It will be so unfair to wish a sexual rematch with your molesters, while you come openly to cry about molestation. I was molested by my neighbors house help when I was young, but the truth is that I enjoyed it. She may be married now with kids in their teens, but I will be a hypocrite to come online and say I was molested, why? Because I enjoyed her sexual molestations. God sees our hearts, he knows why we cry, he knows our inner heart. If someone comes up crying "I was molested", and deep down in their hearts, such "molestation" was a sexual "breakthrough", the world will criticize the molester, but God will judge the molestee if he doesn't change. If I judge my molester when I was young, I will be a hypocrite. I don't even need to forgive her because their is nothing to forgive about. My conscience knows I enjoyed it.

If yours was terrible to you, may God heal you, and please if it is Molestation and not rape, don't take it up. If it is rape, take it up, but you can leave it and move on if you can.

God bless you.