contrary, ur children will love u more, cos wen the grow they will understand wat u did for them. like i do now

i am from a home of six a we were raised up single handedly by my mum, i am the last out of six, and u will be shocked if i tell u that we are all graduates, two females, both married, 1 a teacher one a banker, four boys, one married and lecturing, one a priest(catholic) the last two(both abroad. dear,
my dear my advice to u is, focus u can make it, my dad is alive but he never contributed a dime to our upbringing, lucky enough for us my mum is a very hard working woman, i watched my dad frustrate my mums efforts as i grew up, and till date he hasnt stopped. u hv an edge, in the sense that ur husband does not molest u, and u dint say that he doesnt play the role of the man of the house. so my dear God is the key to ur problems, with all the persecution my mum recieved from my dad she still was the chairperson of one of the currently bombed churches in zaria, kaduna state, that was yrs ago, why i tell u this is for u to know that God is the Key, it wont be easy but some day joy will overtake all u hv passed tru,just like my mum today. trust in God, work in his vineyard and he will work in urs, till date my parents hv not yet been reconciled we the kids have tried but the man has refused and he does not even have any reason, we have asked him the problem but he never gave any tangible reason for hating his wife for more than 30yrs now, well me are now used to it, and we are living our life, but he is the one suffering it, cos the whole world knows that my mum trained us and that all the kudos are hers. Please be strong it wont be easy, sex is not everything, wat if he was dead? would u run into another mans house cos of it, in alittle while now u will start to enjoy ur kids and forget about all those things. mean while my mum has still achived what couples do achieve together, academics, career, family and finance, i will like to hook u up with her for advice, email me@ rabdul851@gmail.com,