onwuakpachris:
I'm confused..Wikipedia itself not one yeye site has already declared mercy the winner.. and mike the runner up...just search bbn season 4 via wikipedia if u think I'm js kidding.

am shock too bro, definitely mercy will win it, except the rig it.

fuckupnation:


please make sure you transfer your money to one poor family before you kill your self, i am sure if no one mourns you that family will elect your stature.

you won't really understand, you don't know what I have been through

Yambee:


This is the part that scares me in situations like this.

You talk to some,and they will not offer you any kind of help and still go around disclosing everything you have told them in private. This is not good.

my brother I have already mark my suicide date, am just waiting for the time to reach, I have seen hell on earth, am just tired, am even from a rich home but money can't solve my problem.

I have been contemplating suicide for months now, the only thing stopping me from doing it now are my love ones, my parents and my siblings. I put myself in this shit for something no good reason. Am tired and I don't know when this pain will end.

Accept my soul oh God, it is getting closer, may my family have the heart to bear the pain

Adamrealman78:
Why is cubana chief hiding in background,ABI na only me see

Hahahaha your eye sharp oo, I have to go back to confirm it, my man Chibyke Cubana chief priest Opium owerri

I feel like everyone else is busy living their lives while I’m stuck here inside of this hole I can’t climb out of, may God strengthen me to bear this shame and move on. I don't want to die but yet it look like is the only way out.

konami001:
Death is actually no biggie! Do not believe this bunch of brainwashed people who are taught to be afraid of death from a very young age. Death is what makes life possible. How will there be life, if there is no death?
This human body is just a vehicle for something more than all of what you see around you today. Picture yourself walking through a door in a wall, and then when you turn around, the door and the wall is no longer there. That is death. That is how much we are. We are so much more than our human body. So much more that when we die, we become more of our self. Incredible isn't it?

Our current human life is just a life of limitation. It is like putting the whole of an ocean into a GeePee tank of water. We only access everything with the 5 senses of the human body. Looking at the human body with another human body, you will never know that it is you who makes you heart beat, makes your blood flow round your body, converts the food you eat into energy, turn all the signals you receive with your eyes into the images of the world in your brain, or convert the sound vibrations that your ears receive into noises. Science says that a large percentage of what is referred to as our conscious actions is driven by the sub-conscious self. And this sub-conscious self is the part that we do not get to see, the part that the ordinary person cannot have access to.

Believe me, if you can take a glimpse into this sub-conscious, just a tiny peek, then all of your human ills will be gone in an instant. Just like that. Why? Because you will understand what life should be about. Only by having a taste of this, will you understand. Until then, I am sorry to say, one will continue to dwell in ignore-rance.

When we dwell in ignore-rance, then everything in life will be completely meaningless. When I say meaningless, i mean nothing in life will have any meaning. This is exactly the state you are in-medically referred to as depression. Personally, I take this period of depression as a time to source for knowledge of the divine/OR God.

Whether you kill yourself now or something kills you later, it really doesn't matter. Only one thing is sure, we will all die in the end.

I know am dying soon, but am just afraid of going to hell, I kept praying to God to forgive me and accept my soul in heaven

When others are celebrating am here dying in pains with heart full with regret and disappointment. God please forgive me and give me a second chance, I don't want to die yet death kept calling.

citadels:
My dear pls stop thinking foolishly. Suicide is not the option here. I don't know where u re but u can reach out to Solid Fm mama soul sistaz and soul brothers for help and counselling. Don't be a dumb. Shiit

please how do I reach them

sammirano:
What most people don't know is that depression is borne out of an underlying problem. It may be financial, health, or psychological. The good news is that God has given us the ability to withstand these challenges even when it seems they won't be changing. Op, whatever reason you may be feeling this way is not enough reason to commit suicide. There is no forgiveness for suicide, mark me. Eternal damnation is a worse fate than what you currently facing. Accept Jesus and you will find peace.

My problem is the sleepless night and too much thinking, I feel so empty even when i have eaten, I lack the strength to work. How wish I can see myself in another world were I can start afresh

pp802:
If you kill yourself, you will not make heaven and that will be double punishment. You can't afford to suffer here and still go to hell. Enjoy in one and suffer in the other......vice versa.
Stay alive, fight the good fight!

Firstly, how did u destroy your life? What did you do? What happened? You shouldn't be afraid of sharing since this isn't your real moniker.

Am tired of everything, why me.

blackpanthar:
1) You have done the unthinkable, even you would not forgive anyone who has done what you did

2) There is no way to UNDO what you did and how people who ONCE looked up to you or had high views of you would see you if it gets out.

3) YOU FEEL DIRTY, like you have come to a new level of LOW that you never thought existed.... lower than your lowest.

4) YOU cant think clearly to find a way out because THERE IS NONE, and going THROUGH is not possible because of how messy it all seems.

5) Its affecting your health, mental health and sleep.

IN ALL THESE THINGS, IT WILL SOON PASS AND YOU WILL SURVIVE BECAUSE...... YOU WILL DISCOVER A NEW LEVEL OF STRENGTH

Committing suicide is NOT FAIR to someone else who will go through something worse or similar BECAUSE, you will rob them of practical solution example to be able to survive their own.

BE THE HERO and OVERCOME not for yourself but for those who feel this way too.
You are not a failure until you QUIT.... suicide is QUITTING.... DEPRESSION is a waste of EXPRESSION because the same energy of emotions it takes to be DEPRESSED is actually the same it takes to DECIDE for a CHANGE.

so brother.... calm down and let's help you change.

Thanks for the encouragement

Homeboiy:
Tell us your problems in full
Thanks

my brother I don't know how to start am really doomed

Pajapaja:
You destroyed your future in just one day?
Why?
How?
We will start to take you serious when you post with your said original account

you won't understand am hiding some certain things for private reason, my brothers and friends are Nairalanders

Hello nairalanders, I am a member of this forum since 2012,i have to create new account for this.
I have done the worst mistake in my life, I destroyed my future just in a day, now I see myself as the most useless and foolish person on earth. I am so depressed that I don't sleep, i kept crying all night,I talk to myself while walking like a mad man, I no longer have peace of mind. I never know that I can ever be in this kind of situation, I have lost interest in everything, I don't even take good care of my look,slowly am leaving this world.i love my family so much that I don't want to hurt them, that is the only thing keeping me from committing suicide, but I can't continue living in pains, am already thinking of taking overdose of sleeping pills. I don't know what to do now. Please is there a way out of depression.

You won't understand how it feels until you are in this shit called depression. I don't sleep, I talk to myself while walking, slowly am leaving this world, the only thing delaying me from committing suicide are my parents, siblings and love ones I don't know if my daddy will survive the shock. But the truth is that am tired of living, nothing gives me joy anymore, when I look back at my photos few months ago I begin to weep with heart full of regrets. Am now counting my days in this world, but I feel scared if I will make heaven, I want my soul to rest in peace.