babamoha:

If you finally get admission how will you pay your tuition fee and how will you survive?

Girlee:
I'm just an eighteen years old female child who would be turning nineteen in Five months time.
I'm a little girl with the brains of a wise old man.
I'm a counselor, motivational speaker, inspirational writer and an upcoming writer.
Nobody knows me as "Girlee"; not even me. I know that's stupid. I just had to come up with this "Girlee" I really don't fancy.
For some reasons I still can't decipher, I couldn't create an account here with my actual "social media" name (still my real name though).
I've counselled the married, singles and those in courtship. I've motivated so many and inspired a whole lot on the planet and things turned out great for them. But the thing is: who will and can counsel the counselor?

Tonight, I'm broken as I've never been before.
I've sat for jamb thrice now and in all, I scored above 200.
Why didn't I gain admission?

Continuation...

Girlee:


God said everything is possible.
I'm hoping my Faith works.
And I'm sure it has began working already

Borntosmoke:


You must be a big fool!!!, I was only trying to advice the girl and u brought pervert to my discussion.

Anny69:
Wasn't talking, was typing. El pervo.

Girlee:


I don't know what you meant by "your story nor get gel"
While some would call it one minute madness, I'd say that was my one minute cry out.
I've always endured this but tonight, I thought of writing it and sharing it as a post instead of keeping it locked in my diary.
Somehow, I regret sharing it on here but it's irreversible already.




You are obviously confused! How sure are we that you are not even lying in your Father?? You words are not coherent. You better stay in your father's house and face your reality or go into the streets and "hustle"

I will pray, God will hear me one day and send me an angel.
I won't run away from home. Yeah! Coz the street is cruel. Sometimes, home is too but I'd rather endure the cruelty from home than from the street.
I know I belong in a home, a family and not on the street.
I'll be fine sha😒...
In God I trust, He always comes through for His own

Westerhoffe:


Mmm…

Anny69:
Hmmm?

Anny69:
You feel hurt by the truth. Go and take your drugs you need them right now.

Westerhoffe:


Mmm hmm.

Borntosmoke:


This is one the reason I hate contributing to any thread on nairaland. Some people cannot hold a healthy conversation with you. This is the last time I will quote u

babamoha:

With all what you wrote about your self that you are a motivational speaker and also a counselor
Why don't you creat a page on YouTube and other social media and start posting your videos breakthrough might come from it and you will be free from financial difficulties.

Girlee:
I'm just an eighteen years old female child who would be turning nineteen in Five months time.
I'm a little girl with the brains of a wise old man.
I'm a counselor, motivational speaker, inspirational writer and an upcoming writer.
Nobody knows me as "Girlee"; not even me. I know that's stupid. I just had to come up with this "Girlee" I really don't fancy.
For some reasons I still can't decipher, I couldn't create an account here with my actual "social media" name (still my real name though).
I've counselled the married, singles and those in courtship. I've motivated so many and inspired a whole lot on the planet and things turned out great for them. But the thing is: who will and can counsel the counselor?

Tonight, I'm broken as I've never been before.
I've sat for jamb thrice now and in all, I scored above 200.
Why didn't I gain admission?

Continuation...

Girlee:
But the thing is: who will and can counsel the counselor?

Girlee:
I'm just not in the mood so I won't be telling much stories...

Last year, depression almost killed me if not for the saving grace of God.
I wrote jamb, scored 225. Took delta state university's post utme form and scored 68. I wasn't admitted.
As I so much didn't want to stay at home for another year, I called my dad and asked him to send me money for a change of institute, he declined.
He was like "abeg! Wait for another year, I nor get shi shi". Yeah, I know he's not a literate but I expected that he knew the value of education but he doesn't.

I cried my eyes out for months and had to take up a job as a waitress so i could afford this year's jamb reg fee.
I took jamb again and scored 212. All glory to God because I never prepared. I worked from 8am till 10pm and sometimes till 11pm. My boss then even turned me to a dish washer.
Salary was 20k. 20k that my dad can pay me monthly but he was okay with that.

Okay...
I'm broke and jobless now because I want to prepare well for my upcoming Uniben's post utme.
I asked him for just 2,500 to buy past question but this was his reply:
"2,500 for wetin? I nor get oo. E be like you go relax and try again next year or just wait make you mature then you marry".

I shouted at him until I lost my voice, I cried and I'm like God why??

Evolutionlove:
Okay.

Start Olosho Work like all your Mates are currently doing and stop posting stvpid sob stories on here. Nonsense.

Borntosmoke:


You must be a big fool!!!, I was only trying to advice the girl and u brought pervert to my discussion.

Girlee:

I'm a little girl with the brains of a wise old man.
I'm a counselor, motivational speaker, inspirational writer and an upcoming writer.
....................
I've counselled the married, singles and those in courtship. I've motivated so many and inspired a whole lot on the planet and things turned out great for them. But the thing is: who will and can counsel the counselor?
.............................

Danmisra:

At this point u have to continue praying for Guidance.
Try to be patient with your father and also include him in your prayers for God to let him see the need to assist you. Know that you are not the only one with this problem, they are many but they exercise patience and prayer because that is the key.
Since you are good ( productive ) as u stated why not try to monetise it and add some skills to it that will bring more money to u.
This your present age is tempting . You will be bombarded with different thoughts(ugly ) once, so u need to be careful don rush pls because some people will take advantage of you being a girl because they know you have Weird feelings coupled with this money issues.
Talk to your uncles .

Anny69:
I wonder how she didn't realize that.

Girlee:


I'm sorry about the misunderstanding. Not all males are perverts.
Thanks for your advice.

@Anny69, thanks for looking out for me.

Borntosmoke:

I love you baby girl. I wish I can meet you physically to give you some hug to console you.

Emceecee:

Go and google 'Acres of diamonds', it's one of the best speeches ever given
It applies not just to you, but to everybody, let me explain

You said you're a counselor, motivational speaker, inspirational writer and an upcoming writer, yet you're looking for money
and the way you do that is to go to school so you get a certificate, i assume you'll use to find a job and get paid

2 questions to ask yourself:
What's the use of your certificate?
Why do people give money?

Money is a medium by which people exchange value
Value is something that solves a problem.
The people who make the most money, solve the biggest problems; think apple, dangote, oil companies.

You want to get a certificate so someone sees it as credibility, so he can employ you to help him solve his problem, which he'll pay you for
Meanwhile, you were solving problems for many people and doing it for free.

In case you can't see, you already have what it takes to generate income, i assume you just don't know how to sell
By sell, i mean get people to pay you for a problem you can already solve.

In other words, use your skills of counseling, speaking and writing to solve problems for people and get paid.
I wrote about this somewhere if you're interested, msg me, if not, look out in case i decide to make a post on it.

You desire to remain chaste until marriage is admirable
If people give negative remarks, just ignore them.

Ishilove:

Naivete

Anny69:
Why did you apologize? He said he was trying to advise you but is the bolded really necessary? It's giving perv vibes. Take that guy serious at your own peril.

Btw, you're welcome.

Girlee:
I'm just an eighteen years old female child who would be turning nineteen in Five months time.
I'm a little girl with the brains of a wise old man.
I'm a counselor, motivational speaker, inspirational writer and an upcoming writer.
Nobody knows me as "Girlee"; not even me. I know that's stupid. I just had to come up with this "Girlee" I really don't fancy.
For some reasons I still can't decipher, I couldn't create an account here with my actual "social media" name (still my real name though).
I've counselled the married, singles and those in courtship. I've motivated so many and inspired a whole lot on the planet and things turned out great for them. But the thing is: who will and can counsel the counselor?

Tonight, I'm broken as I've never been before.
I've sat for jamb thrice now and in all, I scored above 200.
Why didn't I gain admission?

Continuation...

Girlee:
[I'm pained!
I just want to know "how people run away from home".
I know I've got nowhere to go to and no one to run to but all I can think of right now is how I must leave this house, the negative vibes, the toxicity and hate.

My dad bought so many bags of cement, trips of sand to build his house. How much did I ask for?

I can't do what my mates are doing in the street because I just can't. If not, I just might have been one of those underaged prostitutes or thieves.
God has so much helped me because I've thought of so many crazy things to do but Christ in me won't allow it.

I want to be free abeg!
How do I run away from home?😩

fabolouz1:
It's an irony you said you are wise but unfortunately running away is not a wise decision

Lat1ene:



First thing you should know is this, from your write up you think you are special, your condition is special and you deserve special treatment , but I am sorry, this is not an attack on your self esteem, but you are not special and your situation is one that many have faced and conquered.


Not getting admission is basically from your side, I knew somebody like you who face almost the same problem in 2019, no supportive parent, but he passed trough it and escaped from house by getting admission.


You are also deluded that admission will solve all your problem, but schools itself had its own set of problems. So get used to life, pick your things by demanding it with sheer effort and forget about running from hone, nobody outside will welcome an 18yrs old for no gain, we now regard you as adult