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Re: I Am Ashamed Of Myself Right Now... by SSpeter(m): 3:07pm On Nov 03, 2015
cheesy
ibkgab001:
Peter again ... same way you were ashamed in the bible when you denied Jesus
Re: I Am Ashamed Of Myself Right Now... by SSpeter(m): 3:08pm On Nov 03, 2015
DICKtator:


Bro, no offense (in Me C.ork's voice) but STFU

We have all been there

We have crossed that bridge before.

Phucckk her some more and you would get over it.

It starts from somewhere

grin grin grin grin
Noted
Re: I Am Ashamed Of Myself Right Now... by Elle277(f): 3:09pm On Nov 03, 2015
Flawlessangel:


is this your way of saying you have never engaged in premarital sex?
it's not about me but "op"
Re: I Am Ashamed Of Myself Right Now... by Nobody: 3:10pm On Nov 03, 2015
Well, A JACK is and will always be a JACK, and if yu try 2 add the suffix. ....SON to it to shift d paddle, I'm afraid yu jes gonna make d mata worse cos JACKSON on the other hand, if yu av a very gud listnin ear is nt some pleasant name
Re: I Am Ashamed Of Myself Right Now... by brownlolly(m): 3:12pm On Nov 03, 2015
So where did the latex come from?
Re: I Am Ashamed Of Myself Right Now... by Flawlessangel(m): 3:12pm On Nov 03, 2015
Elle277:
it's not about me but "op"

yes i know
Re: I Am Ashamed Of Myself Right Now... by Nobody: 3:13pm On Nov 03, 2015
SSpeter:
Noted

Really!! Dd I jes see yu type "noted"?

I'm sure yu knw dat smtin noted can always be reffered to, sooner or later
Re: I Am Ashamed Of Myself Right Now... by SSpeter(m): 3:13pm On Nov 03, 2015
TojAlomo:
Noted but why are you telling me?
My problem pass your own, at least you get job.
everyone will get a job sooner or later...having a job doesn't make u either rich or happy...is just that most people see joblessness as a disease...if you have a sound mind nd quite acquainted with recent info's you will soon get a job....but you may still not be happy @ the end...
Re: I Am Ashamed Of Myself Right Now... by robosky02(m): 3:14pm On Nov 03, 2015
misspicy:
OP i don't blame you one bit buh if really you want to take your stand on abstinence then you need christ...determination with prayer will go a long way,i think you only engaged determination forgeting that devil poured a lot of karishakas into the world......even if you don't want it,they gonna rape you....

#pray so ye might not fall into temptation

thats it
Re: I Am Ashamed Of Myself Right Now... by Flawlessangel(m): 3:14pm On Nov 03, 2015
Elle277:
it's not about me but "op"

yes i know, now am asking you, have you personally enagaged in that and speaking from experience? Or is this you giving advice as somebody who has never engaged in premarital sex?
Re: I Am Ashamed Of Myself Right Now... by Nobody: 3:15pm On Nov 03, 2015
ok
Re: I Am Ashamed Of Myself Right Now... by smd837(m): 3:15pm On Nov 03, 2015
PuciPrince:
Bros u get problem oooo. Anyways you can divert the gehs to me whenever they come arnd ehn. I will help your fatherly course by taking them from you.

Wats d meaning of oni yeye? Ar u okenian?
Oni yeye
Re: I Am Ashamed Of Myself Right Now... by Elle277(f): 3:16pm On Nov 03, 2015
Flawlessangel:


yes i know, am just asking , have you personally enagaged in that and speaking from experience or have you not engaged in pre marital sex?
my answer won'tbe necessary, you don't know me neither do I..
Re: I Am Ashamed Of Myself Right Now... by SSpeter(m): 3:17pm On Nov 03, 2015
brownlolly:
So where did the latex come from?
funny u
Re: I Am Ashamed Of Myself Right Now... by Timzyy(m): 3:25pm On Nov 03, 2015
Nihilist:
Shey ode leleyi ni?
E be lyk so..
Re: I Am Ashamed Of Myself Right Now... by Nobody: 3:27pm On Nov 03, 2015
SSpeter:
Dude my cousin na doc nah...moreover he is sexually active. condoms are as plentiful as sand at the sea shore...I did let my guard down..u did not sound condescending either cool
lol, got me laughin at the condom line, Anyways, you never less of the man you use to be before that act and won't be, Abstinence or no abstinence, sex is apart of human life so don't get too religious about it, rather get a perfect time table, decent partner and everytime protection or marriage option. You good bro.
Re: I Am Ashamed Of Myself Right Now... by Mariojane(f): 3:29pm On Nov 03, 2015
you don't need to hate yourself or anyone for what happened. the most important thing was you using protection cos believe me some girls can be soo crazy coming with the excuse that she is pregnant for you.
the deed is done, you just have to be careful next time. you can't stay away from girls to avoid temptation instead you should make friends with them when you get friendly with them, you won't be moved by their advances. then see all of them as friends then the feeling or urge to have se.x with them won't be there.
Re: I Am Ashamed Of Myself Right Now... by Nobody: 3:30pm On Nov 03, 2015
SSpeter:
Helo Dudes am so ashamed of myself right now. I always hated weekends and often do overtime at work even when my boss screams "No payment for Overtime"...

I don't take off days even when I had to be on site late at night. I don't see myself as a workaholic because an average black man doesn't like work. Not because of the money either (though I will love to quit if a better offer springs up and am not relenting in the search)...but just to erase my mind off temptations. I spend my Sundays at my sister's house so that the kids will keep me preoccupied.

I am a strong advocate of #NOsexB4Marriage...Although during my University days I had smitten more kity kats than most guys will ever dream of. I had a re-orientation during my service year and took up the tag #Abstinence...I try to limit my discussions and interactions with the opposite sex, I don't approve of excessive touching and I preoccupy my thoughts with work..

Sundays are the worst days "no work"...so I am always extra careful and often stay glued to my routines....the firm I worked with just handed over a secondary school to her clients on the 23rd of last month and those of us who were immersed in the project and saw it to fruition were given 2 weeks break and a paltry sum as bonus.

2 weeks! That was where my problem started. First I travelled to stay with my parents spent three days wasn't comfortable because that was the neighbourhood I grew up, the ladies there may still think a leopard doesn't change its spot...I left when I saw so many temptations and green lights...I went to my sister's house and it's just the same thing because I have also tested some of the kity kats from the flats below...then my cousin persuaded me to come to portharcourt I haven't seen him in a decade.

When I got to PH I told my cousin of my new stand and he said "whatever rocks your boat"... The next two days, we had fun bought some item until ****** showed up embarassed...she was my cousin's friend. She was not a threat and she doesn't even dress hot. So I let down my guard whenever she visits. She cooked, we ate and I thought perhaps she was one of my cousin's numerous GFS.

Two days ago, my cousin told me they are going to watch Nigeria match in a bar. I am not a football fan,Tennis rocks my boat. So I preoccupied my self with a movie. About an hour later she came back and told me my cousin and his crew are cracking too many stuffs and she is no longer comfortable (My cousin is a Med doc. But he smokes at least a packet of B&H everyday + or minus other additives). I said okay. She went to lie on the bed and later I joined her. The apartment is a mini flat and the sitting room is tiled. Just a mattress no duvet so we slept on the same mattress. Truth be told I could not remember anything until I saw myself shooting fluid in a latex material. Everything vanished from my eyes I was filled with hate. The next morning I had my bath, called my cousin and was shocked when he told me he was already @ work I carried my bag and the lady quickly took her shower and left. I went straight to the hospital gave him the key to his apartment. I had already told him my boss asked me to rush down......I left PH....sad....this morning I woke up feeling sad. The memory with the lady that night keeps occupying my mind and she even sent a text that "she loves me because I am cool headed, polite and handsome"....I was further peeved by her subsequent messages. Now I am just ashamed of Myself...and am still asking; how did it happen why was I not reasonable enough?...well I have learnt my lesson..."Emotions are stronger than Knowledge"
how you take get CONDOM undecided

Or you travel with CONDOM for POCKET or na she give you?

Just asking

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Re: I Am Ashamed Of Myself Right Now... by SSpeter(m): 3:31pm On Nov 03, 2015
linearity:
Dude,

I applaud your attempt at sincerity, are you trying to tell us that, while deeply asleep; this girl hop on you, put a rubber on your John Thomas that is already at attention and start raping you?

Otherwise, I will call your story about not know what happened bulls**t. You got attention, had raincoat on, went through at the minimum round one, and you never indicated that you were drunk and after dismounting, all you can tell us is, you do not know how it happened? And you are a guy, common.

Agreed, we will understand if, you want to save us from the normal sundry routine of how you tossed her, smooched her, press her Bobby, etc and when the heat became unbearable, you had the presence of mind and intelligence to go looking for one of the spare raincoats that you usually keep in your #Abstinence_NoSex_Until_Marriage back pocket....

or the lady who appeared to be a stranger, planned it all, including bringing the raincoat with her? I think, we will like to hear her side of the story, now your side portray her to be a rapist, more so since, you have conviently developed amnesia about the whole thing.

If you want to take responsibility, be a man and take full responsibility. We will understand if you said, you were carried away; the emotions were too powerful for you and as such, we went with the flow of events, etc...
awwww analysis...I wasn't drunk things happened too fast beyond my comprehension. I did let my guard down it was not my apartment...my Cousin had condoms on display....I did not blame anyone but myself
Re: I Am Ashamed Of Myself Right Now... by Nobody: 3:34pm On Nov 03, 2015
Op smh 4 u.,u cant remember wat happened,but u remember shooting ur fluid inside latex..hmm contunu.,watching u in 3D..next thing u will blame the devil..
Re: I Am Ashamed Of Myself Right Now... by SSpeter(m): 3:36pm On Nov 03, 2015
sonofananimal:
how you take get CONDOM undecided

Or you travel with CONDOM for POCKET or na she give you?

Just asking
I thought I have answered this qstn.... undecided...ask me again
Re: I Am Ashamed Of Myself Right Now... by godwinkessi: 3:37pm On Nov 03, 2015
SSpeter:
cry cry cry

Bro how then did u manage to remember condomm? I'm confused u used a latex how come
Re: I Am Ashamed Of Myself Right Now... by SSpeter(m): 3:37pm On Nov 03, 2015
markkaycee:
Op smh 4 u.,u cant remember wat happened,but u remember shooting ur fluid inside latex..hmm contunu.,watching u in 3D..next thing u will blame the devil..
Kaycee na wetin I remember I type....seriously...
Re: I Am Ashamed Of Myself Right Now... by SSpeter(m): 3:40pm On Nov 03, 2015
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godwinkessi:


Bro how then did u manage to remember condomm? I'm confused u used a latex how come
undecided
Re: I Am Ashamed Of Myself Right Now... by macminista(m): 3:42pm On Nov 03, 2015
SSpeter:
Helo Dudes am so ashamed of myself right now. I always hated weekends and often do overtime at work even when my boss screams "No payment for Overtime"...

I don't take off days even when I had to be on site late at night. I don't see myself as a workaholic because an average black man doesn't like work. Not because of the money either (though I will love to quit if a better offer springs up and am not relenting in the search)...but just to erase my mind off temptations. I spend my Sundays at my sister's house so that the kids will keep me preoccupied.

I am a strong advocate of #NOsexB4Marriage...Although during my University days I had smitten more kity kats than most guys will ever dream of. I had a re-orientation during my service year and took up the tag #Abstinence...I try to limit my discussions and interactions with the opposite sex, I don't approve of excessive touching and I preoccupy my thoughts with work..

Sundays are the worst days "no work"...so I am always extra careful and often stay glued to my routines....the firm I worked with just handed over a secondary school to her clients on the 23rd of last month and those of us who were immersed in the project and saw it to fruition were given 2 weeks break and a paltry sum as bonus.

2 weeks! That was where my problem started. First I travelled to stay with my parents spent three days wasn't comfortable because that was the neighbourhood I grew up, the ladies there may still think a leopard doesn't change its spot...I left when I saw so many temptations and green lights...I went to my sister's house and it's just the same thing because I have also tested some of the kity kats from the flats below...then my cousin persuaded me to come to portharcourt I haven't seen him in a decade.

When I got to PH I told my cousin of my new stand and he said "whatever rocks your boat"... The next two days, we had fun bought some item until ****** showed up embarassed...she was my cousin's friend. She was not a threat and she doesn't even dress hot. So I let down my guard whenever she visits. She cooked, we ate and I thought perhaps she was one of my cousin's numerous GFS.

Two days ago, my cousin told me they are going to watch Nigeria match in a bar. I am not a football fan,Tennis rocks my boat. So I preoccupied my self with a movie. About an hour later she came back and told me my cousin and his crew are cracking too many stuffs and she is no longer comfortable (My cousin is a Med doc. But he smokes at least a packet of B&H everyday + or minus other additives). I said okay. She went to lie on the bed and later I joined her. The apartment is a mini flat and the sitting room is tiled. Just a mattress no duvet so we slept on the same mattress. Truth be told [b]I could not remember anything until I saw myself shooting fluid in a latex material. [/b]Everything vanished from my eyes I was filled with hate. The next morning I had my bath, called my cousin and was shocked when he told me he was already @ work I carried my bag and the lady quickly took her shower and left. I went straight to the hospital gave him the key to his apartment. I had already told him my boss asked me to rush down......I left PH....sad....this morning I woke up feeling sad. The memory with the lady that night keeps occupying my mind and she even sent a text that "she loves me because I am cool headed, polite and handsome"....I was further peeved by her subsequent messages. Now I am just ashamed of Myself...and am still asking; how did it happen why was I not reasonable enough?...well I have learnt my lesson..."Emotions are stronger than Knowledge"
Dat wan na talk? Dem drug u...abegi
Re: I Am Ashamed Of Myself Right Now... by JideTheBlogger(m): 3:44pm On Nov 03, 2015
ode...
Re: I Am Ashamed Of Myself Right Now... by Gabaleve(m): 3:46pm On Nov 03, 2015
What is al this rubbish na?
What is op feeling like ?
Why you wan they tell us say girl they trip for you,must you tell us say she message you,must you tell us the content of the message
i really don't find any sensible meaning to this uselessly long for nothing write-up
number1. U said you have learnt your lessons,so what do you want us to do for you?
2. Were you so blind that you didn't notice she was on the bed with you?...because me i never see this kind oponu for my life,you run go ph because of karishika,you com see d same karishika ontop your bed,you com dey smile
3. Where you put your brain when you begin smooch the innocent sister?
4. Where your brain travel to,when you begin UnCloth the innocent sister?
5. Even as you claim innocent reach ontop your evil work,you no forget to wear cd
now you com they tell us rubbish,LIAR
All this mods sef no dey try,better things dey wey we suppose dey reason,instead na al this imbeciles spiritual problem dem go dey put for fp

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Re: I Am Ashamed Of Myself Right Now... by Nobody: 3:49pm On Nov 03, 2015
Abeg op she carry the condom come?or na. Get the rubber
SSpeter:
Helo Dudes am so ashamed of myself right now. I always hated weekends and often do overtime at work even when my boss screams "No payment for Overtime"...

I don't take off days even when I had to be on site late at night. I don't see myself as a workaholic because an average black man doesn't like work. Not because of the money either (though I will love to quit if a better offer springs up and am not relenting in the search)...but just to erase my mind off temptations. I spend my Sundays at my sister's house so that the kids will keep me preoccupied.

I am a strong advocate of #NOsexB4Marriage...Although during my University days I had smitten more kity kats than most guys will ever dream of. I had a re-orientation during my service year and took up the tag #Abstinence...I try to limit my discussions and interactions with the opposite sex, I don't approve of excessive touching and I preoccupy my thoughts with work..

Sundays are the worst days "no work"...so I am always extra careful and often stay glued to my routines....the firm I worked with just handed over a secondary school to her clients on the 23rd of last month and those of us who were immersed in the project and saw it to fruition were given 2 weeks break and a paltry sum as bonus.

2 weeks! That was where my problem started. First I travelled to stay with my parents spent three days wasn't comfortable because that was the neighbourhood I grew up, the ladies there may still think a leopard doesn't change its spot...I left when I saw so many temptations and green lights...I went to my sister's house and it's just the same thing because I have also tested some of the kity kats from the flats below...then my cousin persuaded me to come to portharcourt I haven't seen him in a decade.

When I got to PH I told my cousin of my new stand and he said "whatever rocks your boat"... The next two days, we had fun bought some item until ****** showed up embarassed...she was my cousin's friend. She was not a threat and she doesn't even dress hot. So I let down my guard whenever she visits. She cooked, we ate and I thought perhaps she was one of my cousin's numerous GFS.

Two days ago, my cousin told me they are going to watch Nigeria match in a bar. I am not a football fan,Tennis rocks my boat. So I preoccupied my self with a movie. About an hour later she came back and told me my cousin and his crew are cracking too many stuffs and she is no longer comfortable (My cousin is a Med doc. But he smokes at least a packet of B&H everyday + or minus other additives). I said okay. She went to lie on the bed and later I joined her. The apartment is a mini flat and the sitting room is tiled. Just a mattress no duvet so we slept on the same mattress. Truth be told I could not remember anything until I saw myself shooting fluid in a latex material. Everything vanished from my eyes I was filled with hate. The next morning I had my bath, called my cousin and was shocked when he told me he was already @ work I carried my bag and the lady quickly took her shower and left. I went straight to the hospital gave him the key to his apartment. I had already told him my boss asked me to rush down......I left PH....sad....this morning I woke up feeling sad. The memory with the lady that night keeps occupying my mind and she even sent a text that "she loves me because I am cool headed, polite and handsome"....I was further peeved by her subsequent messages. Now I am just ashamed of Myself...and am still asking; how did it happen why was I not reasonable enough?...well I have learnt my lesson..."Emotions are stronger than Knowledge"
Re: I Am Ashamed Of Myself Right Now... by UjSizzle(f): 3:55pm On Nov 03, 2015
SSpeter:
my cousin's apartment he is a doctor nd sexually active condoms are not hidden. They are on display
All right. Like I said before you need to forgive yourself for slipping. It happens sometimes. What matters is your resolve to keep moving ahead with your chosen way of life. Stay away from compromising situations. It helps to maintain a level of cynicism and assume the worse case scenarios sometimes. Give yourself mental checks and please don't be so quick to trust your own strength and women.

Wish you the best.
Re: I Am Ashamed Of Myself Right Now... by SSpeter(m): 3:56pm On Nov 03, 2015
Abylyty:


Mr man. Did u come for help or wah?? angry >: undecided
I just want to let it out as a way of confessing...nd it has really lightened me up too many funny comments added spice to my day. I can always talk to a counsellor if I feel I need to...thanks for the concern
Re: I Am Ashamed Of Myself Right Now... by SSpeter(m): 4:01pm On Nov 03, 2015
Gabaleve:
What is al this rubbish na?
What is op feeling like ?
Why you wan they tell us say girl they trip for you,must you tell us say she message you,must you tell us the content of the message
i really don't find any sensible meaning to this uselessly long for nothing write-up
number1. U said you have learnt your lessons,so what do you want us to do for you?
2. Were you so blind that you didn't notice she was on the bed with you?...because me i never see this kind oponu for my life,you run go ph because of karishika,you com see d same karishika ontop your bed,you com dey smile
3. Where you put your brain when you begin smooch the innocent sister?
4. Where your brain travel to,when you begin UnCloth the innocent sister?
5. Even as you claim innocent reach ontop your evil work,you no forget to wear cd
now you com they tell us rubbish,LIAR
All this mods sef no dey try,better things dey wey we suppose dey reason,instead na al this imbeciles spiritual problem dem go dey put for fp
wow I find ur write up funny nd hilarious got me laughing jeez...bt do not use those bad language on my thread again...hve a nice day
Re: I Am Ashamed Of Myself Right Now... by iyke2ken(m): 4:02pm On Nov 03, 2015
SSpeter:
Helo Dudes am so ashamed of myself right now. I always hated weekends and often do overtime at work even when my boss screams "No payment for Overtime"...

I don't take off days even when I had to be on site late at night. I don't see myself as a workaholic because an average black man doesn't like work. Not because of the money either (though I will love to quit if a better offer springs up and am not relenting in the search)...but just to erase my mind off temptations. I spend my Sundays at my sister's house so that the kids will keep me preoccupied.

I am a strong advocate of #NOsexB4Marriage...Although during my University days I had smitten more kity kats than most guys will ever dream of. I had a re-orientation during my service year and took up the tag #Abstinence...I try to limit my discussions and interactions with the opposite sex, I don't approve of excessive touching and I preoccupy my thoughts with work..

Sundays are the worst days "no work"...so I am always extra careful and often stay glued to my routines....the firm I worked with just handed over a secondary school to her clients on the 23rd of last month and those of us who were immersed in the project and saw it to fruition were given 2 weeks break and a paltry sum as bonus.

2 weeks! That was where my problem started. First I travelled to stay with my parents spent three days wasn't comfortable because that was the neighbourhood I grew up, the ladies there may still think a leopard doesn't change its spot...I left when I saw so many temptations and green lights...I went to my sister's house and it's just the same thing because I have also tested some of the kity kats from the flats below...then my cousin persuaded me to come to portharcourt I haven't seen him in a decade.

When I got to PH I told my cousin of my new stand and he said "whatever rocks your boat"... The next two days, we had fun bought some item until ****** showed up embarassed...she was my cousin's friend. She was not a threat and she doesn't even dress hot. So I let down my guard whenever she visits. She cooked, we ate and I thought perhaps she was one of my cousin's numerous GFS.

Two days ago, my cousin told me they are going to watch Nigeria match in a bar. I am not a football fan,Tennis rocks my boat. So I preoccupied my self with a movie. About an hour later she came back and told me my cousin and his crew are cracking too many stuffs and she is no longer comfortable (My cousin is a Med doc. But he smokes at least a packet of B&H everyday + or minus other additives). I said okay. She went to lie on the bed and later I joined her. The apartment is a mini flat and the sitting room is tiled. Just a mattress no duvet so we slept on the same mattress. Truth be told I could not remember anything until I saw myself shooting fluid in a latex material. Everything vanished from my eyes I was filled with hate. The next morning I had my bath, called my cousin and was shocked when he told me he was already @ work I carried my bag and the lady quickly took her shower and left. I went straight to the hospital gave him the key to his apartment. I had already told him my boss asked me to rush down......I left PH....sad....this morning I woke up feeling sad. The memory with the lady that night keeps occupying my mind and she even sent a text that "she loves me because I am cool headed, polite and handsome"....I was further peeved by her subsequent messages. Now I am just ashamed of Myself...and am still asking; how did it happen why was I not reasonable enough?...well I have learnt my lesson..."Emotions are stronger than Knowledge"



And you had to have the latex material handy..... Smh for you

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