THANK YOU

all for questioning my soul and its flesh,
like its easy to piss on heaven
and forget the whispers of death.

I appear in the nightmare of gods
and every of my word is as real as it gets,

but i'm nothing. Just a concept, Oblivion!!!

LOL! Abeg na fiction o,,,, i dey craze?

Sandra was innocent and i am her first
boyfriend, she's is the kind of girl you would
be so afraid to kiss and when you do, it
would be like the best thing that ever
happened to you. However i had to leave her
for sometime barely a month into our new
found relationship. Even though i wasn't yet
into her, i knew she was a girl worth
keeping, obviously events that latter unfolds
showed that i knew wrongly.


Two months after i left, we still
communicated well with occasional sex chat
and what have you. One evening, she sent
me a text, "David, i thought you told me it
was only 3 exes you had". "Yes, only 3 exes"
i replied with a little bit of frustration in me.
She's been getting pretty insecured these
days after i refused to use her picture as my
profile picture on Whatsapp.


SANDRA: But someone told me it was more
than three.

ME: Why does it matter if its more than
three, as long as its you i am dating now.

SANDRA: I know it doesn't matter but Caleb
told me you dated Peace, Serah, Faith, Mary,
Ngozi and Amaka. He said you are a player
and that all you do is use and dump girls and
that's what you want to do with me.

ME: Caleb told you all that and you believed
him? i am so disappointed in you. I have
always told you my past life doesn't matter
when it comes to us. I might have been bad
but i am willing to change because of you
and i don't want to use you nor dump you.


Two hours before this chat, i got a text from
my brother saying he saw my girlfriend with
Caleb. You see, Caleb is that kind of
ugly,annoying,charismatic and 'i can get into
any girl's pant' kind of guy and trust me
when i say any girl. He has had sex with
almost all the girls in my street, the
good,the bad and the ugly.

So when Sandra told me he has been talking
to Caleb, i knew something had gone wrong.
My hand was already shaking, while my
heart pounded so heavily as i anticipated
her next message.

SANDRA: I need to tell you something that
has been bothering me

ME: Go on

SANDRA: I cheated

ME: 30mins, (No reply)

SANDRA: I'm sorry please, i dont know how
it happened

ME: 20mins, (No reply)


By this time i was already hurting so badly,
so badly i could feel the pain rising from my
heart to fill my tongue with that extreme and
unique bitterness and to think that this pain
was caused by someone i never really loved,
someone i was hoping to love. I kept turning
like an injured cub and thinking of a word or
string of words no matter how incoherent
they may be to hurt her and make her feel
just as i was feeling.

"With who?" i asked.

When you have been cheated on, that
question 'with who' seems like a painkiller.
Amidst the craziness and numbness you are
currently feeling at that moment, the answer
to your question might seem like it would
make the pain go away. Deep down, we
want to feel better, we want to stop this
pain from eating at us and maybe we want
to know if we are better than that person
they cheated on us with.

"Can't say" she replied with a little bit of
remorse in her voice.

ME: You cheated on me, you asked me
dumb questions and now you're telling me
you can't say?

SANDRA: I'm sorry but i can't

ME: Its Caleb right?

SANDRA: Who told you, how did you know?


The pain was already becoming unbearable
though i was really surprised at my own
calmness. Quickly, I googled "how to react if
she cheated" Page loading, the pain wouldn't
let me wait, I need to know how it happened
so i typed,

ME: Tell me how it happened

SANDRA: Please, I'm really sorry, I love you
and that's why i told you, 'cos its been
eating at me

ME: Just tell me how it happened

SANDRA: I went to his place and he told me
those things about you and then he kissed
me and before i knew it......,I'm really sorry,
i don't know how it happened.


At this moment i began to feel like
strangling her. They even kissed and she's
telling me 'you don't know how it happened'
Oh! let me guess, Both of you were playing
hide and seek and somehow something
carried you into the air, dropped you down
and as you were landing, you landed on his
dick.

I had so many questions, Who was on top?
Did you like it? How long did it last? I don't
know if these questions were normal or why
i even asked them in the first place.

"I don't know, i didn't feel anything when he
went inside of me and he released almost
immediately" she actually said that
somewhere in between my ramblings. I really
needed to believe her because for a weird
reason i was mildly happy at this. So Caleb
of all guys suffers from pre-mature
ejaculation.

She kept apologizing and i kept thinking. I
needed to pay her back in her own coin so i
drafted a plan. Break up was out of it, there
is no way i am going to break up with her
without letting her have a slice of what i
felt. I was going to turn her into my slave. I
already knew some manipulation techniques,
and with her desire to please me i knew it
was going to be easy.


NEXT DAY (lets forget all the painful details
of how i couldn't sleep)


ME: We can continue dating if you can meet
my conditions

SANDRA: I am ready to do anything to make
up for my mistakes

ME: 1. You would no longer call me any pet
names, you would call me Master 2. You
would stop using my pic as your DP 3. You'll
call me everyday for seven days and say 'I'm
a cheat and i deserve anything you are doing
to me now'


After much argument and pleas, she agreed.
All i wanted was revenge, something that
would justify my reason for not breaking up
with her. Slowly, i was able to turn her into
a complete slave, my sex slave, even though
we were kilometers apart. I used her to
fulfill my pervert desires, i would make her
masturbate anytime i wish and i currently
have like 50 of her nudes on my phone.She
dare not refuse anything i ask her to do.
Next week, i am going back home with a
whip i bought to use on her,i told her about
it and she doesn't seem to bother.

I feel very bitter. I still feel hurt but making a
girl my slave was not something i bargained
for, i thought it would make me feel better,
instead i feel so much worse.

There is a pill on my table and a cup of water. I'll take it to make the pain go away forever. I've told her to take her life when and if i die but just in
case she does not, I've uploaded her nudes
online, sent some to her parents and friends.

Swallows Pill!!!
Wish Me Peace!!!




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