway,she made her choice and there's nothing we can do about it"I said studying him closely."You're not saying anything.Humph!Well,have you eaten?"

"Yeah...Uhmm,What do you want me to say.Besides,she's 24,she's got to move on,you know?"

"I...guess?Baby where were you?Ryn told me you didn't go pick her up from school and that made me worried.Why didn't you?"

"Oh.That?I was quite busy at the office.We had some crucial meeting and I couldn't ditch it just like that.Believe me baby,I had no intention of leaving our daughter off in that way"

"A meeting?What meeting?You do know I come to your office everyday right?And you know when I stopped by today,to give you your food since you didn't eat before leaving,I didn't see you.Where were you that time?"

"Uhmm...ahem!"he coughed "Uhm,I guess you missed me cause I'd already left with Stan then"

"Stan?Are you sure?Cause I was pretty sure I saw Stan then.Baby are you lying to me?"

"No...No baby.You know I can't do that"

"That's what you say all the time but you always do and it hurts so much.I mean wh-what's happening to you?You tell me things will be better but it only gets worse and God you drank again"I said with disgust as my eyes went to the cans of alcohol that stood by the shelf."So this is your life now,huh?This is your life now?"I yelled."You  come back every night drunk.You don't even care if things are going on well over here....Y-you don't even care about me nor even your own daughter and she's starting to notice.God!I don't know you anymore Derek"I scoffed,pushing him aside.

"Babe..Babe I...I can explain"he said trying to calm me down.

"Like I need details?You know what,don't touch me.Please don't.I'm not in the mood right now"I shot back stripping my clothes off as I made for the bathroom.

"Babe please...."he said moving closer.

"I said don't Derek.I've heard enough all right?Just please let me be.Please!"

"Oh,spare me that!"he scoffed."You act like you're the saint here.Who's the cheater here,huh?"he flared glaring at me."Who's being deceiving me all these time?"

"What?!"I gasped under my breath looking back at him.

"Yes!Yes Tricia.You think I don't see you two.You're always with that useless lover of yours and you never even bothered saying a word about his return.You had the guts doing it in broad daylight not caring if anyone was watching you two and not even caring if I was gonna get hurt by it and here you are laying some stupid accusations on me.Heh!You're starting to get on my nerves girl"he spat plunging his fierce blazing eyes on me.

"What?!That's not true Derek.Yes!Yes I do see Phillip but we never did anything.Believe me.Phil is certainly not that kind of guy and you know it.So please don't you bring him into this cause he never caused you anything"I shot back making to leave as he grabbed me."Owwwww....Derek stop it....."

"Oh yeah?You and Phil never did anything?So who's the one I spotted at Eastgate?Your twin right?"

"Derek I said stop it.You're hurting me"I groaned trying to get his hands off.

"Answer me!Oh,you haven't met that yet Trish"he chuckled devilishly pushing me roughly to the bed as he got on top of me.

"De-Derek stop!Please"I yelled trying to get him off me as he got his hand on my mouth,stripping my towel off with hostility.

"This is for you stabbing me in the back.You don't deserve any kind of mercy.I loved you...I loved you Trish like I never loved anyone but you chose to be with that punk over the person you call your husband and now you'll have to pay for it dearly"he spoke huskily as he drove his manhood into me with full force not caring if it hurt like hell.

"No!Derek..Derek please.Stop...Stop"I cried uncontrollably trying to get him off me but to no avail."Stop..Derek sto..."I wailed nonstop but it was too late as I laid motionless watching the father of my child...the man I really thought was my happily ever after have his way with me forcefully like a ruthless beast I saw him as....God!!!

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  I awoke few hours later as every part of my body ached so much like I'd just being thrown down some three storey building.I sat up recalling what had just happened as I began feeling sore inside.It felt really dreadful knowing it wasn't just any nightmare I can just wake up from.I looked around realizing that I've been alone all these time and it was way past eight now as everywhere seemed really dark.I got up,stepping inside the bathroom, though quite famished and worn out as I got the shower running not caring it was too cold for me.All I wanted was to be out of here.And I meant it this time.I wept bitterly stooping low as my heart got way too heavy.I couldn't help it....I couldn't believe I ended up loving such a terrific monster and now,I'm gravely paying for it all."Oh,what an animal"I muttered crying uncontrollably as I got out.Getting my hands on the first dress I caught sight of as I walked out feeling heartbroken than I ever had...If only this day will go by...I sighed to myself stepping out.

THIRTY-TWO
"Ryn...Ryn!Baby where are you?"I called rolling my eyes around the scattered living room that looked as if some rampage beast had just ran through it."Corinne!Honey where are you?Where are you baby?"I called again trembling as I dragged myself upstairs weakly  with goose bumps flushing all over my body which was a bit hot now."Ryn...My love where are you?Come on out.Mommy's here now"I yelled pushing her room door open as I stared at her empty bed."Baby..."

"Mama?"a voice called from under the bed startling me.

"Baby!"I said happily running towards her."Baby what are you...."

"M-mommy"she called again but with a frightened face this time as she peered out from the bed cover she used to cover herself."Mommy I'm scared.I'm so scared mommy"she cried shivering as she climbed out,hopping into my arms with full force.

"Oh baby...Oh!You're okay"I breathed heaving a sigh of relief as I kissed her all over with joy.

"Mommy...mommy daddy got me scared and...and that's why I had to hide under the bed.I was so scared mommy.I was really scared"she stammered clinging tightly to me like someone who'd just seen a one-eyed zombie.

"Oh!It's all right...It's all right my love.Mommy's here now"I muttered cuddling her as I carried her with me."Let's just pack your things first,okay?I bet everything will be all right soon.I promise"I smiled getting her down as I made towards the wardrobe,getting her clothes out as she watched with surprise.

"Mommy,what are you doing?Are we going somewhere?"

"Yes...Yes baby.We are"I sniffed,getting her clothes all packed up into a box.

"But why mommy?Why do we have to leave?"she sobbed looking up at me.

"Uhm,you're still too young my love.Just stay right there.I'll be done pretty soon "

"Is it because of what daddy did to our living room?Will he be coming with us too?"she looked bending her head sideways.

"Oh,no baby.It's not that.We're just going on a vacation for a little while... okay?"I said emotionally cuddling her as tears dropped from my eyes.

"But why are you crying mommy?Did something happen?"she asked staring back at me with pity eyes.

"No..No baby.I'm just really happy being right here with you"I smiled wiping my tears off as I quickly got her clothes packed and mine too along with some other stuffs we'll be needing since we weren't going to be staying here anymore.

"I can't do this anymore Derek.I really can't.It's over"I muttered under my breath as the best moments we had together came flooding my mind as tears dropped from my eyes again."I can't believe things are going to end up like this..God!"I sighed pulling our luggage behind as I held on to Ryn.I turned to look back again as I bid my final goodbye to the house and everything in it with tears flowing unceasingly.

"Don't be sad mommy.Baby's here for you"my daughter smiled bringing me back to reality again.Awe!My little girl!If only she knew what was going on between her father and I.I can't believe she's witnessing all these at such tender age.She doesn't deserve it.She doesn't deserve any of it but I know things are gonna get better soon.Everything I do is for her and I'm certainly not going to rest until she's got the best of everything...no matter what!

"Sure baby!Come on now.Let's go"I said clutching on to her as we stepped out in the still of the night."Goodbye Derek!!!"

❀ ❀ ❀ ❀ ❀
❀Three weeks later❀
"Babe are you feeling well?How are you and Ryn coping?Are you sure you really don't want to stay over at my place?I'm worried about you and your health too.God!Look at you.You've grown so lean these past few weeks"she complained bitterly as she pulled me into her arms.

"Yeah but thanks.We're both fine.I don't really wanna bother you guys...Really"I said drying my tears off.

"Please stop it.Stop it Trish.You can't be like this all the time"she consoled.

"I can't help it.It hurts.It so hurts"I cried bitterly sinking into her arms again.

"Shh...Shh!I know but why haven't you said a word about it to Phil?You've been hounding him for a couple of weeks now and it's getting him really worried.Please call Phillip"

"I don't want to.I don't wanna add to his problems.Believe me"I said sulking.

"You're not doing that.Please you really have to tell him and your parents too alongside the cops.Why the hell are you protecting that insane husband of yours?"she feigned with anger.

"I'm not Chels.I..I just don't want him to go to jail.He's still the father of my child,you know and that can affect Ryn.I just can't.I love my daughter so much and I definitely don't want her to be caught in the middle of everything.She's just a little baby and you know she's really close to Derek.I fear things won't turn out right if Derek ever got in then there"I muttered heartbroken as I rolled my eyes towards where she and Chelsea's child were playing happily."Oh!God!"I muttered with frustration shaking unsteadily.

"I know but...Oh!Who could that be?"Chels winced getting up as she signalled me to go upstairs in case Derek was the one knocking.

"Chels...Chels do you know where Trish is.I've been worried sick about her.I called her several times but her line isn't going.I need to know where she is.My mind has not being at rest for weeks now"

"Oh...Uhmm...Trish?I'm sorry Phil but I don't know where...."

"Trish?"he muttered with surprise as he sighted me running towards the back door."Trish!Trish wait up"he followed running after me.

"Phil!Stop!"Chels said from behind trying to stop him.

"Trish!Trish stop"he called catching up with me as he grabbed hold of me.

"Derek..Derek stop..Stop Derek..Ple..ase!Drek stop..Let go of me...Let go of me Derek"I wept uncontrollably trying to get out free.

"Trish st...."

"Derek...Derek..Please...Please Derek!Let me go!!!"I yelled like an insane woman as I remembered Derek brutally assaulting me without pity.

"Trish stop...It's me..It's Phillip Trish"Phil yelled holding me tighter as I stared at him with shock.

"Ph...Phil...Ohhh!Phil!"I breathed sinking into him as he tightened his arms around me."I..I'm so sorry Phil..I never should have..."

"Trish why did you run off like that?What got you scared and God,what got were you screaming like that?Did Derek do something to you?"

"He...He"I stammered as I felt my whole body tremble.

"What did Derek do Trish and why the hell do you have these bruises all over your arm?"he asked angrily slipping the upper arm of my dress down a little bit as he glared at the finger marks over there.

"Phil pl..please!"

"Did Derek do this?"

"N...no!"I lied smacking my lips.
"I tripped when I was..."

"That's a lie!What did Derek do to you Tricia?"

"Phil...please..I..I"

"What did he do to you?"he shot back.

"He..He raped me...Derek raped me Phil"I began sobbing again.

"What?!That devil"he snared pulling me back into his arms as I could feel his heart racing loudly.

"Phil please..."

"I've had enough of him.I've had enough.He took you away and now,he's making you suffer all because of nothing.Argh!Why is he doing this?Why?Oh!"he fumed letting go of me as he made to rage towards where his car parked.

"Phil no..."I yelled dragging him back as Chels followed.

"Phil calm down.Just calm down"

"Calm down?Calm down you say?Chels did you see what he did to her and you're telling me to calm down?God!That guy is so dead"he barked kicking the empty trash on the ground.

"Phil..Phil please.Don't do it"I begged nonstop.

"Let's go inside.You and Ryn are both coming with me"he said.

"No Phil.Derek will surely come after you and I definitely don't want that to happen.I don't know what'll become of me if something bad ever happened to you"I sobbed embracing him as tears dropped off.

"Let him come Trish...Let him come.I'm not afraid of him"he boiled much more."You know what?You and Ryn are definitely going home with me and please don't say no cause that certainly wasn't a request"

"Bu..but I can't..."

"He's right"Chels cut in."You guys aren't safe in that hotel.Derek can come after you anytime.Most especially when you have his child with you.He'll surely wanna take her and I know you wouldn't want that"

"Chelsea's right Trish.You need to stay with us.Grandma Hennia can take care of you both.Please say yes"

"I...Well,okay.I'll go get Ryn then.Thank you so much Phil"I uttered with gratitude as I hugged him again.

"It's okay.Just come along now.Let's go"he said taking my hand as we went inside again.

"Now I feel totally relieved"

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"Mommy...mommy!"Ryn called shaking me.

"Mmm,baby you're up.What's wrong?"I yawned as I got up.

"Can't sleep.When are we going home mommy?I miss daddy already"she asked pressingly as she got on top of me.

"Oh,c'mon baby.Are you not happy here?I thought you wanted to be with Stacie and Stephanie?"

"I'm happy of course but I just miss daddy so much"she sulked."Why hasn't he come to see us at Uncle Phillip's house these past few days?Is he angry with us?"she asked innocently.

"No baby.He isn't all right?Trust me"

"Oh dear!"Mrs Hennia smiled walking in with a stool in her hand.

"Goodmorning grandma Hennia"Ryn greeted running towards her.

"Oh goodmorning my child.Trust you had a goodnight sleep?"

"Yes grandma.Mommy and I really did"she giggled,tugging at her dress.

"Heh!Kids don't really have problem"I laughed inside."Oh grandma,you shouldn't have bothered about that.I could get that myself,you know?"I laughed taking the tray from her.

"Oh,you know I don't want you stressing yourself.By the way,I dreamt of tiny fishes last night"she chuckled throwing a glance at me as she poured the tea out from the little tea pot.

"Fishes?Uhm,am I supposed to know what that is?"I asked curiously rolling the blanket aside.

"Oh dear!"she chuckled staring back."When someone dreams about little fishes at sea,it means that something big is coming their way.Like really big"she motioned with her hands.

"Whoa!Is that something I should worry about that?"I asked with fright.

"Ha-oh-oh!"She chuckled again."It's good news my child.Goodnews"

"Phew!Thank goodness"I heaved a sigh as Ryn got beside me immediately taking up her own spoon."Whoa!Whew!"I breathed heavily as I felt my tummy rumble in a hoarse manner.

"What's wrong child?"

"I...I..Oh!"I said getting out of bed as I rushed towards the bathroom throwing up immediately."Oh,no..no...no!Not again"I muttered sadly as I continued throwing up into the water closet.

"Mommy!"Ryn called watching me as I went on weakly.

"Are you okay child?"Mrs Hennia said rubbing my back.

"I..Yes grandma.I am"I lied trying to conceal the truth.

"Oh,it's okay child.You don't need to hide it from me"she smiled ushering me back to the bed as she rolled the blankets over me.

"You know?"

"Of course I do.I'm a mother too,you know?"

"Ohh!But grandma,please don't tell Phil about this.I don't want him to know"I pleaded.

"But why?Phillip ought to know.I know he'll understand"

"I...I just don't want him to know grandma.I'm scared he won't be able to keep up with me"I sulked taking my eyes down.

"Oh,no child.My grandson has come a long way loving you and he never for once stopped.In fact,nothing will make him do that now,not when you're in this condition.So don't you worry.Just tell him,all right?"she urged persuasively."I bet he'll be happy knowing about it"she said warmly rubbing my hand.

"I know grandma but I..I rather not tell him now.Perhaps later"I said trying to change her mind.

"Mmm,if you insist.Eat up,okay?I'll see you two downstairs"she smiled pecking me on my forehead.

"Bye nana"Ryn called from behind me.

"Bye my child.See you later"she waved back shutting the door back as the room got all silent again.

"Oh Derek,you won't have to know about this child cause I'll raise him and Ryn no matter what it'll cost me.That I'll make sure of" I smiled placing my hands on my belly as I got to feel the warmth of having another tiny living being inside of me.
❀I got you sweet pea❀

THIRTY-THREE
"Hi mama..Whatcha doing?"

"Oh,you know,just tidying up a little.Is something wrong baby?Are you hungry?"

"Nope.I want to go play with Stacie"

"Hi aunt Trish!"Stacie greeted from behind her.

"Oh,hi honey.Did you sleep well?"

"Mmm-hmm!We sure did"she affirmed.

"Aww...How sweet!Where's your sister?"

"She's still asleep"she said laughing."Bet she's drooling all again"she whispered in Ryn's ears as they both started laughing.

"Oh sister!Don't be all silly now.I can hear you quite well"Stephanie cut in as she walked towards them."Goodmorning aunt"

"Goodmorning sweedy.Did you sleep well?"I asked as I leaned closer to the mop.

"Yes aunt.We did"

"All right darlings.Well,how about you go...."

"Kids!What' you doing out here?"Nanny Susan,a middle age lady called from behind."Oh,I'm sorry dear.Were the twins disturbing all again?"she asked softly moving behind them.

"Oh,c'mon aunt Susy,we weren't playing any silly pranks this time"Stacie grinned at her.

"Ya baby"Stephanie chipped in as they booty struck each other.

"Ha..Oh you two"I laughed admirably."We were only talking though"

"Ugh!Wow...Talking?How surprising!"she uttered with amazement as they both winked at her."Well children,do run along now so you won't work aunt up""And oh ma'am,please give me that.Sir Phillip said you needn't do any house chores for now"she said trying to take the mop from me.

"Oh,it's fine.I'm almost done anyway"

"Oh c'mon!I insist.I don't want you getting tired..."she persuaded.

"Oh,I'm fine.Just let me do it.Besides,it isn't stressful in anyway"

"Are you sure dear?"she continued kindly.

"Yes aunt.There's no need assisting me with it"I said again,making to continue.

"Hmm,well,all right.Just call me if you need anything.I'll be in the kitchen just in case"she smiled as she went back again.

"You coming with us mama?"

"Oh,no baby.I need to finish up with this but I promise to join you guys when I'm done...Okay?"

"Oh,all right.Let's go Stacie"she said to them as the trio made for the door.

"Daddy?"the twins uttered surprisingly as they stared at a grinning Mac-Kenny.

"Phil!Oh my,what a lovely surprise"I blushed as I stared at him.

"You can say it again"he smirked."Hi babies"he smiled hugging them with Ryn not left aside."Where are you pretty lads off to?"

"We're going to play daddy.Wanna join us?"Stacie asked swinging his arm."Yes daddy...Please don't say no"Steph chipped in alongside.

"Ha!My,how can I refuse such a lovely offer from my pretty damsels"

"Oh daddy,I knew you'd say yes...Let's go now"they said excitedly,clinging on to him.

"Haha!All right...All right but do go on first.I'll be there in a jiffy"

"Oh,all right"they echoed,chattering happily as they shut the door behind.

"Hey my lady"he said coming towards me as he planted a kiss on my rosy cheek."Oh,what are you doing with that?I thought I told you not to do anything.Besides nanny Susan's always here"he said,making to take the mop from me as I quickly got it behind me.

"Oh ,c'mon,I'm not a baby,you know?Besides,I'm just helping ma'am Susan with the house chores.I can't stay idle doing nothing"I sighed making to continue.

"Ugh!You're so stubborn Trish"

"Ha!Look who's talking"I said with a smirk as I bent down again.

"Haha!Just give me that.You need to rest"

"Awe...c'mon!I'm almost done.Just let me...Whoa!"I breathed as I felt something move inside of me.

"What?"he asked rolling his eyes all over me."Is that....My God!Is that blood ar the back of your gown?"he asked panic stricken as he held it out for me.

"Oh no!"I muttered inside as fear gripped me."Oh no!It can't be"I smiled faintly moving away from him as my head spun around making me lose balance.

"Trish....Trish!Wake up Tricia"I heard Phil call abruptly as I laid motionless without getting up or even moving a muscle...And if I should say,I can't say what went on next as I woke up in an entirely different place...Hmm,how weird!

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"Trish..."Phil called as my eyes slid open slowly."Gosh!You're up.I was really worried about you"he continued caressing my hand.

"Wh-where am I?"I said weakly getting up as he held me back.

"You shouldn't do that for now.The doctor said you need plenty of rest"

"Tchk!He's right Mrs Mack"a man I presumed to be the doctor Phil talked about(well,since literally,he had a white coat on and a stethoscope dangling from underneath his collar) walked right in.

"Oh...Doctor Theo!It's a good thing you're here"

"Mrs Mack"I thought to myself as I stared at him and back at Phil again."What am I doing here?"I whispered to him as he held my hand easing me.

"That's right friend"he laughed making towards me."My,you really shouldn't be stressing yourself much Mrs Mack especially when you're in this condition...You just had some spotting but it's all right...Your baby is just fine"he smiled reassuring me "How'd you feel?Do you feel any burning sensation in your stomach?"he asked professionally.

"N-no...I feel just fine"I uttered nervously.

"That's good news.We'll just run some few more tests and when we're done,you sure are free to go"

"Thanks...Thanks a lot"I said as he nodded to me and left."Phil I..I can explain"I said as Phil drew his chair closer."I..I should have told you but I..."

"Shh!I already knew before I brought you here"

"What?!B-but how..."

"Why,of course.Grams told me a week ago..Uhm,get some rest okay?"he urged kissing me on the forehead."You hungry?I bet they have lots and lots of burgers stocked up for you"he teased making me laugh.

"I can't believe he hasn't forgotten anything"I smiled inside as my eyes stood fixed on him like he was some TV.

"Heh!I'll go get you something to eat then.Be right back"he smiled pecking me all again as he walked right out.

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"Woooo!And here we are....."

"Uh,Phil,what are we doing here?I thought we were going back to grandma's?"I said as he pulled the car door open for me.

"Seriously?"he laughed."You're going to be staying here for the mean time.You know,so I can be keeping an eye on you"he said gently taking the baby stuffs he bought out of the car.

"Huh!But what about my daughter?And of course,your kids too?"

"Ohh...I see.You're missing them already"he laughed poking my sides.

"Well,of course.I mean,I can't stay a day without seeing Ryn.I bet she's feeling my absence now"I said frowning.

"Oh c'mon,don't be like that.Besides,grandma's taking good care of her and not just her,she's got the twins....and nanny Susan too.So I bet she won't miss her stubborn mama much"

"Ugh!You're so annoying"I scoffed playfully as we went inside.

"Trish!Oh,welcome home sister"Janine squealed happily hugging me as she threw a glance at Phil.

"Hope pompous here wasn't disturbing you that much?"she teased glaring at Phil playfully.

"Arrrr!My poor heart"Phil laughed from behind.

"Haha!He's being good lately really"

"Oooo,I see"she chuckled softly."Mum's here Phil"she whispered lowly as I sighted Mom Clara on the puff.

"Oh son,you're back.And aww,you brought Trish along"she said enthusiastically moving towards us."Welcome my child"she smiled pecking me as she ushered me to the couch with Janine taking the things we bought upstairs.

"So Trish,how are you feeling?You feeling better now?"

"Yes mom.I am"

"Phil baby...Get her something to eat.I bet my little bun's hungry in there"

"Ha..Oh ma!We've already eaten"

"Is dt so?Was the food enough?"she asked concerned.

"Of course mom.It was.I just want to get some rest"

"Oh,you should dear.You sure need that"she smiled getting me up on my feet carefully as knock came on the door.

"Phil,check who's at the door.I bet it's the plumber I called earlier"she beckoned as Phil moved hastily to the door.

"A plumber?The hot water's not running?"he asked arching his brows.

"Phil!"Mrs Anderson said again as she gave him a sign.

"Oh!Right"he grinned turning  the door knob,revealing an average feminine figure that looked just like...

"Oh my!"I gasped inside staring at my very own mother."Mother?Mother,wh-wat are you doing here?"

"I invited her over Trish"Phil cut in shocking me more."Welcome Mrs Parker"he smiled,receiving her warmly.

"Oh Phil.I'm so happy seeing you right now"she said happily,placing her hand on his face."And oh,my baby"she smiled reaching for me as we got caught up in a mothers daughter's sentimentally embrace.

"Mom..Mom,I'm so happy to see you.But how's that even possible?I thought you were on a business trip with dad at Philadelphia"

"Yes..But I came as fast as I could the minute Phil told me everything""Oh..God!I missed you baby...Phil...Clara!I certainly can't thank you guys enough"she smiled hugging ma'am Clara.

"Oh,it's nothing old friend"she laughed softly as she rubbed my mom's jacket arm."You look good I must say"

"Mom,you still remember...?"

"Of course.I never forget a face that easily"

"Come!Sit down friend...Janine,do get our guest something to eat.I bet she's quite starved from the long trip"

"Ugh!Tell me about it.I got jet lag"she teased,caressing my hair like she usually did back when I was still young."Good thing I boarded a private plane.I wouldn't have gotten here earlier"

"Oh!But mum,does dad know?"I whispered to her.

"Oh,no baby.I just couldn't do that.You know how your dad is.Always the busy type"she smiled as I sighed,feeling relieved again.

"Welcome aunt.I'm Janine"

"Oh,I remember you quite well.Your that little kid Clara always carried with her.My,you're such a damsel now"she laughed as she watched Janine lower the tray for her.

"Mmm-hmm!It amazes me how kids grow so fast"Janine's mum cut in.

"That's really true my dear...Baby,are you sure you don't wanna come with me?I'm worried Derek will go searching for you?You know he never gives up till he has what he wants"she said with worry as she gulped her drink down.

"I...I'm pretty okay here...Really.Derek won't be able to find me and besides he hasn't bothered looking yet.Some fella he is!"I scoffed.

"She's right ma'am Rayna.Trish is safe here.Well,for the mean time before you know,we go back to Switzerland and...and I'm taking her with me"

"What?Phil no...You know I can't be far away from my daughter for so long.I might totally end up dying,you know?"my mum uttered shakily with such frightened eyes."And...the baby?D-does Derek know?"

"No mum.And I'm really not planning on telling him cause I don't want my child knowing all about him"I swallowed hard.

"But what about my grandbun?You do know she's not that little to forget.What'll happen to her?And gosh,where is she?"she asked searching her eyes around.

"She's with grandma Hennia ma and I can assure you that she's perfectly safe with them"Phil chipped in,sitting right opposite us.

"I know but baby do you really have to do this?"

"Yes..Yes mommy.It's for the best"

"It's really for the best Rayna.You shouldn't worry.We're all going to take good care of her.I promise"Mrs Anderson assured.

"Oh,well that's okay.Just be fine for me all right?"she smiled,hugging me al again.

"Yeah..I will mum..I will!"

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❀ Another week more❀
"Phil...Phil were are you?"I called moving into his study room which had a whole lot of books stacked up on both sides of the shelves that stood on opposite corners."My,Phil really has a whole lot of books in here"I smiled admirably as I took out one which had "❀Interview with the merricove's mermaid❀" scribbled on the front cover."Ha!So this guy's still got a thing for scary stories?Interesting!"I smiled sliding the book open as I flipped through the pages,making sure I read every subheads on it.I went on for few minutes since every page I glanced at seemed really intriguing with the pictures and everything looking quite real and enchanting and as I got closer to the middle,I caught sight of something...A photo.It wasn't just any kind.It was that of a little boy,about two years old or let's say three who looked just like my daughter,Ryn,when she was little.I stared at it with astonishment as I tried to figure out who it was when I heard someone come in.

"My brother"Phil said taking the photo from me.

"Your...your brother?You have a brother?"

"Had.He...he died many years ago"he swallowed hard feeling all sober.

"Oh,uhm,wow...I..I'm sorry Phil.I didn't know at all"

"That's because I didn't tell you.My parents weren't the only one in that car crash.There was someone"

"My God!"I gasped feeling sorry even more.*I'm so sorry Phil.I really am"I said moving into his arms.

"Yeah...I still remember that day.How I got back from school only to find the people I once loved gone just like that.It still hurts really"he sobbed.

"Shh!It's okay...It's okay all right?"I sobbed along tightening my arms around him more.

"Trish I have to tell you something...Something I've always wanted to tell you"he paused looking back at me.

"Well,what's it?"

"It's about...It's about...."

"Phil...Phil where are you?"Janine called walking inside."Oh!Oooo...Oh!"Janine breathed as she partly covered her face making us laugh."Heh!Uh,I'm...I'm so so sorry...I didn't know you guys were....Uhmm,ahem,I'll just...just...You know...leave"she smiled hurrying out again.

"Well,you better go answer her.I bet it's pretty important"I urged him.

"Oh...Right.I'll see you later then"he said as he walked out of the room.

"Wow!That was intense but...but how come that baby looks just like....Gosh!Trish it's just your mind fluttering out again....Argh!"I sighed slumping back to the chair as I got back to reading.

THIRTY-FOUR
  I stayed up in my bedroom listening to some really cool jams with my brunch of toasted bread and peanut butter alongside the tasty citrus I got out of the mini fridge which I left cooling.It was one cozy day as the temperature seemed to be getting really cold with such snowy frenzy...At least thanks to the heater,I haven't entirely turned into a fish popsicle or should I say...A human popsicle...Ha!Chill-ish!
  I gulped down my citrus drink as I still felt like having some more.I just couldn't help it with the unending cravings that wouldn't just stop.It felt as though I was carrying way too many babies inside of me...Blurf!I sure hope this one doesn't turn out to be just as hotheaded as his father.I muttered silently getting out of bed as I made to leave for the living room."I wonder where everyone is"I shrugged,dragging my feet behind in a more sluggish way since I wasn't so strong."Phil?Janine?"I called lowly as I went downstairs."Ph..."I made to call but I stopped as I heard noises coming from below me.It was Phil and Janine.It felt like they were talking about something they wanted no one to ear as they talked in a low tone.I drew closer as I eavesdropped from where I stood trying not to make any noise.

"Phillip,it's high time you told Trish the truth.You can't hide it anymore"Janine's came whispering.

"What truth?"I muttered with confusion as I watched the two go on.

"What do you want me to do?I just can't right now.I'm tryna protect her"he countered.

"I know but Phil it's being eight years now.When are you going to tell her that Stacie and Stephanie are her daughters?"I heard her say as the words pierced through me vigorously like I'd just been stabbed with a sharp bladed dagger.

"No....No!It can't be...It can't be"I screamed out loud taking them surprise.

"Trish..."

"Don't touch me...Don't touch me Phillip"I shot back,racing out without looking back at them.

"Trish..Trish"they both called running after me not caring if it was freezing outside.

"Tricia...Tricia wait"someone clutched onto me,gripping me before I could reach the gate.It was Ray...Phil's bestfriend.

"Let me go Ray....Let me go"I shouted defiantly trying to push him off.

"Trish calm down...Calm down.You really have to take it easy..Please"Janine reached for me as she quickly got me all wrapped up her arms.

"I said don't touch me"I yelled pulling out from her as they all looked with terror."Why do you guys have to throw that stupid lie in my face?Why?!"I barked with rage."You're all lying...You all are!My babies died eight years ago.They all died and I watched those men lower them into the ground.So what the Bleep are you two talking about?Why do you have to remind me of the pain and agony I passed through several years ago?Why'd you have to Phil?"I cried endlessly as Phil came towards me embracing me not minding if I was hitting him.

"Trish..Look at me.."he said,cupping my face in his hands."Look at me Tricia.I really wanted to tell you everything but I...I couldn't"he stammered."I knew this would happen and that's why I wasn't ready yet.I did it for you.. for us.Please just stop.You're hurting me already"he said sobbing like a baby.

"I just want to know one thing Phillip..Just one thing...Who the hell is Stacie's and Stephanie's mother?"I asked glaring at him.

"You!You are Trish.You're their biological mother"

"No...N-no!That's impossible.There must have been some mistake.There must have"I said staring at them with disbelief.

"No Tricia!Stephanie and Stacie are really your daughters and you and Phil are their biological parents.Their DNA says it all"Janine cut in holding me back.

"My daughters?Heh!And you want me to believe this?Grrrr!I expected more"I laughed."If I could recall,you two told me they were adopted and even so,if they were really my kids,is this what you planned on telling them?Argh!You guys are jerks"I chuckled again.It felt like I was actually going insane...I just couldn't explain it.I couldn't in anyway.

"You think we would just come out and start uttering some really crazy stuffs?Yo-your dad tried to get rid of them the minute they were born but Phil got to know and he took them before he could get his hands on them and...and that's why he didn't want to tell you.At least not yet.He was only trying to protect them.Please understand.He did it for..."

"You're all bluffing.I could remember I was pregnant with triplets and not twins.What are you guys saying?You know what,screw this.I can't listen anymore"I sighed making to leave.

"Trish stop!"Ray said holding me back."Mac and I have been together all these years and all those times he hasn't being with you,he never took you off his lips neither did he stop thinking about you.He always loved you and you really have to believe him cause whatever he says is the truth and nothing but that"

"He's right Trish.Yes!Yes,you were pregnant with three and not with two but one was a still born.He couldn't make it out alive but the other two did and that's how we had Stephanie and Stacie but I just couldn't watch them die just like that.I couldn't in anyway.I know you'll think we're accusing your dad or something but...this...is...the...truth"Phil spoke up."You can call him and ask him right now.I never wanted to go reminiscing on what happened in the past till you got to know like this.I'm really sorry my love.Believe me,I really am"he said emotionally pulling me into his arms as I sank deeply crying.

"No..No....It can't be dad..Why would he do such a thing?"I cried endlessly realizing it was all dad's fault Phil and I got separated...

"Shh!It's all right.I got you"he said consoling me was we all walked back inside.

"Who else knows?Don't tell me my mum was also a part of his evil schemes cause I'll kill myself right off"I spoke hoarsely as Janine calmed me down sitting down beside me.

"No!Your mum's totally innocent Trish but Chels..."

"What?My best friend knew all this time and she never even tried telling me?"I asked with shock as I got up."cGod!What do you guys take me for?"

"Trish,it wasn't her fault believe me.I told her not to and don't misinterpret what I said.She wasn't part of any plan.In fact,I left them in her care for just a while since your dad was busy searching for them.But then..."he swallowed looking up at me.

"But then what?What happened?What are you guys not telling me?"I asked without ease.

"They found him.Phil passed through hell Trish.He really did"Janine cut in shocking me.

"What?!How...how do you mean?"

"When your dad realized that your kids were gone,he came after Phil and.. "

"And then what Janine?What happened?And God!Phil l,why did you keep all these from me?"

"He was only trying to protect you Trish cause if you knew about it,your dad will totally find out"Ray chipped in.

"Oh..God!So dad is this...Oh God!"I breathed sweating profusely.

"Yes,I couldn't believe it either.It's a good thing mum found me and treated me when I was unconscious.I'd have been long gone by now"he sighed getting up."But Trish,look,I'm certainly not asking you to hate your dad.If I can forgive him,you can either...Just please baby,don't...don't let all that he did make you hate him.He's still your father"

"What you're asking me is just too much.I just can't.I hate him.I really hate him.How could he do this to me?"I yelled crying all again."How could he?My kids did nothing  and you didn't either.He made you suffer under his evil whims not caring if you ended up dying in the process..Oh!It's all his fault.It's all his fault we didn't get to be together.I despise him Phil.I really do"

"Shh....Don't say that.Come,let me take you to your room"

"Yes...Y-yes,please do"I said shakily as he led me upstairs.

......
"Are you going to be okay?"he asked as he led me to the bed.

"I hope.But please can I see my daughters?I really want to see them Phil...Gosh!I can't believe I missed everything"I sulked."I missed seeing them walk,I missed seeing them say their first word...I missed seeing them get into preschool...I missed...I missed...Oh!I literally missed everything..."I sobbed continuously.

"It's okay..It's okay.You'll see them.Just please stop crying.I don't like it when you do and you know,it's not okay for the baby.You really need to stop...Please"he said comfortingly.

"I know"I sniffed as he wiped my tears off gently."Why are you doing all these Phil?Even though my dad did some really terrible things to you but you never gave up...Why..."

"Shh!No talking now"he smiled putting his pointer finger on my lips."I promised you back then that I was never going to let go of you no matter what and I'm never going back on that...Never!"

"Oh...Thank you.Thank you so much."I smiled hugging him.

"No,thank you.Thank you for letting me meet you in that hallway.You brought happiness to me onceagain.I love you Tricia"

❀I love you too Phillip❀

THIRTY-FIVE
"Ouch!"I groaned out loud,rubbing my hands on my belly as the sharp pain cut across my abdomen.

"What?Is he kicking again?"

"Uh-huh!Absolutely.He's always doing that"

"Ha!I bet he's as stubborn as his mother.I ain't surprised though cause the twins also took that trait from you"

"Really?Ha!No wonder nanny's always complaining about their petty pranks"I laughed.

"Tell me about it.You should have seen them back then they were little.If you go a day without hearing their names,it means their either out sick or they're not there."he continued.

"Wow!I really envy you Phil.You got to be with them from when they were born...God!I'm never going to stop hating dad for this"I muttered frustrated.

"Oh,c'mon,don't say that.He's still your father,you know?"he smiled caressing my hand.

"Yeah,which utterly makes me despise him more.I mean seriously,how could my very own father who I always look up to,stab me in the back just like that?Phil,that man was my hero.In fact,he was everyone's hero but now,I really don't know him anymore"

"Yeah,I know how you feel but don't let that get the best of you okay?By the way,have you thought of any name for the baby?"he asked interchangeably.

"Hmm,I haven't really.It's quite early,don't you think?"

"Mmm,nah.But I'm pretty sure you're not going to go about naming him Derek Junior"he smirked.

"Ha!You got that right"I laughed,picking up the pack of skittles from the grocery bag as I got it open without wasting time.

"Ugh!Burger's off the preggy mama's menu now?"he said jokingly.

"Oh,you know I love those.Certainly can't do without them B's"I laughed punching him as I got the skittles inside my mouth,savouring every pieces of it gracefully,with my belly stuffing them in peristaltically.B's the coded word for burger in case you're starting to wonder.Oopsie!

"Ooooo,I'm loving the scenery"he laughed not taking his eyes off me and of course the road.

"Ha!You're such an ass"I smiled,throwing the leftovers at him.

"Awe!"

"Hehe!You know I was only teasing.By the way,where are we now?I'm not quite used to seeing this part of town...Well,at least not yet"I muttered inquisitively,licking my lower lip.

"Humph!And you've been here many times"

"Oh,don't look at me.I don't walk"

"Man,you hurt me"he chuckled softly as we drove on."I'm teasing anyway.You know I love you baby"

"Oh,I love you too but you know,if we continue like this,I'm so gonna jump out of this moving vehicle.You wanna kill us?"

"Oh babe,you know I won't let that happen"he laughed,letting go of the steering.

"Phillip...."

"I know...I know"he laughed getting hold of it again.

"So,um,when are you going to tell Derek you about the divorce filing?I mean,seriously,you're still too young Trish.Are you really sure you want..."

"Yes Phil.My mind's already made up..And please let's not talk about it,I don't want to stress myself"I scoffed,turning my head towards the window

"Wooooo,look,who's all moody again"

"Seriously!The thought of that crazy guy drives me nuts.I wish he'd just disappear...God!"I sighed,relaxing my head on my hand.

"Oh,don't think too much.He ain't worth it girl"

"I know right?"

"Uh-huh!You know Trish,I'd like my name to be written on your baby's birth certificate when he's born.What'd you think?"he smiled looking back at me.

"But he's Derek's.Do you really care that much?"I treated with amazement.

"Of course I do.I love you and I wouldn't want you anywhere near Derek again and of course I wouldn't want your kids growing up under the tutelage of that kind of man.They deserve the best...You deserve the best and you know I'm never going to rest till you have it all.

"Aww,stop.You're getting me all emotional again"I laughed poking the side of his abs.

"Oh,I'm sorry love but I've been thinking about it lately.I want his name to be in my name cause Derek has no claim over him and he wouldn't know about him either.Not unless,you go telling him"

"That's the last thing I'll ever do.I despise him so much and I wouldn't want him getting hold of my kids...Gosh!You're really an amazing guy Phil"

"Ha!That's me baby.Sweetness is ma middle name"he chuckled softly."My,home sweet home everybody"he announced in a happy tone as he pulled up on the driveway.

"Wooo!Finally"I said heaving a sigh of relief as I took off my seatbelt.

"We doing this?"

"Mmm-hmm!"I nodded nervously as I got the door open before he could.

"Wow!You seem really excited now"he said marvelling at my impulsive move.

"Oh,I should be.I'm seeing my babies for the first time in...well,ever.So it shouldn't be that surprising"I smirked at him as I stepped out with my pink boots sticking firmly to the snowy icy ground."Hmm,I wonder what the kids did this time"I wondered as we heard their nanny's voice echo loudly on the inside.It felt as if they were pulling some really funny pranks on her... Again!Ugh!Kids am I right?

"Nanny Sus,it's us"Phillip knocked as ma'am Susan answered immediately,like she's being expecting us or something.

"Sir Phillip?Ma'am Tricia?"she exclaimed rolling her eyes at us with a flick of surprise as we stepped in."Oh,isn't this such a surprise..Welcome home"she continued as she ushered us into the living room,collecting the groceries from Phil.

"Oh,thank you...Uh,the kids...Where are they?"

"Oh,they should be up in their room playing sir.Should I....?"

"Mama...mama!"Ryn called happily, rushing downstairs to meet us

"Oh,baby...."I said delightedly getting up as I rushed towards her."God!I missed you"I breathed,brushing her hair aside."I see this tiny hair of yours' getting really stubborn everyday"I teased,carrying her up.

"Oh,mommy"

"Uhm,where are the twins ma'am Susan?"I asked anxiously as I couldn't contend my excitement.

"We're here!"they called from behind as they hurried downstairs poking at each other's arms.

"Kids!"Phil called like a military officer as the two kids maintained.

"C'mon daddy,we've been good lately...No mischiefs...Nothing!Right aunt Suzy?"they chuckled,throwing a smirk at each other.

"Can't say.I got my lips sealed"she laughed zipping her mouth playfully with her two fingers."Oh sir,let me go keep these in the kitchen.I'll be back shortly"she said hurrying off as we saw her exit the living room.

"Here...It's my turn now.C'mon Sunshine"he smiled,taking Ryn from me as I made towards them.

"Oh,aunt Trish,it's really fantastic seeing you again"Stephanie said,hugging me as her sister followed.

"Ste...Stephanie....St-Stacie!"I stuttered a little as I stood staring at the two girls with emotional feelings flushing me all over.I guess that got them pretty uncomfortable as they staggered backwards a little,tilting their head to Phil like they've planned doing that all along."Oh!My babies"I breathed hugging them as I felt my face get all wet.Hmm,I guess I've been shedding emotional tears all these time.

"Uhm,what's going on dad?Did someone die?"they asked rolling their eyes at us with confusion.

"Of course not"

"Right!Guess she just really missed us"Stephanie giggled."But uh,daddy why is she calling us her babies?Thought you were the only one allowed to be calling us that?

"Well,yes actually but baby,there's something you should know.Well,you both ought to know"he said getting in front of me as he squatted,taking their hands in his.

"Tell us daddy.Is something wrong?Are you okay?"they continued as they fixed their eyes on us.

"No...No,nothing is my love"

"Hmm,then why's aunt Trishy crying...Oh,she is weird"she whispered in Stacie's ears as they got laughing."Is she not happy seeing us daddy?"

"Oh,she is.Is just..."

"Phil?I thought we weren't going to tell them now?"I muttered shakily as I drew closer.

"It's high time I did Trish"he smiled,looking back at them."Stacie...Stephanie!Tricia's your mother"

"Our mother?"Stacie exclaimed covering her mouth with her palms as her eyes grew wider.

"Yes..Yes baby.Your mother and...Ryn is your sister"he paused as the living room became quiet aside the buzzing noise that came from God knows where.

"Wow!B-but dad,I thought you said mum was abroad and she wasn't coming back to us?"

"I know Stacie but uhm...mommy's back now and she's back for good this time"he smiled,hugging them.

"Mommy,is what Uncle Phillip saying really true?Stephanie and Stacie are really my sisters?"

"Yes...Yes baby.They really are"I said happily as I carried her up again.

"So,I can also call Uncle Phillip daddy if I want too?"

"Well,um...."

"Of course sweedy.I love you just like your mommy does.So you can call me whatever thing that pleases you,okay?"

"Okay daddy"she smiled,hugging him from where I held her.

"Aunt Trish?Uh,I mean mother"they said shyly and with a bit of nervousness too."Is daddy really..uhm,you know telling us the truth?You're really our mother?"

"Yeah..Yeah!He really is.Oh!Come here you two"I breathed,hugging them passionately.

"Sir,someone's calling...Oh,I'm sorry,was I interrupting?"nanny Susan asked,watching us keenly.

"Ah,so that's where all that buzzing sound came from?Or should I say....vibration"I giggled inside as we focused her attention on her.

"Oh,no.Not at all ma.Well,who is it?"

"An unknown number sir.Here!"she said handing the cell phone over to him as he answered immediately.

"Hello!Am I speaking to Mr Mac right now?"
"Uh,yes?"he said rolling his eyes at me.
"Who am I speaking with please?"
"The name's Harrish.Saw the papers you put up about searching for a man that goes by the name,Jackson Smith"
"Yes?Go on please"
"He's being spotted at Chicago,at a cabin not far off the shores of Illinois"
"What?He's being spotted?"
"I'm sorry but that's all I can tell you.Have a nice day"

"We..well,what happened?What's with that look?Did something happen?"I asked curiously.

"Uhm,nanny Susan,you should take the kids out for some candy bars or anything.I bet they're pretty bored now"he said hurriedly.

"Oh,all right Sir...C'mon children"

"Awe,c'mon dad,you just got here"Stephanie cut in,swinging his arms.

"Yes Phil,we just got here.I want to spend time with them,you know?"

"I'll explain later"he whispered to me."Go on now kids.Remember our sugar rules.No..."

"No eating more than two candies or chocolates.Yeah..yeah!We get it dad.Byeeee"they responded as they made for the door.

"But I want to stay mommy.Mama,please don't let them take me.I want to stay here with you"Ryn said,soberly as she clung on tightly.

"Awe,but I thought you love those baby?You should definitely go with them"I said bringing her down.

"Please mommy"she cried still not letting go.

"Oh,fine.You guys should go on.I love you"

"Blurf!Dad and work..Ha-ha-ha!"we heard Stacie grumble.

"I can hear you"

"Nothing dad.Heh!Bye bye now.We love you"they giggled hopping off.

"We'll go now sir.Bye ma'am Tricia"

"Bye ma'am"I waved back as the door got jammed.

"Mommy,can I go upstairs and play.It's kinda lonely now"

"See,you should have just followed your sisters when we told you"Phil cut in as he chuckled.

"I know but I'm happy that mommy's here with me.Aren't you happy mommy?"

"Aww,of course I am baby.Run along now.I'll see you soon okay?"I said to her as she proceeded upstairs not looking back at us."Um,so that's that.What was that all about Phil?Care to tell me?"

"Well...Few weeks ago,words came to me that James and his gangs got out of jail"

"What?!Th-they got out?"I said panting heavily."Oh no-no-no!He's definitely going to come for me.Oh,God!How did this happen?"I said panicky as I paced around the living room.

"Oh,calm down.No one's coming after you.Besides,you got me"he said reaching for me as he got me to sit down calmly.

"So,what are you going to do?"

"The guy I spoke with right now said he spotted Jackson somewhere.So I'm going to see for myself"he grinned.

"What?Are you crazy?Phil,that guy almost killed you back when we were at college and now you want to go after him?"I asked feeling more frightened than ever.

"I know but I have to do this and there's nothing you can do to stop me.I've come a long way now and I certainly can't give up just like that"he spoke courageously.I don't know what to call that but Phil's definitely gonna get himself killed and I'm definitely not going to sit here and do nothing.Oh,how silly of him.

"But Phil,I don't know...Gosh!This is totally not a good idea.Wh-what if something bad happens to you..You know I can't..."

"Nothing will Trish.I promise.I'll always come back to you no matter what happens"he smiled embracing me as he graced my forehead with a relieved kiss.

"You promise?"

"Yes.I promise.You just have to promise me that you'll be okay and you'll take good care of yourself and the kids alongside my little munchkin in there"

"Yeah.I promise.Just please be safe and don't forget to call me when you get there okay?"

"I will.I love you"

"You better"

❀ Few hours later❀
"Baby,baby come back"I called to Ryn as I ran after.

"Awe!C'mon mommy,I'm bored inside"she said jerking the front door open.

"-daddy!"she called as she stood staring at a crazy-holic Derek.I totally made that c-h word up.But that suits him.Humph!How stupid of him!

"Derek!"I called as fear gripped me.It felt as if the air around me suddenly got still and I couldn't feel my heart beating anymore.I couldn't believe my eyes.How the hell did he find out about here?I thought to myself as my eyes grew wider."Derek what the heck are you doing here?Baby,go inside.Now!"I said to Ryn.

"But mommy,I want to go with daddy"she countered stubbornly as Derek took her up in his arms.

"Ryn...Oh!I've missed you so much baby"

"Let go off my daughter,you jerk.Argh!How dare you!"I growled angrily,snatching Ryn from him."Now baby,go inside.Mommy's coming,okay?"I smiled kissing her as she hurried off.

"Baby please come back.I really miss you so much"he said reaching for my arms.

"Don't touch me.Heh!I never knew you were this crazy..Yuk!"

"I'm really sorry baby.Believe me,I really am.You need to come back to me.Everything that happened was all a mistake.Life without you is meaningless and I can't take it anymore.Just please baby,come back to me.I miss y...."he muttered stupidly.

"A mistake?A mistake Derek?Grrr!You're really delusional.In fact,get off my porch before I do something to you....Get out!"

"Baby you have to listen to me.I've really changed.I really have and that's why I want you back...You and our daughter.I miss you both"

"Don't...Please.What do you take me for,huh?You took advantage of me Derek.You did and you didn't even care if I got hurt in the process.You didn't and God,do you know what hurts most?Do you know what does?"I stopped as I allowed my tears to flow."The fact that my husband got the best of my vulnerability and had his way through without my consent hurt me most.God!I hate you so much.I hate you!You should thank your stars that I didn't go extra miles in getting you all locked up in prison.I bet you wouldn't have had the guts to show yourself in front of me.Argh!You disgust me"I snared,spitting on him with every fury I could gather up.If that'll change anything.

"Oh baby,I know.I know hurt you real bad.I know I did but please my love,give me a second chance.Give me another chance to make it up to you.Please baby"

"You know what,I'm calling for a divorce.I no longer want to be with you.Whatever you and I had it's way over now.It's over Derek.Now get out!"

"What!You...You're kidding right?"

"Do I look like I am?"I scoffed,laughing really hard."You heard me right.Now leave!Or I'll hand you over to the cops"

"You haven't heard the last of this Tricia Parker.I'll come for you and my daughter not excluded.I promise you"

"Heh!You're bluffing.Ryn is better off without you and mind you,if you think those cheap words of yours will scare the crap out me,you thought wrong then because I'll make sure you'll never get a hold of my daughter cause she's mine and mine alone.Now,get out.Get out I say"I yelled,pushing him out.

"Mum,we're home"Stacie called from behind.

"Mum?What?!"

"Oh,my babies"I grinned,shoving him aside as they rushed into my arms

"Trish,wh-what's the meaning of this?"he barked,feeling irritated by the whole scenery.

"Mommy,who's this man?Do you know him?"Stephanie asked.

"Oh baby,just don't worry.I bet nanny Susan will get rid of him soon.Let's go inside now.I bet you're quite starved"I chuckled hard as I took them in."Oh,Ms Susan,please do see this man out.He's overstayed his welcome here"

"Sure ma'am.Please sir can you..."

"Don't touch me...I'll be back soon Parker.That I promise you"

"Whatever"I scoffed shutting the door on him."WHAT...AN....ANIMAL!!!"

❀ ❀ ❀ ❀ ❀
"Boss,someone's here to see you"a man dressed in a really shady outfit spoke in a hoarse manner.

"Bring him in"

"Derek?Man,what brings you here?"Jackson asked ecstatically as he offered him a seat.

"Well,no time for chit chat bro.That bastard has those kids"

"What?B-but how?"

"I don't know man but I think it's high time we got rid of him Jax"

"Heh!I'm so way ahead of you"he grinned.

"How do you mean and why do you have that look on your face?"

"Mmm,well,you'll see"he chuckled again looking down at the document on his table top."You want to have Tricia all to yourself right?"

"You know I do.Argh!But she hates me already and is all that Mac-Kenny's fault"he spoke with detest as he banged his fist on the table.

"Haha!Calm your temper man.His end is nearer now.By the break of day,you won't hear the sound of that name ever again and do you know what that means?"he grinned looking up at Derek.

"Tricia will be mine!"

"My point exactly!"he smiled as they both chuckled sinisterly like the devils they really were.

....EVIL NEVER DIES....
So you see people,there are some really evil peeps you're totally not aware of but they live amongst us.But can we tell who they really are?No!Why,unless you wield that power...the only power that can distinguish good from evil and that's the word of God...
❀THE HOLY BIBLE❀

Anyway,tag along now.I bet you're already wondering what's gonna happen next and my,I do apologize for every mistakes I've been making lately.They're all typographical errors but I bet when I'm done getting everything all written down properly,they'll cease to exist.

I hope you're loving my story anyway?Toodles!

THIRTY-SIX
"Ooh!Mommy's starting to shake"I heard tiny whispers come from beside me as I giggled silently,pretending to be still fast asleep.

"Shh sister!You're gonna..."

"Kids!"Janine's voice echoed from the door as she stood akimbo,staring at the party."What in bikini bottom are you three doing over there?"she scolded softly.

"Aunt Janine!"they all exclaimed,rushing towards her as they took their turns hugging her delightedly.

"Hola sis...Surprise surprise!"she smiled ecstatically,catwalking towards me with her I00,000 dollars boots smacking against the flowery tiled floor.

"Janine!Mmm"I got up,hugging her with full delight as I complimented her outfit like some pretty teenage girl."Oh My!That's a smashing top you got on.It really looks gorge on you"I said warmly,ushering her beside me.

"Aww,thanks B.I see the kids are disturbing again"she said with a smirk as the twins threw a catchy grin at her.

"Haha!Very funny aunt J"Stacie,the older one chipped in hopping on beside her."Mum,did you sleep well?And good gracious aunt,what got you out of bed so early?"

"Oh!Don't be all fussy now.Came to check up on my pretty little darlings and of course my baby bun who's cooking up in there"she laughed motioning to my tum as she rubbed her hands on it.

"He likes you?"I smiled to her as I felt the baby kick slightly.

"He?You've gone for an ultra scan already?"

"Mhmm-mm!Phil and I did some days ago before he left for Chic"

"Ooooh sweetchous"she smiled rubbing her palms as Stephanie made to sit on her laps.

"Aunt J,why did dad leave for Chicago without informing us?One minute he was here and the other,he totally wasn't.God!I'm so furious"she said angrily folding her arms up.

"Oh sweetheart,don't be like that.Besides,he's coming back any day now,am I right?"

"He is?See,that's exactly what I'm talking about.Stacie I bet you knew about this cause your dad's favorite sugar plum"she laughed pulling her hair down as Stacie followed,pulling at hers too.

"Hey!Watch it douchy!"

"Stop it you two.Gosh!You two shouldn't be fighting always.You're both the same,you know?"I spoke up getting my hands between them.

"Well,she started it"Stacie blurted out throwing an angry glare at her..

"Even so baby.Fighting is a really bad thing to do and whoever indulges in it,will surely go to hell"I said trying to frighten her."And I bet you don't wanna go to hell,do you?Like,who wants to?And you Stephanie,you should never pick up on your sister.She's older than you,you know?"

"Ha mum!Just with two minutes...Two minutes!"she smirked as I frowned at her."Oh!Heh..Sorry.Shouldn't have said that"she apologized.

"Yeah!You really shouldn't have.Now c'mon,say sorry to your sister"I beckoned to her.

"Ugh!Why me?"she exclaimed,squeezing her face more.

"Stephanie....."

"Ohh!Alright!"she muttered reluctantly moving closer."Sorry Stace.I was only kidding"

"Now that's more like it"

"Wow!You really did get them into saying sorry to each other.They've never really done that before"she stared with amazement.

"Really?They're always like this?"

"Totally"she said squinting as the light rays came upon her almond eyes."And their always at each other's throat too,you know?"she sighed as the two hissed at her.

"Haha!Very funny"Stephanie cut in pretending to laugh."Are you really gonna keep talking about us aunt J or we're just gonna talk about dad and why he isn't home yet"Stephanie chipped in,rubbing her chin with thoughts."Gosh!It's being two days now.When will he be coming back?"she scoffed,getting up from the bed as she paced around the room without ease.

"Oh,now,now dear.Don't be all worried now.He'll be coming back today"

"Really mommy?Uncle Phillip's coming back today?"Ryn cut in happily.

"Yes baby.He is and also grandma too.She's coming to see us"I smiled rubbing her cheek.

"Yeee!Granny is!"she yelled with delight.
"What about pop pop?Is he coming with her?"

"Mmm-hmm!He's also coming with her"I nodded faking a smile.

"Whee!Will they be coming back with their airplane this time cause I sure can't wait to get on it"she said childishly as the room got filled with laughter.

"Oh baby!No.They'll be coming back with their car.Besides,it isn't that far off"

"Um mum,we're a bit lost here.Who is she talking about?"the twins cut in feeling flustered a little bit.

"Oh..Right!She's talking about your grandma Rayna and of course your grandpa Silas..Ugh!"I breathed throwing a glance at Janine who was also watching keenly."But you can just call them grams and gramps.I bet it shouldn't be that mouthful for you two"

"Hmm!Not bad.So we have three grandmas then"Stephanie chipped in funnily.

"Heh!That's right sweedy"I said as Janine and I burst out with laughter."Oh dear!You two are just so funny"

"Ha!Yeah-eh!"they both laughed giving each other a high five.

"Children...Oooh...children!"Mrs Hennia's voice echoed from the stairs as she walked right in."Oh!Sweet child!You're here"she smiled rolling her eyes at Janine.

"Of course grandma.I wanted to come greet you but nanny Sus said you were still fast asleep,so I didn't go bothering any further"she said embracing her as the kids ran towards her.

"Oh grandma,we weren't disturbing mother now"

"I didn't say you were Stacie baby.I was only checking up on you guys cause I thought I heard noises come from here"

"I guess Stephanie's croaky voice was really loud this time"she chuckled making,to hide behind granny.

"Me?Oh...I'll get you"she breathed,hrowing her fist in the air.

"Oh dear!You two have started again"

"Oh granny,don't mind her.She's always silly all the time.Are you really sure she's one of us?"Stephanie said teasingly as they both made funny faces at each other.

"Haha!You two are really something..Well,come on now.Let's leave the adults to their sweetly chit chats"she chuckled tugging at their arms.

"Oh!Thanks mama Henn...You're really a life saver"Janine chuckled getting up."Well,you three better hurry.I bet no one's gonna get those surprise packages open till you do"

"Oh!I love surprises"Ryn yelled joyfully staring at her.

"I bet you do darling.Go on now"she smiled leading them to the door as the party bid us goodbye alongside grandma Hennia."Ooo...Slam!"she giggled as she made towards me again.

"I'm really glad you're here Janine"I said with enthusiasm,lying back down as she made to adjust the pillow for me."Oh..Thanks"I smiled,letting my head get comfy on the silky texture.

"You're welcome.Need anything?"she asked concernedly.

"Not really.I just don't feel too good today"I muttered,feeling weak.

"Well,wh-what's wrong?Do you need an extra blanket?"

"Not really.I just...you know,feel really weird inside"I flinched a little as I felt cold chills move up my spine. "Do you feel that?"I panicked,clasping the sheets as I felt goosebumps flush all over me.

"Feel what?What's wrong Trish?You're starting to freak me out here"she panicked alongside as she got in bed with me,clasping my hands.

"Something's coming Janine.I...I can feel it"I shuddered as a beeping sound came across the room jolting us.

"Oh!It's just your cellphone Trish"she heaved a sigh getting up to take it off the shelf."It's a private number.Should I answer it?"she whispered lowly,feeling a little jumpy.

"Yes please"I beckoned to her.

"Um,hello?"she muttered shakily rolling her eyes at me.
"Hello!Is this the Parker's residence?"the caller spoke from the other line as I could hear the man clearly since the phone was on loud speaker.
"Uhm,yeah?"
"Trish I think this is for you?"she whispered covering the phone's front with her palms as I urged her to continue.
"Who is this please?And is there a problem?"she continued nervously as I watched her shoot her eyebrows up.
"Oh,I'm sorry.I just saw this name pop on the screen so I decided to call.The owner of this phone was involved in a ghastly motor accident few minutes ago and they've been rushed to Hilston's hospital right away"the voice came from the other line as my mouth dropped open with no sound coming out from it.

"Tr..Trish!"Janine shook as I watched the phone fall off her hand getting it all smashed up badly."Trish..."she said making towards me as my eyes glistened with tears.

"No!"I screamed abruptly getting up from where I sat listening."N-No!It can't be....It can't be!"I wailed,staggering backwards as I slumped down immediately.

"Trish..Trish wake up..Wake up...Wake up"I heard Janine's voice echo rapidly as it moved farther away from the dark rocky path I saw myself in.It seemed it was never going to end as I watched everything slowly disappear with me in it...And that's all I could tell as everything got all blank trapping me alongside...


"Think she'll be able to take it?"

"I don't know Janine.I don't know..She doesn't deserve any of this...She doesn't!"

"I know...God!Look Phil,I think her hand's moving a little"

"Oh..C'mon Trish.C'mon!You can do it.I know you can"I heard Phil's voice echo from the outside world as my eyes slid open partly with everything seeming dim.

"You're gonna be okay Trish...You're going to be"he said softly as my eyes got fully open,with them capturing four peering-tensely eyeballs that seemed they were going to make holes on every part of my body.

"Ph-Phil....Janine!"I muttered slowly,rolling my wearied eyes at them."Phil..Wh-what am I..."

"Oh Trish,don't talk.You'll be okay..You'll be okay,all right?"he said coming closer.

"Okay?Wa-was I sick before?And gosh,my kids!Where are they?I bet they've been alone since morn"I panicked,making to get up.

"Morn?Trish you've been out for three days now"

"Ou-out?"I said shakily as I stared at them with confusion.

"Yes...You don't remember,do you?"

"N-no?D-did something happen?Are the kids okay?"

"Yes.They are sister...She doesn't remember anything Phil.It's just like what the doctor said"

"I'm sorry,I don't remember what exactly?And why are you two whispering to each other?Did something happen?"I asked feeling frightened more as I made to get out of bed which so reeked of disinfectant that was starting to irritate my skin.

"Take it easy Trish.You're still not strong"

"Take it easy?Well,clearly,someone isn't!"I shouted angrily."What the hell happened?You guys are really acting strange...Hang on for a sec,what about my baby...Is-is he...Is he okay Phil?"

"Yes...He is Trish.He's perfectly okay"

"Oh.Thank God but what about mum and dad?Why are they not here yet?I know they should have been here to see me.Where are they?"

"She really doesn't remember"Janine uttered from behind as she made to sit beside me.

"What happened Janine?I know you wouldn't lie to me?What...."I stopped,remembering what happened when their weird phone call came in."No...Mom!Oh no..Where's my mother Phil?Where is she?I really need to see her"I cried,trying to get up as they both pinned me down again."Let me go.I want to see my mother and father again..Where are they?A-are they okay Phil?"I asked as no answer came inducing more terror in me."Phil...Phil!Wha...what happened?"I stammered,leaning closer."Why are you two not saying anything?Are..are they not okay?They should be right cause I...I heard my mom's voice.I heard her clearly...She was trying to reach me b-but...Oh Phil!Please tell me she's okay.Please tell me she is"I yelled as he pulled me into his arms,clutching them tighter around me.

"I'm sorry Trish"he said slowly as I felt his body get sweaty.

"S-sorry?Why are you saying that?Is my mum de-no it can't be right..No!It can't be"I screamed to the hearing of everyone as I felt my world crumble instantly.It felt like things were starting to take the wrong turn than I really expected.I never knew this day would come so soon.At least not like this.It was one tragic day for all and I do wished to wake right up from it.If that'll ever happen."I didn't get to say goodbye.I never got to Phil...I never got to"I cried in anguish as tears flowed endlessly and I bet if they were countable,it would fill a whole tons of gallons and gazillions of tanks.O'death why?Why have you come to steal away my happiness at this very point....Why?!!I sobbed bitterly as my heart felt heavier than ever.

"I'm really sorry sister.I'm really sorry..You shouldn't be going through any of these.You shouldn't in anyway"she cried,wrapping her arms around me as tears flowed out freely from every corners of our eyes.
  It was one tragic moment for everyone and I knew from that day,that things were never going to be the same ever again...

THIRTY-SEVEN
"You slowpoke!"Derek thundered as he threw a punch on Jackson's face making him stagger backwards.

"What the hell"Jax gaped as he nursed his aching cheek.

"You broke our brotherhood pact Jax.How could you!I trusted you so much.How could you do this to me"he snared raging towards him again as the rest of the mobsters held him back.

"Calm down man.Calm down!"Shem,one of the mobsters spoke up.

"What's the matter with you?What got you into doing that?"

"What's the matter,huh?What's the matter,you say?You're really such a good actor"he chuckled releasing himself from their grip."You thought I wouldn't find out?You went back on your promise Jackson.You did and now the Parkers are gone all because of you.Oh,how could you"he continued panting heavily as sweat drenched his polo."They were totally innocent and you knew it.They were never part of our plan but you chose to take them all out.Why?Why Jackson?What did they ever do to you?"

"Well,don't blame me.It was all the boss' idea so there was nothing I could do to stop it"he said scoffingly.

"The boss?And who the hell is he?I demand to see him right now"he bellowed harder clenching his teeth tight.

"Haha!I heard some rantings going on in here.I wonder who that could be"a man in a red hat with a lighted cigarette popping out from the side of his mouth walked in from the other side of the room."Ooo my-my-my,if it isn't the almighty Matthews.Wow!Now,isn't this such a fantastic surprise?"he chuckled throwing a nasty grin at him.

"Who are you and how the hell do you know my name?"he asked furiously."Is this some sort of joke Jax?"he asked rolling his eyeballs at Jackson in an irritating manner.

"Oh easy boy.Easy!Whoo!Can't imagine the look on Tricia's face when she gets to know that her fancy lover is actually the brain behind her very own parents death.Hahaha!"he chuckled sinisterly as he trailed smoke out of his mouth with the air stenching badly with it.

"You!!!"

"Ah-ah-ah!You know you can't touch me otherwise I'll have my guys blow out your brain with these bullets they have corked up in their guns but you know,you wouldn't be of any use to me if you're dead.So humph,I'll let that naive attitude of yours roll by"

"What do you want?"

"Tchk...tchk...tchk!You've really got some nerves,you know?Well,I see your friend hasn't told you,huh?Guess you two really do have a lot to talk about"he laughed throwing a glance at Jackson."I'm James Holton by the way but the name Skidyz will do.It's much preferable"he smirked letting his hands out for a handshake as Derek turned it down.

"James?As in Tricia's James?"he asked as he looked on bewildered more."Bleep!How did I not see that?"he muttered with disbelief as he stared at the grinning fella.

"Man listen to me...I..."

"Oh,I'm so going to rip your throat out,you punk.How could you!"he barked raging towards Jax as he got a hold of his collars.

"Oh,how tribal!"he chuckled as he watched them with enthusiasm.

"..C'mon man!It was never my intention.We've been bros right from kindergarten and that pact we made was never meant to be broken but I had to do it man otherwise it'll get even worse.Jeez!How many times do I have to tell you that I'd never hurt you or anyone at all"

"Oh,yeah?You know what,I'm so done with you and whatever stupid plans you have in stall.I'm so done Jackson"he said angrily making to walk out as the men corked their guns,raising them at him.

"What's this?"

"Oh,that?It means you're one of us now Derek.So you can't leave.Why unless,you wanna die a much painful death and I know you wouldn't want that,would you?"he grinned taking out another cigarette from his breast pocket.

"Oh,I'll rather have my eyes stuck with pins than to work side by side with you dude.So do count me out of your stupid games cause there's no way I'm dancing to your tunes and you won't force me either cause I'll never be like you"he bellowed loud raising his brows at him.

"Hehe!Now that's what kids of these days don't get.You've already stooped so low and do you know what that means?You're so like me now and even worse but like you said,I'll never force you to stay but know this,that Mac-Kenny you loathe and despise so much will always be one step ahead of you in everything.Have that in mind Matthews"

"What do you mean by that?"he asked perturbed as his heart raced faster.

"Awe,daddy doesn't know?Ha!Are you guys listening?"he said as the whole room got filled with laughter to his irritation."That's right Derek.Trish is pregnant and she's all loaded up with that guy's kid while you're stuck here being nothing but a bloated fool..Heh!I gotta say,they really do make a fine couple though.You should see them"he said mockingly as the room got filled with laughter again.

"You're lying.Trish is not that kind of person and I can verge for her on that.So don't you dare speak ill of my wife in such lowly manner"

"Oh,really?Humph!Well,take a look lover boy"he smiled taking out his phone from his pants as he played a video of Phil and Trish at the medical centre as Derek watched with disbelief.

"What?It can't be.It certainly can't..."

"Oh,but it is.You do believe me now I see and I know now you've seen for yourself,you wouldn't want to walk out that door without doing anything.Well,why of course,you want to be seen as nothing but a petty loser in the eyes of that slimy bones"

"Oh!H-how could she"he said as tears dropped from his eyes"

"Awe!Does it hurt?Oh,I wouldn't know but what I do know is that,it's high time you made your choice.You with us or you're against us?"

"You know I'd do more than anything to get back at that Mac-Kenny for everything he's ever done.I'm so gonna make him pay for everything.Everything I say!"he snarled,tightening his fist really hard with his teeth clenching on each other like some rambling chains.

"Oh,how I love the sound of that!"

❀ ❀ ❀ ❀ ❀
❀Today❀
"When are we leaving Phil?"I asked rubbing my hands on my belly as I landed on the sofa with my Betty crocker in my hands.

"Anytime soon.Depending on when you wanna leave"he smiled taking my hands in his.

"Uhm,well,this Saturday sounds pretty okay to me.Though I'm really going to miss Hennsen and of course my bestie"I said wearing a sad look on.

"Oh,don't be like that.It's for your safety,you know?Most especially now things are..."

"Starting to take a drift turn..Oh!It's so awful.Mum didn't have to die like that.Even dad too even though he did some really horrible things while he was still alive but he still didn't deserve any of it.They didn't even get a chance to see Stacie and Stephanie.God!It hurts when I remember they're no more"

"Yeah,I know.It's being two weeks,so you really can't get over that so fast"

"Yeah,really"I said coughing as I quickly took up the mineral water that laid on the side stool."Ohh!"I muttered with relief as I began talking again.

"You okay now?"

"Mmm-hmm!I guess my spit went the wrong way"I laughed brushing my hair aside."So Phil,tell me.How did you get to become like this?Sorry I'm asking a lot though.I'm just,you know,a little curious about how"

"Heh!It's cool"he smiled taking the bottle from me as he made me relax on his legs."You know,when mum found me,I told you how she treated my wounds and took me with her after I got well along with grams and the kids.So over there,at Switzerland,I took over the family's business cause she took me as her son since she didn't have any"

"Wow!She's really one nice woman"I said,urging him to go on.

"Mmm-hmm!And I'm one lucky man"

"Ha!You can say that again.But hang on,she bears the name Anderson now.Did she...."

"Of course she did.But it was quite tragic Mr Anderson passed away even before we had began living with them and because he left a whole lot of fortune behind,mum decided to entrust some in my care since she couldn't handle it all and also cause she trusted me so much.She even got to send me to school at that time and that's how I got into business school and became really successful.All thanks to her"

"Oh,that's really sweet"

"Uh-huh!Just like you puffy"he teased pinching my nose like he used to at that time.

"Oh,Phil"I laughed slapping his hands away playfully.

"Ha-ha!Uhm,you hungry?I can ask grams to make you some key lime pie"he smiled,getting up.

"Ooo,I love those...and oh,can you also bring me some tater tots too...please"I smirked as the door bell rang.

"Ha!As you wish my lady.My,I wonder who that could be"he said curving his lips as he made towards the door turning the door knob as a furious Derek rage inside giving him a clout on his nose to our surprise.

"Derek?Derek stop!"I shouted on top of my voice as I watched with terror.

"You deliberately did it.How could you.She was never yours but you fought to have her with you and all you could do was get her pregnant?God!You're so shameless"he spat making to throw another punch at him as I got in the middle.

"Derek please.B-baby please listen to me.It was never his fault.It was all mine.Just please stop and go home.P-please"I pleaded placing my hands on his face as he grew softer.

"There's no home without you Tricia.You destroyed that home when you went around sleeping with this worthless being and I hate the fact that you did.You hurt me real bad and you don't even regret it.Why Trish?Why...."

"Stop it Derek!Just stop!"I cut in,glaring at him."I never slept with anyone and you know it.Phil and I never did anything and...."

"And what?And what Tricia?If what you say is really true,then who is responsible for the child you're carrying?Who the heck is?"he winced holding my arms firmly.

"N-no one Derek"I swallowed,turning my face away.

"No one?Ha!Then it's true.You and Phil have been going about deceiving me and you guys thought I was never going to find out?You know what,you're coming with me"he said pulling me with him.

"Derek let go..Let go of me..Ugh!"I yelled angrily pushing him off roughly.

"You really do have some nerves barging into my home Derek.Look at you,you can't even treat your wife well not to talk about your own daughter.You're really such an insane man"

"Phil that's enough.Please!....Derek leave.Please,just go.It's okay.I promise to explain everything..."

"You've got nothing to say to him Trish cause he's got no right over you or even your baby.Yes!You have no right Derek cause that child was conceived out of your brutal and selfish nature and because of you,Tricia's in this mess.Argh!You should thank your lucky charms that I didn't make sure you ended up spending the rest of your life rotting in that hell hole along with Jackson and the rest of the five that tried to kill me"

"Baby is this really true?The child is ours?"he said happily reaching for me as Phil pushed him back.

"Hey!Hold it"

"Hang on Phil,what did you just say?"

"My love,don't believe him.He's nothing but a liar"

"Or you're the one lying here Derek.Why don't you tell your wife the whole truth?Why don't you tell her that you're the one that actually tried to kill me many years ago?"

"What?!"I gasped under my breath."Wh-what did you say?"

"Baby he's lying.You know I'll never do such a thing.You know me.Believe me baby,I'm definitely not that kind of person He's only trying to turn you against me and that's why he's making all these up..Please baby..."

"Get your hands off me.So you're the reason why Phil and I ended up parting ways?And all these time you didn't even bother saying a word about it.God!I hate you Derek.I hate you so much"I said angrily shoving him off as tears dropped from my eyes.

"B..Baby I can explain"

"Don't touch her.You deserve no mercy Derek Matthew"

"You animal"he grunted,pouncing on Phillip as the two began throwing punches at each other wildly.

"Derek please..Derek...Please stop!Stop it"I cried bitterly as I ran off to call Mrs Hennia who was up in her room with her radio tuned to the highest volume."No wonder she hasn't heard anything so far"

"Grandma..Grandma!"

"Oh,goodness child!What's wrong?"she shuddered,getting up immediately.

"Grandma you have to hurry.Come with me"I said as we rushed downstairs together.

"My grandson...My grandson!Oh stop.You two stop it.Please!Phil...."

"Ha!You're so lucky that wretched mum of yours came to save your ass.I would have dismantled that doggie face of yours"

"Hey...Hey!Watch your tongue,you scumbag"

"Phil please..."Mrs Hennia yelled stopping halfway as Derek's bare chest flashed before her eyes since half of his buttons were already ripped off.She slowly went towards him and with her right hand,placed on his chest,parted the clothing sideways,so we could see everything clearly as she moved her hands on the huge circular mark that was embedded over there.Derek's always had that mark with him ever since he was born.Once,when I asked him,he said it was a some birthmark passed down to him by his original parents or so he thought since,his late foster parents,the Matthews didn't have one like that.

"That mark?"Mrs Hennia exclaimed,rolling her eyes at it as she stood shaking with fear."My God!It can't be"

"I-I've always had it.Well,it's nothing"he scoffed pulling away from her"I'd best be on my way now"

"No!Don't go.That's a really significant birthmark you've got there and it runs only in the family....Look!"she said,pushing the neckline of her dress down a little as she showed him hers to everyone's utter amazement."I don't believe this"she gaped,trailing her eyes to his as she cupped his cheeks perfectly."It can't be!"she exclaimed again.

"What can't be grandma?You're scaring us"Phil cut in as we stared with confusion.

"Leonard?"she called softly as Derek watched feeling more flustered.

"Leo what?I'm sorry but my name's Derek.Phillip wh-wat the hell are you and your mum planning?"

"First,she's my grandmother and you should show her some respect and secondly,she and I never planned anything,so you better..."

"Son please..Oh no-no-no,this can't be real"she said as tears dropped from her eyes.

"Hang on grandma,did you just say Leonard?As in Leo?M-my brother?"he stammered as his eyes grew wider.

"Your what?"I cut in,drawing closer.

"Yes son.I think Leo's Derek Phil"she said,hugging Derek happily as I began feeling dizzy at that moment.

"Grandma Hennia this certainly isn't him.This is my husband...Derek?The one I've been telling you about?And besides,he never grew up anywhere near here.I'm sorry but you've definitely got the wrong person"

"I know but this birthmark proves it all.Phil look at him.He looks just like your mother.He has her eyes and everything and your father's caliber too.Derek is really your brother Phillip"

"No it can't be.You all are lying.You all are"he thundered loud.

"No Derek.I'm not lying.My grandson.You're really my grandson.I can feel it"she said sentimentally making towards him again.

"Don't touch me"he feigned with anger."You really are brainy Mac-Kenny.You think your wonky pranks will work on me?Well,you're wrong cause I'll always be one step ahead of you no matter what.I'm out!"he chuckled insanely,slamming the door in our faces.

"Okay!What just happened"

THIRTY-SEVEN
"You bastard!"Derek thundered as he threw a punch on Jackson's face making him stagger backwards.

"What the hell"Jax gaped as he nursed his aching cheek.

"You broke our brotherhood pact Jax.How could you!I trusted you so much.How could you do this to me"he snared raging towards him again as the rest of the mobsters held him back.

"Calm down man.Calm down!"Shem,one of the mobsters spoke up.

"What's the matter with you?What got you into doing that?"

"What's the matter,huh?What's the matter,you say?You're really such a good actor"he chuckled releasing himself from their grip."You thought I wouldn't find out?You went back on your promise Jackson.You did and now the Parkers are gone all because of you.Oh,how could you"he continued panting heavily as sweat drenched his polo."They were totally innocent and you knew it.They were never part of our plan but you chose to take them all out.Why?Why Jackson?What did they ever do to you?"

"Well,don't blame me.It was all the boss' idea so there was nothing I could do to stop it"he said scoffingly.

"The boss?And who the hell is he?I demand to see him right now"he bellowed harder clenching his teeth tight.

"Haha!I heard some rantings going on in here.I wonder who that could be"a man in a red hat with a lighted cigarette popping out from the side of his mouth walked in from the other side of the room."Ooo my-my-my,if it isn't the almighty Matthews.Wow!Now,isn't this such a fantastic surprise?"he chuckled throwing a nasty grin at him.

"Who are you and how the hell do you know my name?"he asked furiously."Is this some sort of joke Jax?"he asked rolling his eyeballs at Jackson in an irritating manner.

"Oh easy boy.Easy!Whoo!Can't imagine the look on Tricia's face when she gets to know that her fancy lover is actually the brain behind her very own parents death.Hahaha!"he chuckled sinisterly as he trailed smoke out of his mouth with the air stenching badly with it.

"You!!!"

"Ah-ah-ah!You know you can't touch me otherwise I'll have my guys blow out your brain with these bullets they have corked up in their guns but you know,you wouldn't be of any use to me if you're dead.So humph,I'll let that naive attitude of yours roll by"

"What do you want?"

"Tchk...tchk...tchk!You've really got some nerves,you know?Well,I see your friend hasn't told you,huh?Guess you two really do have a lot to talk about"he laughed throwing a glance at Jackson."I'm James Holton by the way but the name Skidyz will do.It's much preferable"he smirked letting his hands out for a handshake as Derek turned it down.

"James?As in Tricia's James?"he asked as he looked on bewildered more."Bleep!How did I not see that?"he muttered with disbelief as he stared at the grinning fella.

"Man listen to me...I..."

"Oh,I'm so going to rip your throat out,you punk.How could you!"he barked raging towards Jax as he got a hold of his collars.

"Oh,how tribal!"he chuckled as he watched them with enthusiasm.

"..C'mon man!It was never my intention.We've been bros right from kindergarten and that pact we made was never meant to be broken but I had to do it man otherwise it'll get even worse.Jeez!How many times do I have to tell you that I'd never hurt you or anyone at all"

"Oh,yeah?You know what,I'm so done with you and whatever stupid plans you have in stall.I'm so done Jackson"he said angrily making to walk out as the men corked their guns,raising them at him.

"What's this?"

"Oh,that?It means you're one of us now Derek.So you can't leave.Why unless,you wanna die a much painful death and I know you wouldn't want that,would you?"he grinned taking out another cigarette from his breast pocket.

"Oh,I'll rather have my eyes stuck with pins than to work side by side with you dude.So do count me out of your stupid games cause there's no way I'm dancing to your tunes and you won't force me either cause I'll never be like you"he bellowed loud raising his brows at him.

"Hehe!Now that's what kids of these days don't get.You've already stooped so low and do you know what that means?You're so like me now and even worse but like you said,I'll never force you to stay but know this,that Mac-Kenny you loathe and despise so much will always be one step ahead of you in everything.Have that in mind Matthews"

"What do you mean by that?"he asked perturbed as his heart raced faster.

"Awe,daddy doesn't know?Ha!Are you guys listening?"he said as the whole room got filled with laughter to his irritation."That's right Derek.Trish is pregnant and she's all loaded up with that guy's kid while you're stuck here being nothing but a bloated fool..Heh!I gotta say,they really do make a fine couple though.You should see them"he said mockingly as the room got filled with laughter again.

"You're lying.Trish is not that kind of person and I can verge for her on that.So don't you dare speak ill of my wife in such lowly manner"

"Oh,really?Humph!Well,take a look lover boy"he smiled taking out his phone from his pants as he played a video of Phil and Trish at the medical centre as Derek watched with disbelief.

"What?It can't be.It certainly can't..."

"Oh,but it is.You do believe me now I see and I know now you've seen for yourself,you wouldn't want to walk out that door without doing anything.Well,why of course,you want to be seen as nothing but a petty loser in the eyes of that slimy bones"

"Oh!H-how could she"he said as tears dropped from his eyes"

"Awe!Does it hurt?Oh,I wouldn't know but what I do know is that,it's high time you made your choice.You with us or you're against us?"

"You know I'd do more than anything to get back at that Mac-Kenny for everything he's ever done.I'm so gonna make him pay for everything.Everything I say!"he snarled,tightening his fist really hard with his teeth clenching on each other like some rambling chains.

"Oh,how I love the sound of that!"

❀ ❀ ❀ ❀ ❀
❀Today❀
"When are we leaving Phil?"I asked rubbing my hands on my belly as I landed on the sofa with my Betty crocker in my hands.

"Anytime soon.Depending on when you wanna leave"he smiled taking my hands in his.

"Uhm,well,this Saturday sounds pretty okay to me.Though I'm really going to miss Hennsen and of course my bestie"I said wearing a sad look on.

"Oh,don't be like that.It's for your safety,you know?Most especially now things are..."

"Starting to take a drift turn..Oh!It's so awful.Mum didn't have to die like that.Even dad too even though he did some really horrible things while he was still alive but he still didn't deserve any of it.They didn't even get a chance to see Stacie and Stephanie.God!It hurts when I remember they're no more"

"Yeah,I know.It's being two weeks,so you really can't get over that so fast"

"Yeah,really"I said coughing as I quickly took up the mineral water that laid on the side stool."Ohh!"I muttered with relief as I began talking again.

"You okay now?"

"Mmm-hmm!I guess my spit went the wrong way"I laughed brushing my hair aside."So Phil,tell me.How did you get to become like this?Sorry I'm asking a lot though.I'm just,you know,a little curious about how"

"Heh!It's cool"he smiled taking the bottle from me as he made me relax on his legs."You know,when mum found me,I told you how she treated my wounds and took me with her after I got well along with grams and the kids.So over there,at Switzerland,I took over the family's business cause she took me as her son since she didn't have any"

"Wow!She's really one nice woman"I said,urging him to go on.

"Mmm-hmm!And I'm one lucky man"

"Ha!You can say that again.But hang on,she bears the name Anderson now.Did she...."

"Of course she did.But it was quite tragic Mr Anderson passed away even before we had began living with them and because he left a whole lot of fortune behind,mum decided to entrust some in my care since she couldn't handle it all and also cause she trusted me so much.She even got to send me to school at that time and that's how I got into business school and became really successful.All thanks to her"

"Oh,that's really sweet"

"Uh-huh!Just like you puffy"he teased pinching my nose like he used to at that time.

"Oh,Phil"I laughed slapping his hands away playfully.

"Ha-ha!Uhm,you hungry?I can ask grams to make you some key lime pie"he smiled,getting up.

"Ooo,I love those...and oh,can you also bring me some tater tots too...please"I smirked as the door bell rang.

"Ha!As you wish my lady.My,I wonder who that could be"he said curving his lips as he made towards the door turning the door knob as a furious Derek rage inside giving him a clout on his nose to our surprise.

"Derek?Derek stop!"I shouted on top of my voice as I watched with terror.

"You deliberately did it.How could you.She was never yours but you fought to have her with you and all you could do was get her pregnant?God!You're so shameless"he spat making to throw another punch at him as I got in the middle.

"Derek please.B-baby please listen to me.It was never his fault.It was all mine.Just please stop and go home.P-please"I pleaded placing my hands on his face as he grew softer.

"There's no home without you Tricia.You destroyed that home when you went around sleeping with this worthless being and I hate the fact that you did.You hurt me real bad and you don't even regret it.Why Trish?Why...."

"Stop it Derek!Just stop!"I cut in,glaring at him."I never slept with anyone and you know it.Phil and I never did anything and...."

"And what?And what Tricia?If what you say is really true,then who is responsible for the child you're carrying?Who the heck is?"he winced holding my arms firmly.

"N-no one Derek"I swallowed,turning my face away.

"No one?Ha!Then it's true.You and Phil have been going about deceiving me and you guys thought I was never going to find out?You know what,you're coming with me"he said pulling me with him.

"Derek let go..Let go of me..Ugh!"I yelled angrily pushing him off roughly.

"You really do have some nerves barging into my home Derek.Look at you,you can't even treat your wife well not to talk about your own daughter.You're really such an insane man"

"Phil that's enough.Please!....Derek leave.Please,just go.It's okay.I promise to explain everything..."

"You've got nothing to say to him Trish cause he's got no right over you or even your baby.Yes!You have no right Derek cause that child was conceived out of your brutal and selfish nature and because of you,Tricia's in this mess.Argh!You should thank your lucky charms that I didn't make sure you ended up spending the rest of your life rotting in that hell hole along with Jackson and the rest of the five that tried to kill me"

"Baby is this really true?The child is ours?"he said happily reaching for me as Phil pushed him back.

"Hey!Hold it"

"Hang on Phil,what did you just say?"

"My love,don't believe him.He's nothing but a liar"

"Or you're the one lying here Derek.Why don't you tell your wife the whole truth?Why don't you tell her that you're the one that actually tried to kill me many years ago?"

"What?!"I gasped under my breath."Wh-what did you say?"

"Baby he's lying.You know I'll never do such a thing.You know me.Believe me baby,I'm definitely not that kind of person He's only trying to turn you against me and that's why he's making all these up..Please baby..."

"Get your hands off me.So you're the reason why Phil and I ended up parting ways?And all these time you didn't even bother saying a word about it.God!I hate you Derek.I hate you so much"I said angrily shoving him off as tears dropped from my eyes.

"B..Baby I can explain"

"Don't touch her.You deserve no mercy Derek Matthew"

"You animal"he grunted,pouncing on Phillip as the two began throwing punches at each other wildly.

"Derek please..Derek...Please stop!Stop it"I cried bitterly as I ran off to call Mrs Hennia who was up in her room with her radio tuned to the highest volume."No wonder she hasn't heard anything so far"

"Grandma..Grandma!"

"Oh,goodness child!What's wrong?"she shuddered,getting up immediately.

"Grandma you have to hurry.Come with me"I said as we rushed downstairs together.

"My grandson...My grandson!Oh stop.You two stop it.Please!Phil...."

"Ha!You're so lucky that wretched mum of yours came to save your ass.I would have dismantled that doggie face of yours"

"Hey...Hey!Watch your tongue,you scumbag"

"Phil please..."Mrs Hennia yelled stopping halfway as Derek's bare chest flashed before her eyes since half of his buttons were already ripped off.She slowly went towards him and with her right hand,placed on his chest,parted the clothing sideways,so we could see everything clearly as she moved her hands on the huge circular mark that was embedded over there.Derek's always had that mark with him ever since he was born.Once,when I asked him,he said it was a some birthmark passed down to him by his original parents or so he thought since,his late foster parents,the Matthews didn't have one like that.

"That mark?"Mrs Hennia exclaimed,rolling her eyes at it as she stood shaking with fear."My God!It can't be"

"I-I've always had it.Well,it's nothing"he scoffed pulling away from her"I'd best be on my way now"

"No!Don't go.That's a really significant birthmark you've got there and it runs only in the family....Look!"she said,pushing the neckline of her dress down a little as she showed him hers to everyone's utter amazement."I don't believe this"she gaped,trailing her eyes to his as she cupped his cheeks perfectly."It can't be!"she exclaimed again.

"What can't be grandma?You're scaring us"Phil cut in as we stared with confusion.

"Leonard?"she called softly as Derek watched feeling more flustered.

"Leo what?I'm sorry but my name's Derek.Phillip wh-wat the hell are you and your mum planning?"

"First,she's my grandmother and you should show her some respect and secondly,she and I never planned anything,so you better..."

"Son please..Oh no-no-no,this can't be real"she said as tears dropped from her eyes.

"Hang on grandma,did you just say Leonard?As in Leo?M-my brother?"he stammered as his eyes grew wider.

"Your what?"I cut in,drawing closer.

"Yes son.I think Leo's Derek Phil"she said,hugging Derek happily as I began feeling dizzy at that moment.

"Grandma Hennia this certainly isn't him.This is my husband...Derek?The one I've been telling you about?And besides,he never grew up anywhere near here.I'm sorry but you've definitely got the wrong person"

"I know but this birthmark proves it all.Phil look at him.He looks just like your mother.He has her eyes and everything and your father's caliber too.Derek is really your brother Phillip"

"No it can't be.You all are lying.You all are"he thundered loud.

"No Derek.I'm not lying.My grandson.You're really my grandson.I can feel it"she said sentimentally making towards him again.

"Don't touch me"he feigned with anger."You really are brainy Mac-Kenny.You think your wonky pranks will work on me?Well,you're wrong cause I'll always be one step ahead of you no matter what.I'm out!"he chuckled insanely,slamming the door in our faces.

"Okay!What just happened"

THIRTY-EIGHT
"Sister Lilian,someone's here to see you"Sister Lucy,a dark-skinned lady in her thirties who also works at Saint Mary's orphanage home,Grace valley,informed.

"Very well Sister Lucy"the reverend mother said with her eyes glued on some documents.

"Good day reverend mother"Derek bowed with his palms joined together.

"Bless you child"she said,taking her head up a little as her eyes met with Derek's.A boy,she had once taken under her care."Derek?Oh!It's being a long time my boy"she said delightedly getting up from her seat."Come here...Come here!Have a seat child"she said enthusiastically,ushering him beside her as she shifted the documents that were piled up on her desk a little bit.

"Oh,reverend mother.It's being really long I must say"

"Oh,child.You don't look so well.Is everything,all right?"she asked concerned as she stared at Derek who have grown so lean by the day.

"Yes reverend mother.Yes.But actually,I'm here because I'm curious about something and I'll love to talk about it with you...Uhm,whilst alone.Ahem!"he coughed slightly throwing a quick glance at Sister Lucy.

"Oh,I see...Sister Lucy,you may go now"she said to the young reverend sister as she hurried outside.

"So,now no one's here,what's that you want to talk about,dear child?Is something wrong?"

"Not really reverend mother but I'll like to know how I got to end up here.I could remember quite vividly that I stayed here for quite sometime before the Matthews got to adopt me five years later.What really happened reverend mother?Who are my real parents?"

"Oh,child!Do you really want to know?"

"Of course reverend mother.I really do want to.You know I've always taken you like a mother.And even when my foster parents got to take me with them,I never stopped coming to see you and you also never cared less.So please reverend mother,tell me who they really are?"

"Oh child!"she breathed getting up."They...They're no more.You were the only survivor...."she continued as tears dropped off from her eyes.

"The only survivor?"he cut in as his eyes grew wider."How do you mean,reverend mother?"

"Yes..Yes my child.You were the only survivor in that car crash that happened twenty-six years ago on Fifth Avenue.I can never forget that day.Gosh!It was really tragic as I happened to witness everything with my own eyes.I couldn't believe it when the wailings of a child came rapidly from inside.You were so little.Let's say two cause you looked it and not just that,you were beautiful.No one could believe it but it wasn't just any tale that someone would just lie about"she sighed shaking her head."When the rescuers came around,they found you"she continued taking her seat again."And there,tou laid,right in your mama's arms unharmed without any scratch...nothing at all.It was surprising as people wondered how you survived with the vehicle in such condemned state but you miraculously did and that's how I took you with me and showered you with every love and care I ever could until the day things turned out wrong when both the Matthew's were gone and so were you.My heart was so heavy.I searched and searched,hoping that one day you'll come back to us and as fate will have it,I saw you one day,with a man I knew so well"she paused,smiling as he listened with much interest looking bewildered."And then,I knew you were in a much better hands.So,you see child,you're just no ordinary baby and that's why you'll always mean everything to me"she finally concluded,taking a deep breath.

"Oh!"he breathed as memories of what went on at Phillip's house some days ago came flooding his mind."Ohhh!So it's true"he muttered,feeling sorrowful more."But reverend mother,do you know anything about this?"he asked,showing his birthmark to her.

"Oh,that"she chuckled adjusting her glasses."Well,that there,is a really significant birthmark.It's being embedded on that chest of yours ever since I carried you in my arms and I can say I haven't seen anything like it"she paused,adjusting her spectacles again as she examined it."But I have to admit that you took it from either of your parents.That's all I can tell you child.I'm sorry you got to know about this"

"Oh,no reverend mother.I really thank you for everything.Thank you so much mother.Thank you"he said kneeling down before her.

"Oh,you don't have to thank me child.Get up"she smiled helping him up."Go in peace now,my child.May the good Lord be with you...Amen!"

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"Oh,I'm coming"Grandma Hennia's voice came from inside as she hurried towards the door,pushing it ajar."Trish?"Mrs Hennia called looking frightened as I got up from the couch.

"Grandmother?"Derek said emotionally rushing into her arms to my surprise.

"Did he just say grandmother?Oh no!So I've been in love with two brothers all these time?"I thought really hard as my whole body began to tremble.

"I know everything now.The whole truth...everything...Gosh!I'm so sorry grandmother.I'm really sorry for everything"

"Oh,son.I knew it the minute I saw you.I knew it"she said as her tears continued flowing.

"Grandma Hennia...Is-Is he..."

"Yes Trish.He really is Leo"she said happily as my face grew pale immediately.

"What?!"I exclaimed as Phil walked in,totally unaware of what was happening.

"Hey grandma!What's popping?"he laughed as he went about his usual tease,stopping halfway at the sudden sight of Derek.

"You animal!What did you do to my grandma?!"he barked,raging towards Derek surprisingly as he struck him a blow,making him stumble.

"Son!Son please..."Grandma Hennia cried holding him back as I quickly got in front of Derek.

"Phil...Phil listen to me.Y...you can't..."

"What do you mean I can't?I see tears dropping off from my grandma's eyes and you expect me to do nothing?Oh,I've had enough of you,you jerk"he snarled,raging towards him again as grandma Hennia got in front.

"Phil...son,You really can't...Derek is your brother.He's really your brother Phillip"she said out loud,releasing the bombshell to Phillip's hearing.

"What?!No...No!It can't be....That can't be right,can it grandma?"he yelled,staring with shock.

"It's the truth Phillip.Derek is your flesh and blood...Our Leo"

"B-but how?Leo died in that car crash along with mum and dad.So what are you saying grandma?Why are you believing him all of a sudden?"

"No son.It's really the truth.Derek is really your brother"

"Bro...."

"Don't!"he shot back angrily,making to leave

"Son..Son!Where are you going?"

"Just let me be grandmaI need to clear my head out for a couple of minutes"he said as he tightened his fists."You know what,I'll see you guys later"he smiled faintly as he turned the door knob.

"Phil..."

"Trish,it's okay.Just stay here.Your husband needs you more"he said,stepping out completely without looking back at me or anyone else and from that moment,I knew that things were never going to be right...Ever again!

THIRTY-NINE
❀October,1997❀
"Phillipee?Baby,where are you?"Rose's voice rung out from the living room.The living room can be seen to have pretty chandeliers,brightly shinning down from with fine linens,hovering on every sides.It was quite admirable and one could see it for which it was..... "Phillipee!!!"Phillipee's mother called louder this time as she rocked her younger son,Leo to sleep."Baby...."

"Coming mother.I'm coming"the little boy said,racing downstairs,with his fancy bag pack swaying on his back.

"Oh,goodness son!You're running late already and your school bus is waiting outside.And goodness me!What in the world did you to to your hair?"she smiled running her hands on his curly brown hair.

"Oh,ma.I just finished combing it"he laughed wiggling off from her.

"Hmm,that smell?"she said thinking as her nostrils captured the scent of her hair shampoo."You used my shampoo?Gosh,baby how many times did I tell you not to touch it"she scolded softly,rolling her eyes at him,that was exactly the same as Leo's."You do know you're not allowed to use that cause you're still a...."

"A baby?"he cut in,squeezing his face."C'mon mother.I'm nine already"he laughed,bending forth to kiss his baby brother."See ya LeLe.Big brother will be back soon,all right?Don't miss me much"he said to him patting his little head gently.

"Oh,I wasn't saying that baby.I'm only looking out for you,you know?You know very well that thing could get into your eyes and I do know you don't want that"

"Yeah,yeah mom!I've heard you.I won't do it next time"

"You better not.Oh my,look at the time.You better hurry now or they'll leave you behind"

"Sure mama.Byeee.You too Lee!"

"Be safe baby.I love you"

"Moo......oom!!!"

"I said I love you"she chuckled making towards him.

"Mom,stop.I'm not a baby anymore"he laughed,feigning a frown.

"Haha!But you act like one.Oh,you better hurry,so your dad won't come downstairs and start yelling.You do know how he is"

"Ha!Yeah right"

"Aww,my baby is so handsome"she teased,planting a kiss on his cheek."I bet you'll grow up to be a fine young man,just like your father"

"Ha!I wish not"he mumbled.

"What did you say,now?"

"Nothing mommy.I love you"he chuckled hurrying outside.

"Oh,I love you baby"

❀Nine hours later❀
"Yo mum!I'm home now"he spoke with enthusiasm as he raced inside.
"Hmm,where is everybody?"he muttered under his breath as he searched for them."Mum....Dad?Where are you?"Mum......."he called as he heard the front door pop open,making him jumpy.

"Grandma?Oh,man!You scared me grams"

"Oh son...Oh!"she breathed,embracing him before he could say anything as tears dropped from her eyes.

"Grams?Hmm,why are you crying?Did something happen?Where is mom and dad?And LeLe too"he asked feeling frightened.

"Oh,my baby!My baby"she continued with the weeping,getting him in an even more confused state.

"Grandma where are they?I want to see my mother and father.I want to see mommy grandma.Where did they go to?They ought to be back by now"he said impatiently,slipping out from her arms as he fixed his eyes on the wall clock that struck 4 O'clock."It's taking really long.Why aren't they home yet grandma?"

"Son,your..your parents are in a better place now"she said shakily,drawing closer to him.

"What do you mean grandma?What do you mean they are in a better place?Do tell me grandma.I want to go see them in the better place along with Leo"he aid clutching onto her as grandma Hennia said nothing."Why aren't you saying anything grandma?Are they sick?Where are they?I need to see them"

"Oh,my grandson!You can't do that anymore.Your mum and dad are both gone,along with your brother.Oh!"

"Mom and dad a-are gone?Along with Leo?What do you mean by that grandma?And where did they go too?"

"Oh!They're all gone son.You'll never be able to see them again.I'm so sorry"

"Gone?As in de-dead?"he questioned as his eyes grew wider."No?No!Mom and dad can't be dead...They can't be dead,can they grandma?Mom promised she'll always be with me.Why did she have to leave...No!Mommy...daddy...Where are you....?Mommy...."

Phil,could hear his little voice echoing aloud,repeatedly in his ears.It's being a really long time now,but he never forgot all about it for it remained every green in some part of his mind.He wandered endlessly,far lost in thoughts as he felt a tap on his shoulders,bringing him back to reality.

"You okay?"Trish's voice came,as she sat on the grass alongside.

"Yeah...I think?"

"Well,I don't expect a yes after everything that's happened.Here!You need this more than I do"she smiled,shoving the bottle of Gatorade in his hand.

"Thanks"

"So....what's it gonna be?"she chipped in again."I talked with Derek though and uhm,he seemed a bit sorry...I guess?You know Derek.Gosh!Our lives are really really weird"she chuckled slightly,taking a deep breath.

"Yeah.I can't believe my own brother actually tried to kill me"

"I know how you feel but hey,you don't have to take it like that.He wouldn't have thought of that if he knew you two were ever related"she said,consoling him,with her arms all wrapped up around his shoulders.

"You don't understand Tricia.You don't understand how much I grew to hate him,totally unaware that I was hating on my own flesh and blood.God!Why does it have to be like this?"he winced."You know,I can't help but think  that all this drama started..."

"Hold on.Are you trying to say it's my fault?"she asked bewildered raising her brows at him.

"No?No Trish,I wasn't saying that.It's totally not your fault..really"

"Then,what are you insinuating?"

"I was only saying that...Uh,you know what,just scratch that out.Don't wanna talk about it"

"Hmm,oh well,you hungry?You want me to get you something?You haven't eaten since morn,you know and I'm starting to get worried"

"Nah,I'm cool.I just need some time alone"he sighed burying his head in his palms.

"Some time alone?Heh!So,now you want me to leave?"she scoffed,totally not believing his sudden change of attitude.

"C'mon Trish,don't get me wrong.I'm only saying I need sometime alone.So I can think and you know,get use to the whole thing.Just please let me be for now...all right?"

"Oh...Oh,I..Uh,I didn't realise that.I should go then"

"Trish?"

"No...No,I perfectly understand.Take care of yourself Phil.I'll be leaving now"

"No wait...Trish!"

"What Phil?Just say it.Look me in the eye and tell me that you regret everything you ever felt for me.Do it Phillip cause I'm seeing you're starting to blame me for everything.Believe me,if I knew things were going to be this way,I wouldn't have loved any of you.Now,you're starting to think it's my fault.Gosh!"

"No Trish.It's not your fault in anyway and I don't regret every loving you.Believe me"he said,drawing nearer as he cupped her face."I love you Tricia.I really do but our love can't stand for now,not when everything isn't going right..."

"So you're giving up,is that it?"

"No.I'm not saying I am but we can't be together not until everything is at peace...where you and I,will be together without anyone getting in our way.I'm sorry Trish,but I can't do this anymore"

"Phil no...No,you can't.I know you don't want to do this.I know you don't want to.Why do you want to let go now?Wh-what about our kids?What about me?Have you thought about what will happen to me?Why...why?"

"I'm sorry,believe me I really am but I have to do this...For you!I'll see you soon Tricia Matthews...."

......Moving on......

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"Mac,is what I'm hearing really true?Tricia's husband is really your biological brother?"Ray asked feeling astonished.

"Yeap.Life's a fucking bitch man"he laughed,getting his legs crossed.

"Whoa!Who could have even guess ed that.Man!But how did Trish take it?Hope she didn't faint this time?"

"Haha!No,of course not.Haven't seen her for days though but I do miss her"

"You do know you can't avoid her right?C'mon man,you're doing it all wrong.You really need to go see her,especially now she isn't in her right mind"

"Uh,how do you mean?She should be happy.She's got her husband with her."

"Well,you're seeing what she wants you to believe but she ain't good man.I can't believe you're avoiding granny's house just because of her"

"Well,what do you want me to do?I can't make her leave.Wait,hang on,did you say you saw her?W-well how is she?Did you see a tear?"

"Heh!Oh,no man.But her facial look does say it all.You really have to go see her.Besides,she's also a victim here.You can't blame her for what went on man"

"I know but gosh,I don't know..I just...I just can't Ray.And knowing that Derek is really my brother,I don't know if I'll ever be able to get a hold on her again.I can't believe things are really going this way"

"This way?So you're giving up?After all these years?"

"I don't have a choice.I love Tricia but I just can't continue with this fight even though she's also the mother of my kids.And you do know Derek has full advantage over her because she's his legal wife and me,I'm....I'm just..Oh!I don't even know what to say"he voiced out frustratedly,rolling his sleeves up.

"Of course she is but you just can't give up now.We've come a long way and besides Trish loves you more than you even know and you can't just leave her off like with your girls involved in all these.That'd affect them too"

"Well,what do you want me to do?It's not like I want to lose her again but I need to do what's right.She's better off without me.She deserves to be happy and I want her to be.I really want her to"

"Sir,someone's here to see you.He said is a brother of yours.Should I let him in?"Connor,Mac's PA cut in from outside.

"Why,speak of the devil"Ray chuckled by the corner,getting up as he threw a quick glance at him.

"Heh.Well,let him in"he said as Derek walked in.

"Hey bro.Surprise!"Derek smiled making towards him.

"Hey...Not so fast!"Ray said,coming in front.

"It's okay Ray.He can't do anything"he said signalling to Ray to leave.

"So....to what do I owe this visit Derek?Does your wife know you're here?"

"Trish?C'mon,you and I know that she's been hounding me for a long time now but that's not why I'm here.Actually,I came to apologize for everything.I'm truly sorry for everything I caused you Phil.I hope you can forgive me big bro"

"You're sorry?Heh!You shouldn't be apologizing to me but to Trish instead,cause you hurt her more"

"And that's why I need your help.Please Phil.She won't even look at me and I'm so ashamed of everything I've done"he said feeling remorseful.

"Well,I don't know.Owning to the fact you tried to kill me a thousand times?Ha!You're definitely talking to the wrong guy"he scoffed,relaxing back on his chair.

"Oh,c'mon,I said I'm sorry.It's being eight years now.Are you still mad at me...?"

"Oh,you have no idea dude.I would have been dead by now and maybe,you wouldn't have even realized your mistake,if not you got to know that we're related but like you said,it's all in the past.So I've totally got no grudges against you"he smiled,letting his hand out for an handshake.

"Oh,thank you.Thank you so much.So we're bros then?"

"I guess so.We certainly are"

FORTY
❀ Derek❀
"Oooh,what a wonderful day"

"A wonderful day you say?Mbok's voice came.Don't tell me your wife came home and you didn't bother about telling me?"he continued,feigning anger.Mbok was of a much higher class.Most people preferred the name Stan as his last name was quite a mouthful for them.He was Derek's business partner and a fine young man as at that.He was a black,a half cast to say as his father was an African,a Zimbabwean to be exact and his mother....well,not quite sure,but many did say she came from some part of Chicago but no one really knew for sure as his private life was always kept on a low key.So,only few could tell.

"You know I can't do that man.What makes you think she'll come back when she's finally got them kids with her"he scoffed a little.

"Oh my!She finally got to know?"

"Oh,I didn't tell you?It's a good thing Phil didn't know that I was actually the one behind it all"he chuckled sinisterly.

"Dude,you gotta be really careful"he advised,lowering his voice.

"You know I always am man.And besides,it doesn't matter anyway.No one will ever get to know,why unless,you go telling her.You're the only one that knows my secret"

"Oh,you know I won't do that bro.I got your back always"

"Ha!I trust you"

"So what's it gonna be?You giving up now??"

"Never!"he yelled,panting.

"Whoa!You really need to get that temper of yours under control"

"Haha!You know I didn't mean that but you know Tricia's mine afterall.Not like I'm gonna force her into coming back or anything"he scoffed,biting his lower lip.

"Hmm,are you really sure you're the one saying this?"he asked,feeling bewildered.

"Of course it's your best friend talking.What do you expect me to say?"

"Haha!I know you man.You don't just give up easily even if someone hangs a rope around your neck"

"Oh,the flattering"he laughed picking up a gum from the side of his desk as he showed it to him."Want some?"

"Nah.Not until you tell me what you've got in mind.I know you have something.Spill it"

"All right...all right!You got me.I do have a plan though"he chuckled leaning closer as he tossed the bubble gum at him."Three days ago,I met up with Phil..."

"Whoooo!I bet you two got the house messy after that"he teased,ripping the wrappers open recklessly as he threw it on him.

"Ha!And why will it be when my plans would get ruined when that happens?But anyway,we just had some brotherly chitchats,but you know me,I always have my way of doing things"he chuckled throwing a wink at him.

"Damn!I should have guessed that"

"Oh,you should have.You said it yourself,I don't give up easily,so why should I now,when everything's perfectly falling into place"

"Oh,I do hope so.You're one crafty sire I must say"

"Ha,oh,I know man...I know"he grinned with pride.

"But hang on,what's the plan first of all?Hope it beats the other ones you've been making ever since?"

"Oh,it sure does.Trust me!That guy wouldn't know what hit him"

"Whooo!I'm so sca.....ared"

"Heh!It's really gonna freak 'em out.Well,of course.I can't believe I actually fooled him into believing that I was sorry for everything"he snorted laughing really hard till his sides aches.

"He actually believed?"

"Oh,I did get him there.You should have been there.I guess he isn't as smart as he made us believe"

"I just hope nothing goes wrong this time"he said,ruminating on what his friend had just said."But c'mon man,you really have to take it easy on him.He's still your brother,you know?And how are you sure you're gonna be able to push through with this devious plan of yours?Remember blood is thicker than water"

"Oh,nothing can change mind now.I've waited a really long time for this.Hahaha!I can't believe they actually thought they were going to fool me into believing every stupid lies that ever came out from their mouth.But come to think of it,I'm actually going to use that to my advantage cause that'll make me to get even closer to Trish and to the family at large.Not like they're my real family anyway.I know no one"

"Ooh man!Take a deep breath.Breathe"he motioned with his hands."I still don't know why you're so furious with the Mac-Kennys.It's not like they did something bad to you and besides,their blood runs in your veins and there's nothing you can do to ever change that..."

"Their blood?Oh,their blood?Well,where were they when I was suffering out on the streets,begging for alms and relying on anything I could lay my hands on?Where were they,huh?Oh,you've got no idea how much I hate them"

"Oh,I see.So this is where your anger is coming from?You feel they abandoned you all these years and that made you become like this?Wow!And here I thought it's got something to do with Trish.It isn't about her,is it?"

"She also brought about this feud and all I want is for you to support me.Besides,there's no going back now and I don't see myself ever finding redemption"

"Oh,don't say that D.They didn't even know you were alive.So I wouldn't blame them and besides,everyone finds redemption"

"You think?Anyway,I don't believe in any of that shit and it doesn't really matter.My mind's already made up.It's left for you to join forces with me"he paused raising his brows at him."So you in or you're out?"

"You know I'll always stand by you no matter what,but this...I don't know man.This isn't right"he breathed,getting up.

"What's not right?C'mon,you've been my best friend these past few years and I know you won't let go now"

"Oh!"he muttered,thinking really hard."I'll have to think about it"

"Well,if you say so but hey,you've got only a week.Only a week!You know where to find me"

"Yeah.See you later man"

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"Son,oh,you're here"Grandma Hennia said happily,hugging Phil.

"Thank you grandma.Are the kids back yet?"

"Oh,no dear.Trish went to pick them"

"Oh!"

"Just that?Son,what's going on with you and Trish?Why aren't you two talking to each other?Did something happen?"

"No grandma.That's not it.Trish didn't do anything"he smiled,pulling the dinning chairs out as they both sat down.

"Then what is it son?"

"It's nothing grandma.Please let's not talk about it...okay?".

"Hmm,but son,what about your brother?Has he talked to you?Have you guys settled your differences now?"

"He came to my office..."

"He did?Oh,that's good news.What did he say?"

"Well,he did apologize but like they say,people don't really change that easily"

"What does that mean?You don't think he's telling the truth?"

"Grandma,you know that guy tried to kill me,not once...not twice and not just that,he did a whole lot of bad things to Trish.I don't think I'll ever be able to forget everything he's ever done and besides,I don't believe anything he says"

"Oh son,don't say that.He's your brother...Leonard"

"A brother I never grew up with?It's really gonna be hard grandma"

"I know son but you really need to put everything behind since he actually came to you and asked for your forgiveness.Please son...I beg of you"she pleaded making to kneel.

"Oh,no,no grandma.You really shouldn't.I've heard everything you said"

"Grandma...Daddy!!!"the twins called happily,rushing towards them with Trish and Ryn following behind.

"Oh children...You're back"she said happily embracing them.

"Welcome my pretties.How was school?Did you have fun?"Phil chipped in clutching onto them.

"We sure did daddy.We really did"their voice echoed loudly,making the living room lively again.

"Hi grandma Hennia"Trish came in,planting a peck on her senile cheek.Grandma Hennia,though in her seventies,still looked fresh but old age was starting to tell on her as one could notice it for sure.

"Hi nana.We missed you"Ryn cut in,pecking her alongside as she went to Phil.

"Hi Uncle Phillip"

"Hi to you too Princess.Hope you had fun with your sisters?"

"Of course Uncle Phillip.Mommy took us on a really fun ride before we headed home"

"And we had lots and lots of ice cream too"Stacie chipped in,moving in between his legs.

"And let's not leave the chocolate cookies out.They sure were awesome...Mmm-hmm!"Stephanie spoke alongside,giggling softly.

"Wow...Mommy's so adorable,isn't she?"he smiled throwing a quick glance at her as their eyes met.

"Um,grams,we'll see you guys later.The kids need a warm bath now.They've had such a long day"

"Awe,not fair mommy.We want to stay with daddy a little"the older one cut in feigning a frown.

"Your mum's right child.Come on now.Susan!Susan...."Grandma Hennia called as Nanny Susan hurried downstairs.

"Oh,children,you're back.I didn't hear you guys come in"

"Good afternoon nanny Suz"they greeted in unison as they made towards the stairs.

"Oh,good day kids.Come on now.Let's go clean you up"

"Oh,all right"they shrugged,squeezing their faces."We'll see you later daddy"

"Sure kids.Be careful,all right?"

"You know it dad"

"Oh,wait for me you guys.C'mon mommy,let's go"

"Oh,no baby.Your mommy's gonna have to stay with us for a while"Grandma Hennia swiftly cut in.

"Uhm,I think not grandma.I need to see to it that the kids are all right?"

"Why,they are dear.Nanny's Susan with them.Just come sit"she smiled,pulling out the dinning chair for her."Ryn,your mom will join you very soon,okay?"

"Well,okay grandma.Bye-bye!"

"Lovely!Now the kids are all upstairs,can you tell me why you two are being like this?"she asked staring at the duo who had their eyes glued on the glass table.
"Am I not talking to living beings?"

"It's certainly nothing grams.I said I don't wanna talk about it"

"I don't want to know son.God!Why are you being so stubborn.You two need to settle whatever thing that's going on between you both and it's now or never.For Christ sake Phillipee,she's not the one at fault but you're making it look as if she is.Why son?!"

"It's not like that grandma.Believe me"

"Then if it isn't,you both have better work things out before I come back.I'll be going upstairs now"she said angrily as she stormed upstairs,leaving them both.

"Trish...."

"I don't wanna hear it"she said making to leave as Phil held her back.

"Trish you have to listen.I'm sorry about what happened.I shouldn't have acted that way"

"You're sorry?That's it?"she shot back pulling away from him.

"Yes I really am.I admit it.I acted like a total jerk back there and I regret it now.Please forgive me"he apologized genuinely.

"Oh,you want me to now?Do you know how bad those words hurt me?You were indirectly saying it was my fault and I didn't like it You really should know how to talk Phil.You weren't like this before.What happened to you?"

"I know.That was totally wrong of me and that's why I said I'm doing this.I'm really sorry.You have no idea how hurt I am knowing I hurt you"he said remorsefully,pulling her into his arms."I'm really sorry Tricia.If there's anything I can do to make it up to you,believe me I will"

"You will?Then take me with you"she swallowed,taking a deep breath as her head laid firmly on his chest.

"I should take you with me?But Trish,you know I can't.Not with Derek here"he muttered sadly,raising her chin as he continued."And you also know I'm never going to leave you behind..."

"I know but I don't wanna be in this town anymore and you know that as far as I'm here,Derek will do everything within his power to get me back with him and I never want to go back to that house.I don't want to"

"You're not going anywhere.I promise I won't let him do that.C'mon,stop crying.It isn't healthy for you or the baby.Please stop..."he consoled wiping her tears.
"Come,let me take you to your room.You'll feel lots warmer there than down here"

"Thanks.You're totally forgiven Philip Mac-Kenny"she laughed,throwing a playful punch at him as they both hugged each other again,getting wrapped up in the sweet sweet moment.....

So uhm,I decided to share a literary work of mine over here a month ago,hoping that I will be able to interact with people of the same belief and also get ideas and experience the beauty of story writing and poem composition.And since,my friend who introduced me to this platform told me it was quite fascinating,I thought it to be so but frankly speaking,I'm seeing the opposite and it's not encouraging.I know I'm not the only one centering on this.I mean,come on,I need to be seeing people's ideas and point of views and even critics,coming from all corners...It makes story writing more fun but everyone's being mute and just reading...It's...I don't even know what to call it.What's the problem?Is it the story?It isn't educating?Is it such a bore?Please I wanna know cause if everyone's like this over here,I'm never dropping any of my stories that I wished to share with you guys,ever again cause there isn't any form of appreciation unlike other sites.....Btw which means By The Way if you're wondering...I'll be taking a little time out so that those who are yet to finish with the other parts,will be able to read and won't be left behind...Anyway,I won't go any further...Just make sure you invite others when reading...Anyone..Everyone is free to read.Enjoy the rest of the day...
...SMILES...

ASBEE
TiffanyJ
Bestie93
houseofwags
Twizzy90
Elvictor
.........

thanks for the iv honey, am now here

I have gone through the first page, I thought novel has more of description than interaction... my perspective tho.. stand to be corrected.

just keep up the good work girl, with time... everything you desire will fall into place, I will give my own share of observation after enjoying the page 2... am too greedy.

Elvictor:
I have gone through the first page, I thought novel has more of description than interaction... my perspective tho.. stand to be corrected.

Oh,I know that dear..And that's why I've got the original book with me and I'm also putting more things to it to make it look much alive....I'll still repost everything when I'm done..

Elvictor:
just keep up the good work girl, with time... everything you desire will fall into place, I will give my own share of observation after enjoying the page 2... am too greedy.

I'm looking forward to that.

Elvictor:
I have gone through the first page, I thought novel has more of description than interaction... my perspective tho.. stand to be corrected.

And oh,I'll tell you why I made it a bit that way....Most I've descriptions....You'll notice as you go on reading them...It's not just like any other novel where no one's narrating....The main subject is about the girl mentioned earlier and she's the one telling us her story....Anyway,just tag along..I wouldn't want to ruin the rest of the story for you.....

Ciara9251:
TWENTY-EIGHT
❀Saturday❀
"Trish,are you really sure you want to do this?"Chels stared with concern as she rubbed her hands on me.

"I've always been ready"I voiced courageously pushing the car door out.

"Do you want me to come with you?"she asked peering out from the driver's seat.

"No.It's best I should go alone.I'll see you when I get back all right?"I said heading straight for the building having Macville's property inscribed in front.

"Hey!No trespassing"the security in white uniform shot back hoarsely.

"Oh!I'm sorry sir but please have you any idea if..."

"Trish!"a voice called from behind startling me.I could feel my legs tremble from beneath now.

"Ph-Phil!"I turned around as our eyes met with the atmosphere changing vigorously.I could feel the air around me get still for a moment and I bet if some passers-by were watching from a distance,they'd think we were shooting a movie or something.The fluttery feelings in my tum hovered repeatedly as I stood gazing at him without uttering any word."Am I dreaming?"I swallowed hard standing motionless as I fixed my eyes on the expensive tux that perfectly fitted his now changed masculine figure.He looked entirely different as he had such blazing hot stature with his hair shimmering brightly in the sun as it curled upwards in a magnificent way and my,his smile,that smile I always longed to see braced his dimpled cheek exquisitely as I watched him rush towards me to my amazement,embracing my curved figure passionately as we got lost in the moment."How,I missed this"I muttered inside as I felt the warmth of having his arms around me crawl out just like old times.

"Phil"I called softly entangling from him as I wiped my tears off immediately so he wouldn't see."Phil what happened to you?Why didn't you search for me all these years?"I finally asked the long throbbing question that I've been yearning to be set free from my poor yonder wandering heart.

"Come inside Trish.I'm really pleased seeing you again"he said ushering me inside as he ordered his driver to take his car with him.

.....
"Argh!Curse you Mac-Kenny!"Derek cursed from a distance as he banged his knuckles on the steering wheel."You think you can take Trish away from me?Heh!How stupid of you to come back alive"he ranted as he watched the duo leave."And as for you Tricia,you'll pay dearly for going about cheating on me with that filthy oaf.That I promise bitch"he snared zooming off in a heart bit.


"Ding dong!"the door bell rang in a so classy way.
"Oh,I'm coming"I heard a lady utter from inside as the door swung ajar revealing her fully.

"Jane?"I stared with shock as I ran my eyes on her.

"Mrs Matthews?Wow!What a pleasant surprise"she said enthusiastically letting us in."Hi Mackey.I see you got someone with ya.Ooo,sweet-ish"she said stylishly,jamming the door.

"Janine...Be good!"Phil cautioned teasingly.

"Ha!You know it bro"she smiled as Phil handed her his briefcase.

"Bro?How's that..."

"Oh,darling,he's my brother.Anyway,I'll leave you two now.Have fun,you two"she giggled hurrying outside.

"You do have such a lovely home I must say"I complimented admiring the picture frames that hung on all corners."Hang on,those kids..."I winced as I sighted a portrait of two girls that looked just like Ryn's little friends.

"You mean my kids?Oh,that's Stacie and Stephanie back when they were four...Such amazing swans God blessed me with"he laughed standing right next to me.

"Your kids?What?!"I exclaimed as I felt my heart shatter inside."You're married?"

"Um,have a seat Trish.Well,what do you want to eat?I bet you still got a thing for turkey laps,am I right?"he teased trying to change the subject.

"Answer my question Phillip.Are you married?I mean seriously,how could you move on so fast?"I asked with disbelief,glaring at him."I thought you were dead.Why didn't you come back?Why didn't you come back for me?"I sobbed uncontrollably whacking him with my hands not minding if it ached.

"Trish...Trish listen to me"he said holding me back.

"I spent day and night crying and hoping that one day you'll come back but you never did.Not even on our kids funeral.I was hoping and waiting.I was hoping that you'd come take me with you but you never showed up.Do you know how horrible and miserable I felt those past few years?I was miserable Phillip.I didn't just lose my babies.I also lost you...I lost you..."I wept bitterly as he pulled me into his arms.

"Trish listen to me.I never intended for things to turn out this way but I just couldn't stay back after what I saw you go through.I just couldn't"

"All I went through?You never caused me anything Phil.I loved you and I was ready to go through anything with you but then,you threw it all away and abandoned everything we ever shared.Do you know how hard I was convincing myself that things were going to be okay?But they weren't.I knew they were never going to be.I was hurt....I was heartbroken all because you turned your back on me without caring if that was gonna hurt me real bad"I continued with the bickering as I watched with tearful eyes.

"Tri..."

"And do you know what hurts most Phil?You never even bothered saying goodbye.And that hurt me so much.It hurt me"I groaned with pains till my heart ached.

"Trish,please just listen to me.It's not what you thought it as"he cut in hurt coming closer

"Then what is it?What is it Phillip?What made you run off like that?You even had to ditch school completely and went out of town.You made me believe that you loved me and I really thought you meant every word you ever said.Why did you..."

"I'm sorry,was I supposed to stay back when your dad threatened to kill me many times that I can't even count?"he asked rhetorically.

"What?Dad did that?"I muttered with disbelief.

"Yes!Yes Trish.Heh!I guess he never really told you,huh?"he chuckled rolling his sleeves up.

"Even so"I shot with defiance."You should have fought for us Phil.I was ready to be by your side no matter what.You should have just stayed back.Do you know how many times I made myself believe that you were gonna come look for me someday but you didn't"I said hurting inside."And even when you found Chels,you didn't bother asking about my whereabout.What did I ever do to you Phillip?Is that how much you really loath-...."

"I said stop!!!"he pondered hard drawing towards me as he plunged his lips on mine before I could utter anything else.

"I love you Tricia.I still do but you're making this really hard for me.You're making it really hard"he sobbed emotionally.

"What?"I muttered with surprise."You..you still do?B-but you're..you're married now"I muttered in a cracked tone.

"No he's not...Parker"a voice cut in from behind startling us."Hi my sweet!Long time no see"she chuckled as Jane got behind her.

"Miss Clara?!"I yelled with delight.

"Actually darling,it's Mrs Anderson now"

"Mom!"Phil called taking me by surprise.

"Mom?"I gasped looking up at Phil."Ph-Phil?Y-your mum's Janine's...Oh my God"I exclaimed with disbelief realising Jane's true form."How..how...?"I stared with shock as no words came out.

"Mom what are you doing here?"he asked making towards her as he pecked her.

"Oh,you know,I just came to see you.You know I do miss you everyday"she smiled rubbing his arms.

"Hey there fatty.Remember me now?"Janine teased making to hug me.

"Of course I remember you.Gosh Janine,I've missed you so much friend.Where have you been all these time?"I said embracing her happily.
"And ma'am Clara,oh,how nice to see you again.I missed you guys so much.Ohhh!"I said embracing her too as I acknowledged the fine reunion.

"Aww,us too darling"she smiled warmly embracing me again."Phil,have you given Trish something?""Has he given you something darling or he's being arrogant again?"she teased raising her brows at him.

"Ugh!Not nice ma"Phil cut in playfully."I'll be back you guys"he said scurrying off as Janine followed.

"So...Um,Aunt Clara,I'm sorry if this might sound pretty offending to you but there's something I really want to know"I paused looking at her.

"Oh,why go on dear.Is something wrong?"

"Not quite but how long have you and Phil known each together cause if I could remember,Phil told me he lost his parents way back but now,I don't seem to understand.Are you two really related?"I asked nervously.

"Well,ahem..."she coughed getting her legs crossed in a stylishly."By blood..No!But I do take him as my own son cause I've grown to love him so much"she continued motherly."He's diligent,hardworking,caring,kind and when it comes to love,he doesn't give up that easily"she smiled looking up at me.
"And that makes me love him even more and I can tell you do love him too dear.I can see it in your eyes"she said to me,caressing my hands as I felt my heart beat faster.

"But aunt,you do know I'm married and there's no way we can be together again.I know Phil must have told you that cause he knows all about it.I really don't know what to do"I said feeling remorseful as I thought about Derek and how furious he'll be if he ever got to know about this.

"Just follow your heart dear one.You're the only one that knows what's right for you"she smiled reassuringly.

"Here we go"Phil walked in with two bottles of St Welles in his hands and Janine beside him as she clutched on to the pineapples design tray.

"Oh there you are son....Do eat well Trish.This house is as well as yours now"she said softly as she threw a relieving glance at me.

"That's right mama"Janine chipped in popping the wine open merrily with sounds of wooing and clapping filling the air.

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"Dad!That bastard is alive!"Derek fumed pacing around the room.

"Oh,is that so?"Mr Parker muttered lackadaisically as he sat on the sofa that graced his chambers.

"Dad I don't think you heard me well.The fool is back again and now, our lives are at stake.What are we gonna do dad?"he snared as his heart pumped rapidly making his chest move up and down in full rhythm.

"Well,then,we'll kill him again"

"What?You know that's not possible since he's got a whole lot of securities by his side and the authorities too at his beck and call.Ugh!Curse that Phillip!"he snorted gnashing his teeth with rage.

"Well,what do you want me to say?But hang on,you do know we can use him to our advantage right?"he grinned raising his head up.

"To our advantage?He's gonna take Trish with him and you know she isn't aware of what went on years back.What if he's got them kids with him?He's definitely gonna rat us out.God!We should have really finished off that motherfucker when we had the chance"he paced unsteady.

"Calm down my boy.He's too small for us,you know?"he chuckled hard."And besides,I can have my guys run him down whenever I want.I'm just waiting for the right time to act.Trust me son"

"Haha!And when that time comes,he'll regret ever seeing the break of day"

"Exactly!!!"

you changed from first person point of view to third.

Ciara9251:
THIRTY
❀Some weeks later❀
"Oh!Good Lord!What's that noise?"I winced getting up from the swing chair that laid on the front porch.

"Peek a boo"a voice chuckled behind me inducing more terror in me as I quickly recognized it.

"J-Ja...!"I tried to call but he gripped me,covering my mouth immediately so I wouldn't make a noise.

"Oh,don't be so stubborn now.Daddy's got ya"he grinned pulling me with him.

"James stop!James s-stop it!"I cried biting his palms so hard making him groan.

"Bitch!Now you're gonna get it from me!"he snared grabbing me again.

"James...P-please..."I begged sweating profusely as his grip got tighter."James!!!"I panted heavily getting up as I strolled my eyes across the room,catching glimpse of some figure in the dark."De-Derek!"I muttered shakily as I fixed my eyes on the glass door."Derek!"I called again getting up this time as I tiptoed towards the balcony."Babe where are you?Are you..."

"Oh!Baby,you're up"Derek said softly getting me calm.

"Of course I am.Wh...what are you doing out here by 3 am?"I asked with suspicion as I looked at him.

"Oh,that.It was starting to get hot in there,so I needed to feel some cool breeze on me.Hope I didn't startle you baby?"he asked holding me.

"No.No you didn't.Come inside please.It's getting really lonely in here"I smiled faintly.

"Awe!Just get some sleep.I'll join you soon okay?"he said pecking me.

"Well,all right.Don't be long now"I yawned moving inside again as I got back in bed,rolling the duvet over me.

........
"I'm so sorry Trish but you really don't have to learn about what went on eight years ago and that's why I have to do this..For your sake.For our sake"he breathed as tears dropped from his eyes."God!"he sighed moving towards her as he sat by her side caressing her cheeks."I really don't want to lose you.I really don't want to.I love you even though I may not show it but I really do.Why do you always have to choose Phil over me?Why do you always have?"he bickered inside gazing at her unendingly."I'm truly sorry for everything but I have to do this.I can't bear to lose you not now we've gone so far"he sniffed getting up as he bent towards her planting a kiss on her curved angelic lips.


"Baby are you okay?Why are you crying?"I asked as I felt Derek's lips on mine.

"Y-yeah...I'm fine.Something just flew into my eyes"he winced turning his face away.

"Your eyes?Oh gosh!Let me see"I said making towards him.

"I said I'm fine"he shot back impulsively not minding if I was being caring."How annoying!"I fumed inside,taking my hands off him.

"I'm fine.Don't worry about me"he said turning the door knob.

"Uh,where are you going?Aren't you going back to sleep?"

"Ugh!You ask too many questions Trish.Just let me be please.I'm not in the mood for your perky chitchat now"he said rudely,walking out on me as he slammed the door in place.

"Ohh!So Derek...Always being naughty all the time"I sighed lying back down as I forced myself to sleep again.

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"Boss,someone's here to see you"Luke,Mac's assistant at Mackersons Import informed.

"Oh,is that so?Well,who is it?"

"She didn't say but she was being persuasive sir.She said she was a friend of yours or so...can't remember exactly but she said it was quite urgent though"

"Hmm,urgent?Well,do let her in.Let me see for myself"

"Oh!All right sir"he said moving out again as he ushered the mystery lady in.

"Leave us please"he commanded staring at the lady on a tight mini skirt and a flair scissors top that gracefully revealed her upper shades."Um,sorry,who are you?"he asked inquisitively studying her closely.

"I'm Miss Miller.Charlene Miller to be exact"she lied."Does that ring a bell honey?"she grinned cat-walking towards him in a sexy kind of way.

"No?What do you want and how the hell did you find your way in here?"he asked hoarsely glaring at her with disgust as she walked towards him.

"I...Want...You"she smiled mischievously licking her lips as she quickly wrapped her fingers around his collar.

"What the!Get your hands off me,you demon"he fumed pushing her roughly as she stumbled backwards.

"Ha!So you don't remember me baby?Humph!I guess not"she scoffed curving her lips."Well,I certainly don't blame you.Besides we only saw each other once.Back when we were at Swiss"she laughed getting her legs on the sofa as she moved her skirt up seductively like a pro sex worker.

"You're bluffing"he laughed throwing an angry look at her."I never met up with anyone.Most especially not a cheap trash like you"

"Aww,c'mon baby,I know you remember me quite well.Or have you forgotten the sweet enticing time we had together?Man,you were damnnnn hot"she grinned flaring a kiss in the air.

"You animal!"he snared raging towards her as he gripped her hair fiercely making her groan."How dare you march into my domain and spit out lies from that filthy garbage of yours?Huh?Who the Bleep are you?And what are you doing here?"he thundered loud tightening his hands more.

"Ba...baby..."

"Speak up I say!!!"

"I..I...Okay,okay,I will..."she coughed trying to wiggle free.

"Speak!!!"

"It was Smith...Jackson Smith...He-he sent me to you"she said rolling her eyes around.

"Jackson?What?!"he gasped with disbelief.

"Y-yes!"She breathed."He..he paid me off...I-I never wanted to sir but he threatened to kill me if I didn't do it"she uttered again,pleading for her dear life.

"What?!Get out"he ordered furiously."Get out I say before I call the cops on you"he bellowed louder as the poor girl scurried off not looking back.

"Argh!Those fools!Ugh!Why can't they just give up?"he fumed clenching his teeth tightly as he slumped to his chair."They want war right?"he smiled picking up some walnuts that laid by the corner."War they shall have!!!"he chuckled,crushing them into halves.

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"Ooo,my baby's showing already"I teased poking Chels on her curved tummy.

"Oh,stop teasing.I'm just in my trimester..How much more"she laughed slapping my hands away playfully.

"Ha-oh!So you've heard from D?"

"Well,yeah.You guys haven't talked lately?She's coming back soon,you know?"she chipped in with enthusiasm.

"From LA?Aww,that's so sweet.I haven't talked to her though.Been quite busy myself"I sighed feeling sorry.

"Ah,I see.So how has Derek been treating you lately?Is he starting to change?"she asked with concern as she rubbed my fingers.

"Ooo,damn.That feels so good"I hummed laughing.

"Uh-huh!You're doing it again"

"What?I just don't wanna talk about him.I feel he's hiding things from me"I muttered frowning.

"And what makes you think that?"

"You know,two days ago,I caught him staring at nothing and do you know what was odd about that?"

"Hmm,odd?"

"Yes,really odd.It was 3 am.God!I don't know why I feel something's not right"

"Awe,c'mon babe.Nothing's going on"she smiled,reassuring me.

"I know but I do feel guilty somehow"

"Guilty?How do you mean?"

"Am I a horrible person Chels?Am I horrible because I can't tell my husband that I still feel something for my ex?God!I don't know why I feel this way?"I muttered with frustration placing my head on my palms.

"Oh sweedy,don't be like that.You're not horrible in anyway and besides,you and Phil ain't do anything on the contrary,so you're certainly not cheating on him"

"You think?Ugh!Yeah I know but...but I feel drawn to Phillip,most especially to Stephanie and Stacie"I said feeling sentimental as I thought about them."Like we have some kind of connection that I can't really fathom out.Whenever I'm with them,I feel so drawn to them and I don't know why.They remind me of...."I swallowed hard keeping mute again.

"Your kids?"she cut in getting up as she wrapped her arms around me.

"Ahh!I think I'm going crazy Chels.Am I really going crazy?"I sighed rubbing my hands on her.

"No you're not Trish.You're in love with their father and...and that's why you feel that way towards them.I bet it's no big deal.So don't work yourself out okay?"she said calmly."God!Phil we really can't keep this up anymore.Trish has got to know the truth.Else things will drastically take a different turn(she thought)

"Hmm,if you say so then.."

"Cher my sweet,check who's at the door"she called as a tapping sound came from outside.

"Char...."Phil made to call stopping halfway as he sighted Trish and Chelsea.

"Uh,we-welcome s-sir"Cherry greeted shakily as she closed the front door for him.

"Hi-hi-hi everyone!!!"he laughed moving towards them.

"Uncle Phillip!"Ryn came running with Ralph following behind as they jumped on him with delight.

"Oh,hey munchkins!Got something for you two"he chuckled bringing them down as he handed the surprise package to them.

"A barbie dolly!"Ryn gasped not taking her eyes off the flashy big doll that had a magic wand in her hand.

"Yay!Corinne look,mine's captain America"Ralph said happily showing his off.

"And that's not all my lovelies.There's a lot from where that came from"

"Really Uncle Phillip?"Ryn cut in.

"That's right princess.So what do you say,you two?"

"Thank you Uncle Phillip"they said in unison hugging him as they hurried back to their moms.

"Mommy...Mommy look what Uncle Phillip bought for us"they said with enthusiasm

"Oh,Phil!You shouldn't have"

"Ha-oh!It's nothing"

"Thanks really...Baby,have you thanked uncle really well?"

"Yup!She sure did"he chuckled making towards me as my heart skipped a bit."My,you look gorgeous my lady"he complimented throwing a glance at me as he handed the snacks-filled bag to Ryn and Ralph.

"Here you go,you two.Have fun now"he waved as we watched them run off excitedly.

"No running kids.Cher please keep an eye on them.I don't want anyone getting hurt"Chels said cautiously.

"Oo,so now we're kids-free,have this Chels"he smiled handing off a bag to her as she squealed excitedly."Don't open it.It's baby themed"he said warmly.

"Aww,thanks so much.I'll be right back you two"she said hurrying out the living room.

"Uh,I need to check up on the kids.And you know,see if they're not breaking anything yet"I said nervously making to leave.

"Ah-ah-ah!Where'd you think you're going?"he smiled gripping me.

"Oh Phi..."

"I'm not yet done you"

"Well,you didn't give me anything.So there's no need staying back"I scoffed folding my arms.

"Ooo,meaw"he mewed playfully scratching his hands in the air like a little kitty.

"Argh!You're so annoying"I laughed.

"And this annoying hottie's gonna steal you for a while.Come on now"he said dragging me with him.

"Huh?Where are you guys going?Aren't you staying for lunch?"

"Nah.See you later Chels!"he said taking me with him.

"Wait!What?!Wh-what about my daughter?Who's gonna take after her?"

"Oh,she'll be fine.Hurry!It's lunch time"he smirked as we got inside his car.

"But Phil,what if Derek sees..."

"Derek?Don't tell me you're scared of him?And besides,it's not like we're doing anything unholy behind his back.It's just a friendly date.That's all.So don't be scared.This guy's got you"he smiled pecking me on my forehead.

"Oh,fine"I shrugged glaring at him in a playful way.

"Ha!Love that face kitty"he chuckled driving his car out the drive way as we zoomed off.

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"Here we go!"he laughed pulling the chair out for me in a poised manner as he got to sit down afterwards.

"My,what a fine couple you both are"the waitress,a woman in her prime said admirably as she stood beside us."Can I take your orders sir?"she asked inquisitively as she got to writing.

"Oh we're n..."

"What would you love to have darling?"Phil grinned from his chair as the waitress watched with admiration.

"Um,some lobster jamz and an espresso to go with and for my love,the finest wine you've got"I chuckled smirking back at him as he laughed.

"Oooh!Sweetcheous!You're an Australian?You do sound like one I must say"

"Oh,no"I laughed.

"Actually yes.We both are"Phil chipped in,throwing a glance at me as I made to talk.

"Oooh,charmed!I'll go get you that food"she smiled hurrying off.

"Ah,man!We really got that lady there"I chuckled softly.

"I know right?You should have seen her face...."

"Boy,that was hilarious"I laughed looking back at him as I noticed he's being staring at me the whole time.

"Uh,what?"

"That smile.I missed it"he said softly,making my heart go bump.

"Um..."

"Here you go"the waitress came towards us again as she placed the food right before us as she took her leave."Enjoy!"

"Oh,I...I guess you didn't notice that before"I said fixing my eyes on the food.

"It's amazing I must say.Anyway,I couldn't help but notice something"

"Notice what?"I swallowed hard looking back at him."Is something wrong?"

"Not really but that girl I saw at Chelsea's house looks really familiar"

"Oh,you mean Cherry?"

"Cherry?Or Charlene?"he muttered with disbelief as he raised his brows at me.

"Oh,no Phil.Her name's Cherry.She's being staying with us for the past four years now.Is something wrong?"I asked disturbed.

"Trish I know this will sound a bit awkward to you but that girl's not to be trusted in anyway"

"Hmm,Cherry seems really nice.You sound like you've been with her?Is there something you're not telling me?"I asked putting my knife down.

"That's because I have Trish.She's not as good as she made you believe.I don't know if you're seeing it too but I have to tell you,you can't trust her.Most especially not with Ryn"

"What?You're getting me scared Phil.Is she...."

"She's not who you think she is.She stopped by my office some days ago pretending to be some Charlene Miller or whatever she calls herself.And..and she said something Trish.Something that really....Uh,well don't bother but you need to watch her closely.I definitely don't want you or Ryn getting hurt or anything.I won't be able to bear that,you know?"

"Wow!That's so not like her"I sat thinking as the day I caught her smiling at the sight of Derek getting really furious at me came flashing through my mind."Jeez!What if...Oh no!"I muttered inside."That girl has really got to go"I fumed inside as I gulped my espresso down.

"Whoo.Easy there puffy.Don't take it out on the drink.It's done nothing"he teased making me laugh.

"Puffy?You still remember?"

"Why,of course.I told you I was never going to give up on you"

"Well,how am I sure you weren't only sweet talking me into your perky charms back then"

"Ha!You're so funny.I meant every word I said back then and if I am to say it to you again,believe me I will"he smiled softly,caressing my hands."Ahem!Anyway,we should get going.I see you're done eating now"he continued,changing the subject.

"Ye-yeah!We really should"I said getting up as I trailed my eyes outside,catching glimpse of someone that looked exactly like James.

"Ja-James?"I shuddered as I felt my body get hot inside.

"What did you say?"

"Phil,James' standing over there.I saw him just now"I stared with confusion as I caught sight of no one.

"But no one's there Trish.It's just the trees swaying on it's own"he said trying to calm me down.

"I'm serious Phil.I....Oh!never mind.Let's go.I bet Ryn's looking for me"

"Yeah,come on now"he said,clasping my hand as we walked out.

......
"Oh yeah!That's right baby.I'm finally back and I'm certainly not going to give up till I have you all to myself...Haha!That son-of-a-bitch thinks he can take you away from me.Heh!Some shallow mind he has""You better drink to your heart's content Phillip cause I bet those fancy cocktails wouldn't be there for you when you go rotting in hell..."
... James....

I lost track of the narrator in this chapter

Ciara9251:

Oh,I know that dear..And that's why I've got the original book with me and I'm also putting more things to it to make it look much alive....I'll still repost everything when I'm done..

the storyline is cool, is just the narrative that has to be checkmate... choke me with emotions, that is the melody I find in reading romance.

Elvictor:


I lost track of the narrator in this chapter

U dnt understand this story,do you?

Elvictor:


the storyline is cool, is just the narrative that has to be checkmate... choke me with emotions, that is the melody I find in reading romance.

Ahh...So it's emotionless then?Is that what you're trying to say?No romance?No s*x?Hmm,you want all those stuffs?

Ciara9251:

Ahh...So it's emotionless then?Is that what you're trying to say?No romance?No s*x?Hmm,you want all those stuffs?

I like the sex idea tho, I didn't mean what you outlined are devoid in the story dear... I don't know how to express it, while reading it... I didn't feel anxiety, probably on the long run.. lemme get back to reading, the updates is excessive... I can hardly keep up, can you regulate it, dear?

Elvictor:


I like the sex idea tho, I didn't mean what you outlined are devoid in the story dear... I don't know how to express it, while reading it... I didn't feel anxiety, probably on the long run.. lemme get back to reading, the updates is excessive... I can hardly keep up, can you regulate it, dear?

Oh,well u will keep up cause I won't be posting any episode till next week.

Ciara9251:

Oh,well u will keep up cause I won't be posting any episode till next week.

you will bombard us with updates, sounds nice...

Elvictor:


you will bombard us with updates, sounds nice...

Lol,not exactly bombarding...But yeah,I'll just post the remaining episodes so I can carry on with the others.You should read my other story...The Terrors On Houston Street.