you are the church of God.in him you have your being.while it is good not to forsake thegathering of the saint ,it is equally good that your personal relationship with is firm.do you love him?do you seek him with all of your heart?Is he ur passion ?use this period to start learning how to hear from God and how to respond to his love overtures.You need to find him ,i believe that is why there is the hunger in your heart,that is why you are dissatisfied with the present state of the church.
it is atime for you to reexamine your life and check how much he really means to you?
many of the churches have locked God out of their church.they are running their own show.for up till now he keeps knocking on their door and they wouldt let him,simply because they dont even know that he is the one!