i thought it wil be on December 1 as presumed by the legislature; how come it's now december 6...

madam... from ur story, it s confirmed d guy doesn't love. Dont go ahead with d marriage.
stop cooking for him, expect he buys d cooking materials or gives u d money to buy d material and do d cooking. Also,eat seperately.
if i should suggest, raising and catering for a child as single mother wit ur meagre salary wil be a heavy and difficult burden on u. i think an abotion wit be a better idea in dis case. this wil help u delete all memories u hav abt him, kip u focus, and sustain urself on ur salary.
if asked abt d pregrency, u can lie u had a miscarriage.
the mistake has been made, and u hav learnt ur lesson. moreso, the abortion s necessary, coz u nid to kip body and soul together, move out to a better place wen ur current rent expires, and also feed well.
think about the effect of dis current recession on ur well-being, should u give birth to d baby. can ur current salary foot ur upkeeps?