spiceadole:
Masturbation...

I don't even enjoy my husband touching me.

I prefer to touch myself

You can overcome it my dear and enjoy your husband.

There are key's that can help you, biblical keys.

The key is total surrender to the life of CHRIST and trust in the blood of JESUS.

I was delivered from porn too.
We can talk more if you wish.

How will you feel smoking with your unborn child in the womb?
How feel smoking in the presence of your children?

Smoking, for both sex has never done any family good character wise.It goes to affect the posterity of the persons involved.

As a young lady i will advice you do away with,
GOD has a great purpose for your life discovering it should be your main pursuit.
Allow him to lead you.