Being a fool is a thing, knowing that you are a fool is another thing but knowing that you are fool and acting/doing it, then that's a different foolery ball game.

With further ado, let me introduce the main character of this topic- me. Yeah me.

Check my profile, you'd see.

I need someone to talk sense to me....

I'm just too stupid for a human living on an half brain cell with i.q less than average.

Here are the few of the stupid thing I have done in the past.

.Gambled for six months and (I pray I'm not counting this nonsense)
.smoke. Cig/weed/tried: my dad caught me in many occasion, tonight as well... we don't live together but he has control over where I stay. I once finish one packet of cig in one sitting of 1hr (stupid me)

. I got addicted to thing (bad things easily) especially fruitless things.

.I'm too lazy. I only eat once in a day and I smoke more than 20 of mixture in a day.

.well I have been fascinated about death since I was a kid. @12yrs or so but I'm glad it didn't went through.

.I don't see the difference btw life and death, yet I don't want to kill myself abruptly (suicide), yes I'm doing it slowly by smoking. I just hope the death would be painless and it shouldn't come when I started getting happy and having a reason to be alive......

.told my mom I won't be happy again since 2012, and I have not been genuinely happy for once except some burst that brings regret later at night.

.went to herbalist with a friends for some sort of unhealthy help and I was only told I have to work for God. Same thing happened with another white garment church pastor too. Bro I smoke, I drink, bleeped prostitute in past, countless of sin with technology(porn .etc)

.I remember when I pastor prayed for me and gave me 1k. Long story short I later use the more y order cig/weed.

.to say I'm tired is to say the least.

.I smoke and I don't hide it. Because what's the point at the end of the day if the truth is just hidden........


I have always maintained it, if I there's is hell then I'd gladly be one of it citizen but I'm just sad I don't get to enjoy this life......


It's just sad.

Being a fool is just too much......

Just crazy how things have turn out to become. Became shadow of myself. I'm divided between doing the perfect right thing and mixing it with wrong thing or doing the bad thing.

Maybe I have already done the bad thing and it wasn't successful that why I'm here ranting about all these...... in the past yes but now I'm just....



Well Bleep it. I'd do it!

Realizing that you are doing wrong is one of the first steps to righteousness and I must commend you for your courage.

All have sinned and come short of the glory of God. We have done all those things you mentioned and even worse.

The question I want to ask you is simple. WHAT DO YOU WANT?

If you want to be happy, then thats easy;

1. Start by being grateful for what you have-health, house, food, job, family etc. It may not be perfect but be grateful first. Do this everyday.

2. You have some negative egos-anger, lust, gluttony( excessive smoking and stuff). Try and reduce them.

3. Try to do, think and say some positive things- for yourself and other people.
I am here trying to help you is a positive act from me to you. This will grant my soul peace and happiness.
You too should do the same.

What you give comes back to you. If you give positivity, your soul reaps positivity. (Karma)

There are some 7 cardinal sins;
1. Lust. 2. Greed. 3. Gluttony. 4. Pride. 5. Envy 6. Sloth (laziness). 7. Wrath ( Anger)


Reduce these sins in your life and happiness will come gradually.

Also stop judging yourself.

No one is perfect. Even I am a sinner.

Balance your finances.

Money can buy some forms of happiness in this day and age.

Socrates
"Mankind is made of two kinds of people: wise people who know they're fools, and fools who think they are wise.

: “I am a fool, but I know I'm a fool and that makes me smarter than you.”

Do the needful because tomorrow you'll wish you had done it earlier

I knew was a big fool,when I was still inexperienced and I forgave a cheating partner.the next shock wey she give me,e hard me to recover.but now,I thick like pig skin. .The moment you cheat, The End

It is well with you Amen

That's all I can say

I knew I was a fool when I realized my bad habit of "people pleasing" it cost me low self esteem, stupid risky decisions taken at a whimp, saying yes to everything and obeying people without saying NO, accepting a job on verbal promises without an employment offer letter.