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Hello, please I want to seek information about this company called "soiless farmlab" located in ogun state. Have searched Google for information but I want to know if I can get someone that have more idea about the company. I want to do my IT around September and I think of doing it here. I want to ask if anybody knows about their internship, accommodation (good or bad),working hours and if payment is involved. I'm currently studying PEST SCIENCE and I want to know if they focus on pest in the company or just majorly hydroponics farming. Thank you. 1 Like
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RedChiefPriest:I can't even bring myself to reply him. He has no idea about the kind of pain I'm in. I just sit somedays and replay things all over,wishing everything can just be totally erased. If the man knows just a little bit of the pain and frustration I go through, he probably won't say that. Anyways, it is what it is. I decided to speak out about my pain not to entertain anybody, but just to release some of the pain. I don't care about his opinion. And chief,thank you for the palmwineđ. 1 Like |
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I'm now I Christian but anytime I don't pray for a long period of time or get depressed about my life and stop going to church, i mostly fall back into masturbation. I masturbated 4 times last year and this year I have done it twice. I have made up my mind to try everything possible not to do it again and fight it anyway I can. Though I feel the damage is done already, but I can't still change and be better. What has masturbation caused me? 1, I realised I release sperm in matter of seconds. I got to know about this problem when I was dating my ex years ago. I can release sperm in less than 10 seconds,that's how bad it is. 2, I feel pain in my penis anytime I release sperm. 3,I do have terrible stomach ache if I wake up sometimes and I feel erected for long period of time 4,I stopped masturbation and wet dreams have been disturbing my life. Sometimes I have it consecutively for days before it goes away. 5,I sometimes feel depressed. 6, my penis is extremely small when not erected, It is only when erected i feel it is a little big. It is like 5.7 to 6 inches the day I measured. Also lastly, I have decided I won't get married because my wife will definitely cheat on me and will I blame her? Who wants to stay with a man that can last ordinary 15 seconds. Don't pity me please Life is not fair but I refuse to be a victim. I will just adopt kids and buy pets but no marriage for me. I do think it sometimes that I will give absolutely anything to have my childhood sexual experiences erased and never knowing what masturbation is. I will give anything to reset my childhood and grow up like a normal kid without any sister molesting him But life is not flash that i can go back to reset the past,we just live with anything life throw at us. |
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Things continued between me and the sister in my compound for months and also stuff happened between me and one of her friends 2 or 3 times. One day i woke up and i realised I was already addicted. The sister that I was always trying to run away from, I went to meet her willing for us to do the stuffs and she quickly agreed. Me getting addicted was what led me to start masturbation. Mind you, it is not the normal masturbation that you know about, it is totally different. Anytime the sister is not around,I will lie down flat on my chest, then close my eyes and start imagining myself on top of her and start twisting my body and after some minutes I will suddenly feel relieved and okay. ((That was my own masturbation which I did not know back then that it was masturbation until few years after i graduated from secondary school.)) When I got promoted to pry 3,we moved to our own house and I was free of the sister but I'm already addicted to lying down flat on my chest and imagining myself on top of her to get relieved. This was what i kept doing from pry 3 upto maturity. I lay down flat on my chest,twist my body and I will feel relieved. It was all okay until sperm started coming out anytime I use that method to feel relieved. ((Before you judge me and say it's because I love sex and porn that's why I kept doing that. Few things about me is I don't watch porn,I don't like sex,I don't sexualize women,I don't feel comfortable even hugging a lady apart from my best friend and also apart from that sister,her friend and my cousin that messed up my childhood, I have willing have sex with just a lady and she was my girlfriend.)) ((I don't believe in having sex before marriage because it's against my own personal orientation and rule. I only agreed to have sex with my then girlfriend because she actually disturbed me for it and since I thought she's the one I'm definitely going to marry that was why I decided to give in.)) So don't think I masturbate because I want sex or like sex. This stupid masturbation is just a bad habit that I'm addicted to from a young age due to several molestation, but I'm gradually winning the war against it.......i think. The thing even is I don't associate with anything sex and things surrounding it while growing up. I got to know about masturbation after my secondary school and that was when realised what I have been doing since primary 2 to relieve myself by laying down on my chest is a form of masturbation. So I have been masturbating for more that 16 yrs. 2 Likes |
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From the day she wanted to deal with me i got more scared of her and I do try to hide most times, but any time she sees me, I must definitely follow her. I voiced out to my friend one day about the sister and he promised to help me fight her, but he wasn't able to. It happened that I was standing near where my friend and other kids were playing football and the sister called my name and signalled to follow her. I signalled to my friend but he was absorbed totally in the football and I can't shout his name in order for the sister not to know I'm disobeying her strict order of not telling anybody about what's going on between both of us. So with a heavy heart I followed her that day. Another thing happened that made me decided not to talk about anything i was going through with anybody again. My older cousin and her sister came to stay with us for a few days and to cut the long story short,the same thing that the sister in my compound is doing to me, my cousin tried it with me in the night. I told my sister the next day about what happened and she told my cousin which led to an argument and my cousin said i was lying and if my mum hears about it she will flog me. My cousin started filling my head with things, saying how my mum will be so upset about me lying about something as evil as that and different things that will happen to me, so I just decided to keep quiet forever. |
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Everything you're about to read is a real life experience of my life. My name is ken and I will be 26 years old this December. I'm about to type my experience with masturbation and sexual molestation with a heavy heart. It's a long story,but I will try to make it as short as possible. We lived in a face me and face you house while I was small. My parent were not always around because my dad was living in a faraway state due to his work, and my mum was a government worker. Due to this reason, I'm mostly at home by myself in the compound and that made me a target by one grown up sister in compound. I don't know the age it all started neither can i remember how it all started, but I know I'm either in primary 1 or primary 2 when it all started. All I know is I will be invited by a sister in the compound and she will make me lie on her and do many sickening stuffs to her. I can't quite remember all the details, but I remember one thing that I will never forget in my life. After she has done everything she had in mind with me one day, she opened her legs and told me to lick her private part. That single act gave me trauma for years because I was not able to forget the taste for years. I can be eaten and suddenly I won't be able to eat anymore because I will be tasting something similar to what I licked years ago. I can't also forget the day she used raw pepper on my private part. I can't remember why she did that, but I remember is it was so painful and I think I cried after leaving her place that day. Why did I not report to my parent? Well that sister threatened to do horrible things to me and i was really scared of her, probably because i was a kid in primary 2 and she's way older than me. I remember one day she saw me coming out of a neighbour's room and she called out to me, I quickly ran away upstairs, pretending i did not hear her. when she finally got hold of me she wanted to deal with me if not for the intervention of one woman in the compound. Note: the time the sister is always commanding me to follow her is mostly when I'm playing with other kids or I'm just alone. |
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