I have been here when you promised me you wouldn't walk away come rain or sun.
I teared up every night because of my fears only you know.

You promised me nothing would make you leave.
You probably me forever
You said it's your word and mine against the world.

I was still here while you brought bread and we shared.
I told you of my vulnerabilities and you offered me your shoulders to lean on.

I noticed you were drifting away like everyone who had come into my life.
Probably it was my insecurities singing.
But I did call your attention to it.
You said I was dramatic.

Now my worst nightmares came through.
You became the stranger I don't even recognize anymore.
I should have seen it coming.
Just like others.
I guess you weren't different.

You are the last person I would miss.
I wouldn't let others see my weakness no more.
I choose the pills and my pillows as my companion.
Loving you was my mistake

© Kemistry