Hi friends,
I have a serious problem which I thought to discuss with all to get some solutions.
I used to like a girl which was in my school, she was my only crush in my life, after our schooling we were in same college as well, though I used to talk less, eventually at the end of our education we became best friends, I still had crush on her and I realised its love, I never ever thought of any other girl in my life except her, I told her my feelings many times (almost 7-8 times), every time she said, she only consider me as her best frnd, I respect her answer, But I cannot forget her, and cannot think of any other girl,

My parents were forcing me to see girls (arrange marriage) and marry soon, Finally after last no from my love, I agreed to marry one girl of our community,
Our marriage are after 3 months, But I still cannot forget my love and keep thinking of her, even while talking with or being with the one I am marrying, I always compare both, I hurts me a lot, I am a guy but still I am quite emotional and I used to cry each and every day, since last 4-5 months, I am scared whether I'll be happy with the girl I am marrying or whether I'll keep her happy,

Once my parents saw me crying and I didn't mention about my love, but I said I do not like the girl I am marrying, and they said now I have to marry her else our name will be spoil in our community, they said you will eventually start loving her after some time,

My condition is so bad now that I keep crying internally every time, can someone help me with these things