Infact relationship has not started if sex hasn't occured yet.. at that point both y'all just friends.

Midnight I go beg my neighbor, retired federal permanent secretary for ladder make I climb my fence. Naso senior man help me carry ladder go put for fence. I sky fence finish tell am say thank you sir. We turn padi.

At this particular moment it doesn't matter if the money was gotten honestly or stolen. The point is, you don't have to show your boss. He will believe you stashed more. And it can affect your settlement with him. The way you kept quiet till the money reached that amount is the same way you will keep quiet about it.

Invested close to 2milli in livestock/piggery farming. Lost everything to African swine flu last year. I still never recover.

Better call your mother and inform her now.

Papa Obinna

I'm thinking your problem is more psychological than physical.
After the first failure the subsequent times, your anxiety and relaxed level were too high because you were expecting to fail.
Coupled with the masturbation you've gotten Soo used to.
All that can cause mix-up in your head.