Hello Nairalanders, I have been trying allll my best for the past few years since I left secondary school to start my own business and start-up, it has not been easy.

I gave up several times and even contemplated taking my life but some good people over here helped save my life.

I am not lazy, my parents are poor and I lost my dad just last year, will be 23 this year but within this short period of time I have been able to raise my brand from nothing to something meaningful just that at this point I felt I the work and the look of my brands doesn't match the results.

In the sense that I have built my website all by myself, learnt and did the digital marketing all by myself but I need more funds to reach out to more clients with my idea.

I am building a platform to help young people who can't go further in life after secondary school to chart a cause for their life and my target is 1k students for free over 1 year 100Monthly.

And 300 students will be paid which are people who want to take the full course for 3 months, and I am targeting to raise 15Milliln from the ,300 paid students and the only way I can reach them is to advertise massively.

I don't have enough to do this, i need your help.

If you are willing to help, the money will be added to an account and there will be a group where I will be accountable to everyone what I used the money for and anyone interested in seeing my website and the whole idea I am willing to welcome into my WhatsApp DM.

I have built a name for my brand which I will only share maybe in my WhatsApp to only anyone willing to help.

Please help me, this is my last option I have tried everything even loan but no one was willing to give me.

Please. Admin, Seun, Nairaland, please help me.

Please don't pity me, no one will understand what I have gone through or what I am going through.

Hello Nairalanders, have been contemplating killing myself for the past few weeks but it's difficult, I have alot of pain I can't even cry anymore.

From the day I was born I have never had a rest, I have been fighting but at this point I think earth won..

I want to go home but it's difficult to do it myself, how do I mentally prepare for this and can I go by thinking about it?

thatigbogirl4NL:


Oya lets gist naa
Tell me about your girlfriend

Nothing much about her cause we didn't really put our relationship on the public but she's the best any man can have, she's one of the reasons it hard to take my life cause I don't want to disappoint her .

We are very close friends since we were children, I promised not to leave her but it gets painful everyday.

Anytime I know I might press the button I cry for her..

thatigbogirl4NL:


Hello strong soldier
How you doing.
Please 🙏 stay alive
At least until Peter Obi court case finishes

It's the pain of remaining alive but I am trying to.

Goodlady:

Perish the thoughts, think of surviving legally. Thank your stars you are a man. Cos it ll be tough if you are a female.

Thanks so much, trying my best to do so.

Gbadebo19:

Weyrey re ooo

A mad man is better than me right now.

Micheal56:
Bro calm down
I once felt like u 2021 but today things are working fine
Only the strong survive

Very well sir, it's asif I am dying slowly, when I wake up I always wonder how cause I always believe I might not wake up, I am just tired.


I am just gathering myself together if I see one more motivation to press the button right now I will gladly be happy to do it.

Goodlady:

Ahhh ahhh, kilowa le to iyen?
Don't go yet. There's more positivity for you. If you feel you v had it all and needed urgent help maybe from govt or good samaritans and you can't find easily?
Go to the nearest main road and attempt suicide several times Infront of vehicles. You ll see who ll ask for your info and why you wan die.
Help can come from there.
Or just seek legal help from people you know.
I can't help you from here, your chance of getting help here too is not as fast as you doing any of the above. The legal or illegal one. If you are in Lagos, just go the 3rd mainland bridge and attempt suicide. You ll get help. Sanwoolu fit adopt you sef. You don blow be that.

It's looking like I am dead inside, the way I have been seeing life it's aside I am not alive again.

Just thoughts of death even if I don't die with suicide I might not wake up one day, I am trying my best to stay alive but it only gets worse the more I pray, try my best to be alive.

Hi Nairalanders, I am a very strong person, I love minding my business and have been alone for the past few years trying my best to make things work.

Lost my Dad about two years back and my Aunt that I lived all my life about 3 months before I lost my dad.

I have been wondering if life is worth it, at the end of the day we will all die.

I own startups even got loans to try to support them but nothing is working, I have tried my best as a man everyone around me knows this but the input and the result are not matching.

For the last one week I have been at home all alone, no one to talk to cause they won't even understand what's going on with me.

I have been contemplating if life is worth it, I am Googling how I can prepare myself and emotions for a suicide.

I don't have the full courage yet but I know anytime from now I might wave goodbye to earth, I am anonymous so no one will try to help me, I just want to give a hint of what happened to me here in Nairaland incase my family checks my phone.

I will be sending my Landlady's number to someone close incase I don't come out they will know who to call.

Goodnight cold world ❤️❤️❤️. Finally taking a bold step to go home where there's peace away from the harsh world who only support evil for good...

I am not stupid, I am very brave but I can't cope anymore, Mummy sorry I didn't fulfil my promise and to my girlfriend, move on if you see this.

It was bound to happen.