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TV/Movies / Re: What Series Are You Watching Now? Part 2 by wizzypro1759(m): 3:49pm On Dec 09, 2019
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just started watching money heist and I will say it's there with one of the best.......
legacies 2
marvel runaways 3 coming next week
treadstone 1
Nancy drew 1
his dark material 1
high school musical 1
See 1
bobs hearts abishola (comedy)
how come one mentioned blood and treasure
Elite(spanish)
Young Sheldon
Nairaland / General / Depression Is Real And It's Killing Me by wizzypro1759(m): 11:39am On Apr 23, 2018
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how does one feeling waking up to nothing to be happy about.Life has been full of up and down.....having parents that r rarely around or willing to listen to you or ever check up on u at school....i will say my problem started when my parents wanted to fulfill their dreams in me...I'm an extreme introvert n don't warm up to strangers easily, I changed school three times during my primary and secondary school, each one after I'm just trying to settle in.... back to my ss1 I wanted to be a psychologist but you know African parents-doctor or engineer.. I'd to follow their dream...i cleared my waec once n jamb same year I was offered admission in unilorin to study psychology bt my parents made me to go funaab-soil science and land management cuz they felt unilorin was far away for a 16years to live away from.... I'm now left with no choice and that was my beginning of my depression having to study a course I never heard of b4.. my first semester was okay, I'd a strong 2.1 bt second semester was poor due to my broken hands.. I missed a lot of c.a.t n practicals n I'd a carrier over in a course and 2 practical courses.....bin a loner I couldn't open up to any.. I lost interest in everything I loved n those I loved n I was withdrawn from people..the only time I leave my room was to attend class..had few casual friends n no close friend... I was lost in my own little world bt outside everyone sees me as a the perfect friendly guy but I'd low self esteem... fast forward to 200level I'd to to drop 2 courses to register my carryover.now to my final I couldn't bring my self to sitting down n doing lower courses.leading to an automatic xtra year... my grades dropped rapidly to 2.2.....my parents never asked about my results all through the last 5years.... they believed I was a First Class student....now I'm lost, withdrawn n suicidal I feel like a complete failure with nothing to wake up to...i av contemplated on coming suicide but I'm thinking about it effects on them... I'm tired of living and feeling worthless from a brilliant shy kid to absolutely nothing all I do now is lock myself indoor n cry everyday ...a lot of people will think I'm lazy put I dont get the zeal of doing anything I just want to be alone.....I'm thinking about moving far away from home and people that make know to start a new life afresh away from my demons..... feel free to share your teenage depression stories

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