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Business / How Do I Advertise My Affiliate Link Without A Site? by TheImpaler: 8:07am On Oct 17, 2017
How do I advertise CPI affiliate link without a site?
Religion / Re: Sex Magick: How To Cast Powerful Spells With Your Sperm & Orgasm by TheImpaler: 7:57am On Oct 17, 2017
Hello Mr. Babalawos, can you please carry out a divination for me?. Life makes no sense right now.

I'll give my details when ready.
Religion / Re: The Middle Path by TheImpaler: 3:31pm On Oct 12, 2017
Mr. Sarassin, I recently went through your thread on "mantras" and learnt a lot.

Can you help me with mantra for ajna chakra mediation or general chakra mediation. Thanks.
Family / Re: Depression: Where From Here? by TheImpaler: 5:47pm On Sep 26, 2017
Mindfulness:
Depression is the feeling of disempowerment or in other words helplessness. Since the title of the thread is "Where from here", I would say that you have to go from depression to anger. Feel free to be angry with your father for making you take a path that you have not chosen and feel reluctant to follow. This is, I guess, where your depression and feeling of disempowerment stem from. It does not have to remain like that.

However, let the power of your anger be a constructive force. What is it that you would like to do with your intelligence and creativity? You are only 19 years old and you have a lot of time to do things in life that others can only dream of. What is it that ignites your passion and enthusiasm? Engineering? Law? Music? Sports? Physics?

Decide what you want and go for it. Do not let your talents be wasted. They are worth a lot and they will open doors for you. Life is what you make of it.

Last but not least, you do not have to be like other people. The average person is predictable and boring. I like weird people. They make a difference. Feel free to be yourself. You do not have to have many friends. One or two loyal friends would be enough. There are 7 billion people in this world and trust me, some of them are just like you. You will find them if you stop pretending to be what you are not.

You have a crisis. It is a phase. It will pass. Nothing lasts forever. We all go through a crisis every now and then. It is part of life. You will enjoy good times more for it. Food also tastes better when you felt some hunger before.
Thank you very much.
These are the most positive words I've heard in a long time.

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Family / Re: Depression: Where From Here? by TheImpaler: 5:15pm On Sep 26, 2017
Lalasticlala, seun, mynd44
Family / Depression: Where From Here? by TheImpaler: 5:14pm On Sep 26, 2017
Life.
I'm sure life has different meanings for the billions of people on earth. For me the perception has changed because I now see life as an illusion that can only get more fvcked up or more sideways.
And the worst part? People always take for granted what others see and feel, always until they decide enough is enough and end the illusion. That will then be when eyes will be opened and crossed paths recalled.

I'm suffering.....in silence.
To another person I've got it all sorted out.
I'm a medical student.
In 400L and still very young(19 years).
Super smart and Super creative.
Tall and very well behaved.
Well to do. Etc.

Who wouldn't think so!
Except as I said, everything is an illusion!

I never wanted to be a doctor, my dad just happened to like the profession and decided it. I'm in 400L and still don't have a clue how my future will shape out.

How about being brainy, you think there's no downside?
I have little human empathy, I have never really had friends in life because nobody understands me. I'm the nerd, the weirdo, the gadget man. Do you know how hard it is feigning laughter at jokes every single day knowing they mean nothing with logic?.

But of course these may be petty excuses to some people, the real depression came with 2017.

This year has literally been the year everything went sideways.

I hate to go into details but I estimate I'm owing almost 400k, quit notice hanging over my head, rapid deteriorating academic performance, failure in exams looming, I even received a result of an exam and I'm the lowest in class.
I've been depressed since March and life is just like a new maze everyday.
And nobody cares.

I've accumulated so much bad energy that I'm like a magnet for bad things and I feel this in my guy everyday.

Now life takes a new meaning, a continuous line of falling dominoes with nothing but oblivion at the end.
All I wish for is that oblivion.

I have suicidal thoughts everyday and I'm beginning to think it's time.

I'm tired.

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Religion / Re: I Need My Third Eye Activated by TheImpaler: 7:51am On Sep 24, 2017
tjmc:
Thanks bro for stopping by. I have studied the website but one thing I don't really fancy is the blood convenant. If not for that I don't have issues. Also I have done the third eye exercise in which one chants thoh for three days then the deal is done. But I haven't seen any changes.

When you did the thoh chant, did you see any bright illumination with your eyes closed?

I've been meditating in the dark with binaural beats for a week and I keep seeing that illumination (like someone is flashing a torch with my eyes closed).
Religion / Can Marijuana Plus Meditation Open The Third Eye? by TheImpaler: 1:35pm On Sep 22, 2017
Can Marijuana and meditation open the third eye? This question is posed to all the ogas in religious section, come and relieve my curiosity.

Cc: sarassin, loj, Billyonaire

If I didn't mention you, I'm sorry.
Romance / Re: Improve Your Dating Game Here.! See Inside. by TheImpaler: 2:04am On Sep 10, 2017
Boss xxxtedyxxx I hail oo..
How do I handle a situation whereby all the females around know that i have basically zero social skills like one jokingly blurted out ones that the thought I was dumb. How best do you think I should project myself to clear them of that conclusion on me...... Dating is the only thing that still gives me difficulty because of cold feet and procastination with fear of rejection.

Ffs, I'll soon be 30 and I've not even had a 5 minutes long discussion with a babe.
cry
Webmasters / Re: How Can I Learn Phishing by TheImpaler: 4:54pm On Sep 06, 2017
BiafranBushBoy:


Where is your location?
Abj.... Till the strike is over.
Webmasters / Re: How Can I Learn Phishing by TheImpaler: 4:04pm On Sep 06, 2017
BiafranBushBoy:


Not possible. You even sound like a complete novice. tongue

Go and up your game, before you start looking for where to phish!! angry
I'm not a computer student but I'm passionate.
Webmasters / Re: How Can I Learn Phishing by TheImpaler: 4:01pm On Sep 06, 2017
Bolaji21:

You want to learn about phishing or you want to learn phishing? They're 2 different things. To learn about phishing, just type it in Google search and you can't exhaust the articles you'll find.
But to learn phishing, you need to learn Web programming first, at least to intermediate level. Google search Web programming and you'll see what it's all about.
I need to learn phishing.
Which language do I start with?.. Don't be annoyed at my programming ineptitude.
Webmasters / How Can I Learn Phishing by TheImpaler: 3:28pm On Sep 06, 2017
I've always been fascinated by the phishing subject and I am obsessed with learning all about it. I also have a super brain.

Please I need someone who can teach or direct me, you can pm me if nairaland is not convenient.
Merci.
Car Talk / Re: Now You Can Pay For Items With This Newly Launched Car Key by TheImpaler: 2:43pm On Sep 06, 2017
Johngla:
He go take 50 years before he enter naija.. smh
Bro, shoot me a mail... I need to enquire something about carding from you.

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