Growing up I've always want to please my parent, as a Christian of which we were thought that children should obey their parent so that their days might be long but then it has always been sometime of depression over the years. I've always want to open up to people but they'd say i shouldn't stop doing the best to make them happy but my toxic trait cant let it go anymore now I'm stucked to move on with life.

I'm a young and ambitious young man at 26 but my selfish interest and ambition over the last 6-7 years is about to set me on fire, I've loose so much through the tongue and impatient right now I'm down in depression and then I have everyone around me as an attention seeker. What can I do cos I'm totally lost right now and suicide is not an option.

RIP to the dead... Congrats to the living

Divide my school fees into two to pay for my girlfriend school fees in another institution