thatthickgurl:
Everyone hates me

I can't seem to do anything right

Nobody understands me

I am always humiliated

Nobody wants to be associated with me

I hate it here

thatthickgurl:
It's like I have different personalities

One minute, I'm okay, the next I'm going crazy in my mind

I need to see a therapist soon

I allow irrelevancies get to me. A bad word said to me can ruin an entire month

I know I'm not making sense but I just want to pour it out

CalliDora1:
You have time to bother about peoples opinions and attitude towards you.
You better learn to love yourself and don't let any chance one says define you

Person dey find how to make money and enjoy life, you're here bothering about what people who are not likable themselves think...

thatthickgurl:
It's like I have different personalities

One minute, I'm okay, the next I'm going crazy in my mind

I need to see a therapist soon

I allow irrelevancies get to me. A bad word said to me can ruin an entire month

I know I'm not making sense but I just want to pour it out

thatthickgurl:



Honest to God, I'm trying not to allow their opinions matter
But this stupid mind isn't in tandem with my desires
I tell myself, I'm not going to think about it but there I am crying over it

Why is it always me, why do people pick on me

CalliDora1:


You're not alone @ the bolded but let me advice you. When it happens like that, pack all of them one side and go about like they don't exist. Don't ever ponder upon it whenever it crosses your mind.

See, if I notice one rubbish wants to trouble my heart, I go out and give myself a nice treat. By the time I'm done, the whole silly thoughts will disappear and I forge on.
Life is too sweet to worry about what will not credit my account.

yanabasee1:



You just figured the problem.... Put efforts to work on your esteems and put also your happiness first by not letting common words get to you.... if that won't work, then always talk back at those talking down on you, if it'll help.

thatthickgurl:
One single insult has me thinking of ways to kill myself

That can't be right

Please I need a therapist

thatthickgurl:
Everyone hates me

I can't seem to do anything right

Nobody understands me

I am always humiliated

Nobody wants to be associated with me

I hate it here

Odoogu:


well the first therapist to be seen has to be YOU.

do you always think people hate you? or they "actually" act and or tell you so?

the mind is some 'crazy' place, be careful how you behave down there.

Love yourself first. there are always genuine friends out there.

thatthickgurl:
I really appreciate the contributions.

I've had to leave all the group chats I belong to, because the minute I type my opinions or feelings on a subject matter, I'm made to feel like public enemy No 1.

I just figured, there was something wrong with me, for always getting attacked.


Anyways, Netflix helps deal with the pain but it's temporal. Immediately the movie ends, I'm back with my thoughts.

thatthickgurl:



They do hate me, they hate what I stand for

There are no genuine friends anywhere, the ones I think are my friends will stand by or participate in ridiculing me

thatthickgurl:
I really appreciate the contributions.

I've had to leave all the group chats I belong to, because the minute I type my opinions or feelings on a subject matter, I'm made to feel like public enemy No 1.

I just figured, there was something wrong with me, for always getting attacked.


Anyways, Netflix helps deal with the pain but it's temporal. Immediately the movie ends, I'm back with my thoughts.

Odoogu:


try calm down small... are you the one thinking this?

people are very entitled to their opinions, same as you, so being controversial is allowed.

or you prefer to be stepped over?

Ishilove:

It seems you have a heart of putty. So soft.

Odoogu:


but sincerely, based in this thread, this isn't a problem.
having a soft heart isn't a defect in any way, except maybe am not getting the full picture

Odoogu:


what do you think you stand for?

those who participate in ridiculing you ain't your genuine friends, you think they are.

it shows how you really think in your mind.

thatthickgurl:


That's what I've been saying.

By being opinionated , I'm made to feel like I'm doing too much

Whatever happened to individual differences

Ishilove:

Maybe I didn't put it well. I meant she doesn't have nerves of steel. Things get to her easily.

thatthickgurl:
Everyone hates me

I can't seem to do anything right

Nobody understands me

I am always humiliated

Nobody wants to be associated with me

I hate it here

thatthickgurl:

Now I know they aren't
I just want to be alone

thatthickgurl:


That's what I've been saying.

By being opinionated , I'm made to feel like I'm doing too much

Whatever happened to individual differences

Ishilove:

It seems you have a heart of putty. So soft.

Odoogu:


being opinionated is kinda different... it means you are saying that you "always right" which is false. no one can always be right.

have you actually met someone whom you think is more knowledgeable than you are?

how was the interaction between you two?


Of course I'm not always right, I'm quick to apologize for any mistake
But feels like everyone else is incapable of having civil conversations

Why can't we have discussions without subtle insults or taunts?

It's tiring