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Thought We Still Have A Lot To Talk About by israelboy1(m): 3:13pm On Dec 17, 2015 |
NEVER KNEW I WAS LOOSING YOU ..UNTIL NOW Coming back late at night Seeing not the tears in your face Waking up every day in preparation for work Never a time…to watch or even see you smile I never knew I was losing you until now I am so sorry I NEVER THOUGHT THIS COULD HAPPEN I thought extra work will bring more happiness Working all day… also studying all night I thought you were on diet “seeing you bony” Deceiving me with those beautiful smiles and saying.. “it’s all gonna be well dear” I never knew I was losing somebody so close until now Distracted by the outside world Which do not even care Thousands apologies won’t work out right now But sincerely, I acknowledge the fact of my stupidity I never knew I was losing you until now dear, I am really sorry… but do not ever forgive I received 3 calls (from you) on my way back from work I pretended never to have seen them..cos of my huge surprises I bought the most beautiful flower..filled with all scents you can imagine Just for the precious being been known and also called a wife to my gentle nature Getting home without a sign of you made me worried … “why the call in the first place” made me sorry I tried to give a call back without a doubt Hearing your ring tone again…almost got me a big gout I calmed myself down..pretending and trying to just be relaxed What could have happened I said.. “seeing the whole place looking so unkempt”. I saw a call from our hospital What’s going on? “ I asked, before even picking up the call” I had to repeat “I am never going to think of something bad 24times..” The 25th time, I busted out in tears without a very known reason which I once knew I had to rush down “to the hospital” without me even driving All I knew and noticed was just seeing the car moving I had to be stopped..by the hospital gate… which was on lock Cos my thought was this… “it’s meant to be unlocked” Staining the steering with my own blood My office cloth…now stained in the pool of my blood Why is the doctor not smiling “I began to wonder” What’s the point? “I asked, is he not still on duty?” Hey man “calling from afar”…neglecting the rules guiding rudeness You have to calm down and relax.. “I heard” Who said that? I had to ask Forcing myself towards the direction of the doctor I saw my wife.. lying down on bed with things we never for once talked about Who the hell did this to her…I screamed. … “Scaring the doctor at first” She has been suffering from cancer..the doctor replied.. “while about running away for his own dear life” I thought he was joking.. “saying all that, without even his lips moving”. So what’s her status I asked Let’s go to my office he replied Hey man! I said aloud, maybe he did not hear the first one clearly What is she doing there, I screamed Waiting for her to tell me to calm down We tried all our best.. “he said”, Don’t finish that… “I have to meet with her now…no one dares to touch me” I got to her bed ..”I AM HERE DARLING” I said .. “more than the number of time I could even put into counting” I heard no response… “while still in tears” Everybody started staring at me With this ugly face of regret Never knew I was losing somebody so precious to me While working so hard Just to get that promotion I got from my place of work Do not forgive me please… I will hate myself “I said.. looking to the face of this being already laid to rest in an unknown everlasting world” I wish my present wishes had been wished without me been wished… I never knew I was losing somebody so close to me Making my heart so heavy and empty All happening just at the same time interval Wish this could just be a formed story ..from this weird dream of mine I once dreamt Now, I am all alone..without no one to even cry with me LET’S NOT GIVE MORE ATTENTION TO OUR WORK LEAVING THE LIFE OF OUR FAMILY AT STAKE FAMILY SHOULD ALWAYS COME FIRST FIRST BEFORE ANY ACT By Meshileya Israel O., 2015 |
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